uncutlover95's Blogs

Not sure if my message to you went through. Hit me up and we'll talk.

what billbuddy said... I have had to friends take there life ..do not go down that road do what ever it takes to get your head right you have so much to live for stay strong stay free. you are always welcome to drop me a line when you feel good and when you feel bad

ok have some issues with parents and decide to end life. smart? learn anything in hospital? i hope so cos im makin lasagne later and bring wet noodles to slap you with silly. come on you got friends sayin they love you. i even put arm around you, say i love you and everything work out in time. got to be here for time to pass you know? hey, easy for some say 'dont be sad' been there and once try to do what you did. 'permanent solution to temporary problem' ~ no age in profile so how old are you still live with parents. well i do but some here know im workin like 5 a to 10 p run this place cos im late child and me rents are older. ok to live with parents and maybe not so easy for you and why? look, i want you pm me whatever you want to say about them givin you issues. i also want you promise all here on gbt you never try this stupid thing again and laugh now cos you still breathin but it was stupid right? i was stupid to try. glad me still here even phook up i can be some times. so like me dad say and he been to hell and back 10x, 'chin up lad and get on with life cos the end come soon enough!' if need, go volunteer at crisis line cos you can say 'i been there and glad i fail'. community center make friends? dont have crisis line or community center? START ONE you be so dam busy you wont remember to pee.

uncut I dont know you of course, but I can tell you this with confidence. Your friends wont judge you for who you are or what you have tried to do. let those people into your heart because they will only help make you stronger. dont focus on the relationship you want . it will happen when you are ready.. but never stop getting ready. become smarter, stronger healthier and in time.. wiser... "when the student is ready, the teacher will appear" . the same goes for your soulmate. in the words of a very famous vulcan "Live Long and Prosper". Hugs Buddy from Down under.

Hey guys, thanks! Its always nice to have someone to talk, thank you very much!-Livingnude, and thats what i have to day, more like one minute at a time, but i dont know if ill be able to smile in a long time, i feel empty, i dont mind sharing what happened, i had some issues with my parents and had an overdose on a bunch of different pills, i was asleep for 2 days, and from there, was intensive care, and therapy, after that i was admitted to a crisis hospital, since i tried to commit suicide. Then i just came back, home unsurprisingly to the same crap.....!

hope you're OK today and just trying to relax.
take it one day at a time and remember to keep smiling, no matter what.
love from down under
Hills