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The young man, only 19 in the movie, looks like a bambi: Bobby Kendall, the legendary actor of "Pink Narcisus", the first gay independend movie of all time, made in the sixties, is a legend. No one knows untill now, although he is alive or dead. His real name, any dates or informations about him- nothing. But his real firstname was known- Robert or Roberto. That he is a latin, you see by his skin. In the movie, he has strong presence. And, through the pants, you see the shadow of his best thing. But in these time to show a cok, it was forbidden and this was the reason, why the boys carries so narrow pants. You can dream about it and you should. There is one scene, Bobby is totally nude and walks along a wood. Sometimes you see shortly his dick, but the director of the movie, James Bidgood, let it be a secret.

Nowadays, such innovate and artifical movies doesn´t made by young directors. Neither they are like real porn or they haven´t any kind of erotic. In this case, they are extreme. In the old days, Bidgood and Kendall made filmhistory. They took the dreams of all gay man and put it in a movie, that was made like a eden or a paradise of gay. A lot of artist have copied the style of James Bidgood: Andy Warhol, David LaChapelle, Bruce Weber, Pierre et Gilles for example. And some music-videos of Madonna or the Pet Shop Boys take the idea of the "gay kitschy glitz".

Nowadays, James Bidgodd, born 1933, is still alive, but he is ill. He lives in New York and think of the better days of the legendary seventies. Bobby Kendall was his boyfriend all the time of the sixties. In my opionion, after his death, there will be more informations about Bobby Kendall and his own life. Untill then, we can wait and watch the film and dreamed...