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Who am I? No seriously who am I?
I believe that television and films in modern society create psychological anxieties and stress.
I for instance don’t even know who I am anymore. In TV everything looks more exciting, no matter what happens everything ends up being ok. We and I mean everyone who has eyeballs that watches television, lose our self in the imaginary world. From the way we dress to the way we critique others, to the way in obtaining a relationship… people are brainwashed to buy buy buy!
People’s personalities now a days tend to resemble those we see in television. When we compare our lives with those in movies, it is pretty depressing if you tell me.
I am talking to you because I want to reveal my true self. I may be shy and nerdy or geeky, but hey that’s who I am. I am single because I feel like I have a problem talking to people. I feel like I have to be careful with what I say because people are very critical in a negative manner.
Being completely honest I don’t know if I am gay or straight. I like both men and women. If you and me click… hell it doesn’t matter if you have a penis or vagina. We are human we can adapt ways to pleasure each other. So then… why are there people critical and consider you inferior if someone is gay. I’m not saying everyone is like this, there are nice considerable people out there, but for the majority 80% of people in this world, there are some assholes who get pleasure from making people suffer.
That was one of my many rants. Back to me… if you knew me in person I would not be so talkative like I said I guess Im shy.
Back to television! It shows us, an unattainable form of living. In real life people live in a routine cycle, day to day, year by year. But in tv there is something different every hour, we see how others are living their life.
If you are like me, then you find yourself alone. After masturbating… you think to yourself what can I do next. Sometimes there is nothing to do but allow time to go by before you have to get into another daily routine.
I am lonely and depressed at times, but what keeps me going is my desire to make my dreams come true. Ironically, that dream is to be a filmmaker. So I can make my world come true, the world I want to live in.
I just wanted to write this to release some stress. Finally show that I have a voice.
I believe that television and films in modern society create psychological anxieties and stress.
I for instance don’t even know who I am anymore. In TV everything looks more exciting, no matter what happens everything ends up being ok. We and I mean everyone who has eyeballs that watches television, lose our self in the imaginary world. From the way we dress to the way we critique others, to the way in obtaining a relationship… people are brainwashed to buy buy buy!
People’s personalities now a days tend to resemble those we see in television. When we compare our lives with those in movies, it is pretty depressing if you tell me.
I am talking to you because I want to reveal my true self. I may be shy and nerdy or geeky, but hey that’s who I am. I am single because I feel like I have a problem talking to people. I feel like I have to be careful with what I say because people are very critical in a negative manner.
Being completely honest I don’t know if I am gay or straight. I like both men and women. If you and me click… hell it doesn’t matter if you have a penis or vagina. We are human we can adapt ways to pleasure each other. So then… why are there people critical and consider you inferior if someone is gay. I’m not saying everyone is like this, there are nice considerable people out there, but for the majority 80% of people in this world, there are some assholes who get pleasure from making people suffer.
That was one of my many rants. Back to me… if you knew me in person I would not be so talkative like I said I guess Im shy.
Back to television! It shows us, an unattainable form of living. In real life people live in a routine cycle, day to day, year by year. But in tv there is something different every hour, we see how others are living their life.
If you are like me, then you find yourself alone. After masturbating… you think to yourself what can I do next. Sometimes there is nothing to do but allow time to go by before you have to get into another daily routine.
I am lonely and depressed at times, but what keeps me going is my desire to make my dreams come true. Ironically, that dream is to be a filmmaker. So I can make my world come true, the world I want to live in.
I just wanted to write this to release some stress. Finally show that I have a voice.
hugs!!