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NOT FUCKING JOKING THIS TIME!

Kyle94 Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 2.0K views 59 comments
I'm going to be taking a big risk this week....something horrible emotionally wise has happened to me and I might not be alive next week this day....

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11 years ago

Are you doing ok Kyle, havent heard from you in a while?

JohnnyBoy20012
JohnnyBoy20012
11 years ago

Glad to here back from you Kyle, hope your doing well. Just remember I am still here if you need someone to be a friend and be glad to listen to you someday that you need a friend to talk to. Kyle here a special hug just for you.

11 years ago

I am so glad you are feeling better Kyle. I knnow its hard to lose someone you care about but the way he did that he wasn't a real friend to you anyway so its his loss not you.

Davey1965
Davey1965
11 years ago

Hugs from me too Kyle.You seem happier now.

11 years ago

Hugs kyle - you have lots of friends here babe

Kyle94
Kyle94
11 years ago

I'm so sorry everyone...i was just frusterated cause this is always how I lose guys. They always give me little reason why they just cut me out of their life it hurts and I've known this guy longer then Ruslan so it's even harder...thank you to everyone for your support and no I am not a fake with the situation I was in or my avatar. Once again thank you! There are many great guys out there :)

Love Kyle!!!

JohnnyBoy20012
JohnnyBoy20012
11 years ago

Enough of the fighting guys you know we are dealing with someones life you know. Kyle if your reading this there are nice people here. There are many guys here to comfort you if needed. I hope your ignoring all the negative comments because there are people here like myself that care about you. Please buddy don't do something you will regret since you might hurt more people then you think. Please if you get the chance add me to yahoo so we can chat. Buddy I am praying for you that you don't do anything you might regret. I love buddy and here a big special hugs for you.

11 years ago

I got no idea about suicidal thinking or depression cause I have never had them - life is for rooting cute guy and having fun in my book. But kyle does have these thoughts and it is good guys want to help him out a bit. @kokswallow - I mean relly oldies like 75 live in Bournemouth

11 years ago

KYLE, I have been through councelling, its no shame. Please let me help you. PM me and I will give you my personal email and we can talk more private if you like just dont do something you cant undo. Believe me Coming home from Iraq most of us especially those of us who were wounded have PTSD and its no shame talking can help me with that I know it can help you with your issues. I have to deal with the people I killed over there. God help me I think about it everyday, but I cope with it and I have learned to deal with it. Please let me help you.

11 years ago

tommygunn i agree .... if this is for real i hope he gets the help he needs...in was pointing out what georgets said.thats the reason this blogs are so heated ... its hard to take this....if its fake and playing on peoples emotion....

11 years ago

uh guys I was mrpenisman and I was no fake, I left for a while and I came back. no games just had to get somethings in my mind sorted out. I believe we need to give kyle the benefit of the doubt here. I would hate not to and have something terrible happen, I dont need that on my soul

11 years ago

uh guys I was mrpenisman and I was no fake

11 years ago

hey georgets look at nate88 page 2...comments 4 days ago from TOLEAD..."MAYBE I SHOULD SET UP AN ALTER EGO"...."IM FEELING DIABOLICAL AT THE MOMENT".. I JUST QUOTED OFF HIS PAGE THAT TOLEAD POSTED....Soooo with that posted do we really believe this post? with all the fakes on here its hard to tell...............just saying

Davey1965
Davey1965
11 years ago

You crack me up Damien. I hope Kyle gets a giggle too.
It probably Rains there all day and is deserted ,during the holidays.

11 years ago

@cutkiwi - whats that about oldies... I'll come down there and spank that bottie of yours!!!! lol.

11 years ago

Just been reading about Bournemouth online - explains everything if georgts lives there. Meant to be really boring and full of oldies so no wonder he is jealous of anyone else

lagayable
lagayable
11 years ago

@fearless i like it how you described life in 2 very depressing ways.:P Thats going to be a lot of help in this situation. Life deserves a better description and even the dictionary does it better, no offence: a "corresponding state, existence, or principle of existence conceived of as belonging to the soul" -still pretty incomplete if you ask me...

11 years ago

Yeah Davey. Have to admit I (most likely like all on here) have been in that dark place myself. It is not a nice hole to fall into. I have had to pull myself out, there was no one with a rope to pull me out. I just hope Kyle, that you know we are here for you. How 'bout putting another post on here to let us know if we've made a difference (or not).

Davey1965
Davey1965
11 years ago

Good comments @kokswallow. I dont care if hes posted blogs like this before.
He needs to feel loved and if his friend on facebook is missing in his life right now,
we can fill that gap and we sympathise with what hes going thro.

11 years ago

I don't know much about commiting suicide except that it's more painfull to live, and requires more courage to live.

11 years ago

If Kyle has posted things like this before, maybe it's his way of saying he is lonely or wants someone to love him. We all have different ways of expressing our feelings. (sorry to write as if you aren't there Kyle - it's directed to others). Maybe Kyle justs wants someone with him, to be in his life - someone to hug, listen to him, and just be there for support. Someone who can prove that he is prepared to be kyle's best and closest friend through any adversity life may throw at them. Kyle, I would like to see you find that kind of friend.