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First Attraction to Boys

fungus320 Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 602 views 6 comments
I am now 55 but I would like to share some stuff with you. I am not judging myself but it helps to chat about it. When I was 8 or 9 there was always a boy in my class that I was attracted to and used to fantasies about him. Nothing sexual but he was in my mind. When I was 10 I changed schools and of course the same thing happened. I had no idea whether this was normal, abnormal, but it was the way I thought. Anyway when I just started puberty I decided that boys were better because they had something "down there" while girls just had a slit. But it wasnt until my latish teens that I acted on my thoughts. Has anyone else experienced something like this .

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11 years ago

I think I always knew I was different than the other boys...and I was always interested and wanted to play games from like 5 or 6 that involved getting naked with them. At 12, I was assaulted by two older boys and forced to suck them off...and the odd thing is that they thought it a bad thing...and I enjoyed it...one of the boys became a person I thought of as a BF. While that was what I felt, I now know looking back that it was just an abusive relationship and I was used by him...but in the end...I was getting something I wanted.

onlyinvegas
onlyinvegas
11 years ago

I knew I liked boys parts more then girls parts at a eery young age. Iwas always interested in the bump in the shorts of guys. I remember that playing with my friend s cocks at 13 and 14 seemed cleaner than feeling a girls pussy. I lost my str8 cherry when I was 13. I had just fucked this girl who was 15. I remember shaking as I got on top of her and how wet she was which Felt nasty to me. As I walked home I thought ...wow I just fucked a girl and it was no big deal. Holding one of my friends cocks was much more exciting and just seemed more fun to play with.

gastguy52
gastguy52
11 years ago

I think i've always been attracked to guys, used to always find a reason to walk in on my older brother when he was naked, so when my folks were out and he started walking around naked i did too, that lead to me sucking him later letting him fuck me. I knew then i liked guys but was too shy to act on it til much later

nate88
nate88
11 years ago

Similar but knew I liked boys whenI was about 11 and acted on my feelings at 13. Was at camp with 6 other boys my age and up to 15. Played strip poker and I was the looser so I had to suck them all off and swallow too. Loved it every since -Yummy

11 years ago

I was 13 when i decided i liked boys. it was because boys were nicer to me than girls. later on i realized that i also liked girls :)

11 years ago

I can remember being as young 4 years old and being in the men's changing room at the lake, seeing some of the college boys naked and knowing that I really liked what I saw. I clearly felt attracted to certain boys in my class. When I was 11 and 12, my next door neighbor and I would regularly play strip poker. He was one year older than me. We never went beyond comparing boners and a bit of touching. I still tried to pretend it was a phase. Not until I had been married and then divorced that I accepted that I clearly prefer guys.