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guys, i got tears of never known happiness right now seein the posts below. i mean for real ive known people hard as it is times for me to do it, but none like all you. i wish i could hug you all in rw but it dont matter that i cant cos i can tell you are so good hearted with kindness and im grateful so grateful. i had some frustration the last few days but i tell you that what you written has changed me heart and made me feel so so so good inside and way diff than when i came up to the roost at about 830 so tired cos all our tennies are back and they just pile up things for me to do and thats ok, but i was real tired and also a little sad. but i set me alarm to get up to refix page and change avatar ~original billybuddy is back to stay for good cos thats how you first knew me right~ so now, im like changed and feel like movie pal billy elliot when they ask him how it feels to dance and he says 'dunno its like electricity inside of me' you all given me that spark and now i want to work so hard to be better and better. its like a workout for me brain and it gets tired sometime but now its like i just take a deep breath and keep on with you like billys teacher in the film 'go billy go'. all i can say is thank you from deep in heart and soul. you give real spirit to 'when the power of love overcomes the love of power~ the world will know peace.' well, im just one queerboy on the planet and im sure sometime it will feel like i am still on the wrong one. but~ with you all as buddies, after i do some page fixup i am goin back to sleep and i know right now it will be good and peaceful cos i feel your real and true friendship!!!!! im over the moon and have a calm in me no medicine can make, thanks to you guys. hugs, kisses and real buddy love from me to you each and every one of you ~billy