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I was married for 30 years, she was the love of my life and my best friend. I thought I would die when I lost her. Somehow I didn't. However I cant look at another woman. I found this site and started watching the videos and found them interesting and yes I admit arousing. I however admit I have never touched another man. Dont think at the point in my life I will either. I just cant get ofer the feeling of cheating on my beloved. I can watch the videos and make friends here if you will let me but she was my soul mate and I guess I am just buying till till we are together again. I just dont want to give anyone the wrong idea. I am a straight shooter and speak my mind ( if you'll pardon the expresson)

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11 years ago

Thanks guys, this tough old buzzard appreciates it

nate88
nate88
11 years ago

You are alread loved and appreciated. I value our friendship-Andy

11 years ago

god bless you Jed, I'm going to bed

11 years ago

I just remembered, mum bought that hat when we went to the Falls a couple of years ago

11 years ago

shit Jed your making me weep...my mum does cry at night, Ive heard her, and she sleeps on his side of the bed. And I've started wearing one of his hats, a Tilley Endurables Winter Hat, a Canadian thing. and I wear one of his tweed jackets. It smells of him.

11 years ago

you are right we old people stick together when you grow some arm pit hair and hit puberty you might understand. Whippersnapper

11 years ago

We lost our granddaughter in 2003 then our son went to prison for almost killing th man who did it in 2005 then My wife died in 2009 from cancer. I am not even remotely interested in dating. I just find athe videos on here interesting. I cant look at another woman sexually. If your mom and dad were together for any length of time then they had a bond that death doesnt easily break, everytime she looks at things in the house she thinks of him, his laugh his touch the way he smelled things you cant even begin to imagine. To think she would replace him right away is something I cant even imagine. Hell my wife's clothes are still in the closet.

11 years ago

well, I guess your right, all you old people seem to stick together anyhow.

11 years ago

your a big boy now and she has to do what she wants. If you are big enough to drink wiskey and suck cocks then mind your own business. She doesnt tell you who you can see does she? Trust an old widower, its not as easy to start dating as you think

11 years ago

my biggest fear now is that my mother will start dating again, I could not handle that

11 years ago

she has about 30 Alpaca and 3 pigs, 2 dogs, 2 sons and a husband

11 years ago

Alpaca

11 years ago

Ah, my friends mum has those other things, not Llamas but Pac something or other. Ye, thanks for that Jed, I miss my dad, he was a good guy and he did loads for me. I have my fav photo of him as desk top image, sdo he always there, keeping an eye on me

11 years ago

my condolances on your father

11 years ago

naw, I've my dogs and my Llamas to take care of. Too much trouble to get someone to take care of the place. Besides I like my privacy here got my land and its surrounded by trees, I'm a short distance from one of the most beautiful lakes in the midwest if I want to go fishing. If my son wants to see me he knows where i am. Besides I think it would bring up too many memories

11 years ago

Shit Jed if Lewis and Clark got to California so could you, they set off not far from you and they made it all the way to Lewiston ID and Clarkston WA. I know because I've been there and went to the museum. God I love America.

11 years ago

Lost my wife in 2009

11 years ago

no my son moved to California after he got out of prison to get a fresh start. He shouldnt have had to go to prison in the first place, but at least he only got 4 years I have not heard from him in about a year or so. He keeps wanting me to come se him but I dont like to fly

11 years ago

When did your wife pass away Jed?, it must be a terrible thing to loose someone after 30 years, I lost my father May just past. Do you have family to support you?

11 years ago

You can kiss my ass, I dont need to explain why I am here. Where did you learn english anyway? "he won't get much friends running his mouth off"

11 years ago

why did you want to go and say that Jed, I've never so much as raised my voice, now you're fucking me and my family?, disrespectful Jed