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Just Another Day

DoMeRuff Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 834 views 10 comments
This is where I come from...aint proud of it but no regrets either...you do what you gotta do or you die...but aint going back neither....theres lots more of us out there...if you see one of us, don't look away...we need you....

Billy you might not want to read this, big brother....I tell it raw....

Noise woke me up just like always...lay quiet in the dark of the building listening hoping its just rats and not someone coming close...soft sounds...I relax a little and look at my watch...6:20....morning? Yeah...remember last night...

Cold and I pull my jacket closer but it don't help...fuck...get up off the floor and grab my backpack sling it over my shoulder and go through a hole in the wall into the alley. One Newport left and I light it then check my pockets....dollar thirty seven...shit...can get a couple cigs from the Arab down the street or some coffee from McDs....fuckin cold so coffee...

Come out of the alley and look around at the empty buildings...couple guys out picking up bottles and theres Crazy Mike coming out of a place across the street...nod over at him and he gives me that wildass smile...Mikes very cool but very fucking crazy....

Head down the street to McDs and see a couple vultures already circling...cars driving slow looking for meat....don't stop don't slow down I aint ready just fuckin woke up fucker slows and stops and looks over at me...its Stinky a regular down here and I know he likes young been with him a couple times...he's looking at me and I dont want to but walk across the street and lean in. Need a ride somewhere he asks me...you know what I need you fat fucker...

But play the game so I'm like yeah need to get downtown aint got enough for a bus...I can give you a ride or.....you want to make some money? Shrug...sure man...fucker dont even remember I done him like 4 or 5 times before but I remember him...Stinky cuz his dick dont smell too good but fucker pays and no trouble so he says yeah and unzips and I bend over and go to work...

Shut it off turn it off dont think about it just do it and get it done and he starts to grunt and my mouth fills up and I swallow wipe my mouth and take the bills....see ya around kid...yeah fuck off...play the game....see ya....

Fuck 40 bucks good start enough for a room tonight not on the floor of a fuckin old factry or whatever or get some shit from Fredo....no asshole get a fucking room its fucking cold...

Coffee and a mcfuckinmuffin takes the taste of him out of my mouth but I can still smell him and walk down to the Arab at the Marathon and buy me some 'ports the smoke takes away the smell...head towards downtown watching the street gotta play the game the vultures are still out and might as well be me they pay...

Fuckin Crazy Mike is talkin to some dude and gets in the car and gives me a wave...gotta smile...get some Mike you crazy fuck...don't notice the Merc stop until the guy gives me a whistle...suit and tie in a red Mercedes...get some chicken meat before you go fuck someone in your office...dudes all business no want a ride shit...got his dick out already...get in the car and he pulls into an alley and I start...suit takes a while and I"m thinking come on asshole and finally he pushes my head down and starts to pump cant keep it all in my mouth dammit kid you made a mess....fuck you motherfucker I think but play the game and wipe him off my lips and take the money and he's gone in his fucking Merc...

Another 40....fuck yes...look around and aint shit going on now...keep walking downtown looking like some fuck going to school....stop at the Y and go inside....yeah Joes there he lets us use the shower long as we dont mind him watching and sometimes maybe a little more...he locks the door and puts his shit in the janitor closet and I strip off and Joes checking me out so give him a little show before I start to clean up....rinsing off look over yeah figures hes got his dick out so follow him into the little room and start to kneel down but he pulls me up and I know what he wants and turn around...fingers on my ass then inside me greasing me up good I hope cause fuckers big as hell then he's pushing inside me and I bite my lip fuck dude give me a minute to get used to it but he's already pushing in and I keep quiet as I can and finaly it stops hurting and starts feeling good and his hand is on my cock and dont care if his skin is like sandpaper I shoot hard and feel him hot and wet in my ass...he keeps moving in me and its like he never stops pumping til finally he does and pulls out damn you got one fine ass boy and hes zipped back up so pull my jeans up can feel it running out my ass...

