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Don't give up!

Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 495 views 6 comments
Throughout our lives, we are tested in ways that we could have never imagined. We are put through abuse, we are stepped on and sometimes made to feel like absolutely nothing. As a child I was called horrible names before I even was old enough to know what they meant. Throuought High school I was bullied by those who had something to prove. I had to work 40 hours a week to help out with the family. I would get off work at 12 am every night and would try my hardest to not fall asleep in class. I knew if I fell asleep I would wake up with bits of paper and gum stuck to my hair. Unfortunately I was used to it. I made it through high school but as we all know the strife of life doesnt stop there. A few months ago I was in the hospital and almost died. I lost my job for missing 2 days of work in my two years of working there. My car broke down, I was broke and I was tired. I always complained about when thins didnt go right for me, but this time all I could think was "at least I am alive." Suddenly all the little things didnt seem important as they once were. Every life is worth something. Don't ever let anybody tell you that your life means nothing. Everyone is on this earth for a reason. Ive lost friends because I didnt have time to talk to them. To many innocent teens are commiting suicide. Just because they dont have anyone to talk to. I am 22 years old, but I can tell you that it will all get better. If anyone ever needs anyone to talk to I am here. I know how important just talking and listening is to everyone.

Sorry for the book, Axxo21

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11 years ago

Thank you for all your support guys! I appreciate every single word!

11 years ago

I feel for you. My life has been good. But the issues you have faced and to come out the other side with a positive and constructive attitude is to be applauded. I thank you for sharing...and as Dennis said below...Welcome to GBT and our family of caring friends....Hugs...Thomas

JohnnyBoy20012
11 years ago

Nice story buddy what you said is so true. I went through the same things growing up too. Glad you here and I would not mind being friends with you. If you want to chat I have MSN or Yahoo so if you have one I be glad to chat. Big hugs to you for joining a great community.

11 years ago

Dude....u belong here with us! U've found a home bud. Welcome to GBT. :) (((hugs))) :Dennis

11 years ago

I am reminded of the bus monitor, sometimes horrible things can happen in peoples lives but hang in there for good things can be right around the corner

11 years ago

OMG what a heart wrenching story of your life. I am always saddened by the hard lives some guys have lead, and in such a short time. This makes me even more thankful for the wonderful life I have been privilaged to live both as a child and as an adult. Thank you so much for sharing your life story with us.