Libary opens pretty soon so head on out with him still leaking out of me and get there just as its opening...lady gives me a smile like she always does and I know she knows what I just done can see it in her face but she dont say shit except a really quiet good morning and I give her a smile...what the fuck makes her happy I guess...into the toilet and wipe my ass...try to wipe it out of my jeans but its already got soaked in so fuck it...grab a book and sit where I usualy do where I can see the door and get out of sight if a cop comes in like they sometimes do...

Bout noon I"m outside smoking a cig and libary lady comes out looks around and comes over....made too much lunch if you want half a sandwich...first time she done it I'm like no that's okay but now I take it and give her another smile...thanks...she gives me a little smile and stops like shes gonna say something but then goes back inside and I watch her then eat the sandwich...

Movin off towards the Flats and stop to see Fredo and he flashes me that gold-tooth smile que paso, 'mano? Sell me a ten Fredo and he looks at me...Fuck Z you know I dont sell that small....he shakes his head and gives me another smile...for you, 'mano...don't tell anyone else. Dude is cool but one seriously bad motherfucker...watched him pop another dude tried to rip him off.....popSPLAT...head fuckng blew up Fredo just smiled...but if you dont fuck him around Fredo will watch your ass for you and hes always good for a little something to smoke if your broke even if he bitches cuz he knows you'll be back with some green for him...he rolls one out of his stash and lights up...how you doin' Z? Okay, oso, I tell him getting a laugh...get outta here now Z gotta do some work...give Fredo a wave and grab some seat time behind a wall and roll up another...lean back and just let it drift off...

Night-time and I'm in the Flats near a couple bars I'm so fuckin baked and kid comes over I seen him around don't know his name and he's like you hear about Crazy Mike? And I'm like no, what? Got his ass kicked by some guy.....fuck...he okay? No dude fucker beat him dead...oh fuck...Mike....you crazy fuck...got in the wrong car dude...wow that sucks man....walk up the street a ways where the lights dont show and sit down for a minute...fuck....remember him waving...shit need to roll another....damn....Mike....

Got my room already should just go back and watch tv or go to sleep but wipe my eyes off and walk down to the corner...dudes walking towards me checking me out so I slow down and let him get a good look....gotta play the game man...

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11 years ago

Be very careful of people who join GBT and claim to be somebody other than who they really are. Some of them are really good at fooling you. Never give out personal information to guys who are not much more than strangers. We all thought DoMeRuff aka EZ was telling us the truth about himself and his life. I still do not know how much of what he told me was true. It is quite possible that all of it was a lie. To be a friend of mine, I have two simple rules. 1) Never lie to me. 2) Never steal from me.

fungus320
11 years ago

Hi Ez
Your post is a magnificent piece of writing. It remends of Steinbecks style but with more rough edges. I dont mean this as a put down but you have taken things further into a different land all together.You have a great way of saying things and that is the talent that all great writers have.
Keep writing from your heart in your own true style. I will look out for your books - very few people are blessed as you are.

Much love, David

11 years ago

i read the hole thing :( and its got me fucked up in the head rite now :(

Toby19
11 years ago

EZ your a star in my eyes and now the steps you have taken will lead you to where ever you want ... i know your dreams and me knows that you will turn them into reality .... me is so proud of you tonight ... Tobs

11 years ago

Read it. Don't be a stranger, friend! :)

11 years ago

Dude.....I wish I cud give ya a warm friendly buddy hug and have a good cry with u. I don't want anything from u except ur friendship EZ. Reaching out was a big step to take. Making the decision to make positive changes in ur life is another huge step. U go guy! I'm proud of u! Don't stop! Don't look back. A better life lies ahead. You're very bright! YOU CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN! Like I said, I'm here for u along with RD and everyone else. When u run into a roadblock bring it to us. It's amazing what can be accomplished when we all work together to solve problems and help each other out! Hugs, Dennis

11 years ago

never ever give up, it CAN get better.. love RusT

11 years ago

Not sure if you'll be accessing GBT anytime soon, but just wanted to say that your friends here are with you every step you take towards changing your life for the better. ♡

11 years ago

what a hard time u must b having...i wish i could help you out!