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Am I the One I've been waiting for???

Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 536 views 12 comments
I have been pretty busy of late, busy doing things that i will remember for the rest of my life.
This last year everything has been coming to a point of change in my life. It started when i came here first .. and later came out, after confronting my past and the problems that come with that and trying to manage the PTSD that followed, I have started along a new path. I will no longer hide from my past and avoid it, i am not afraid to go forward and be who i am now.
For a long time I have been waiting for something to happen, and opportunity maybe or another direction. Recently I heard that a couple of people I was close to in another country have since died and only young too.. i know life is too short, but its also what we do with the time that matters.
I know that fortune favours the brave, and i have to make my chances by going out there and being proactive. I am the one I was waitng for it seems, I am the one who will make that opportunity, and see the new path to take.
I have been to two interviews this week to be able to do something that many tens of thousands of people will see and enjoy and was succesful in both, i have another next week and am also now one of the finalists in a prestigious art competition, I started my counceling and i am doing new classes and meeting new people too.
The point is, i went out and gave it a go, even though i am so shy and feeling so bad about myself most of the time, and i stopped waiting for the change to come to me and just started doing something... and stopped waiting for me.

Maybe you are the one you've been waiting for?
maybe you are the one the world is waiting for!

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BackStreetBoy
11 years ago

Hi Baby, I hope this is temporarely helping you and get you into better mood, if not contact me...:) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VPwLXnNhaI

11 years ago

Be proud of yourself like i am for you my friend. and congrat for the competition...love alws... SAM xxx

11 years ago

Well that is very well said like I will be doing some thing for the world marking product what won't even of be invented till 3012

11 years ago

Russ my good friend, reading this made my eyes water, for I am so happy and proud of you. Your courage is exemplary and I look up to you so much. You go guy....and don't ever look back. You're on your way to real happiness now and no one deserves it more than you do. And WOW! You just started painting and your a finalist in a distinguished art competition already!!!! Your amazing buddy! Luv u lots Russ. (((BIG HUGS))) :Dennis

11 years ago

WOW so many nice words .... and so many nice people here too lol .... right, you are all welcome to pop in anytime for a nice cup of tea, but there might not be any biscuits lol

11 years ago

I am really happy for you. Keep up the great progress. Thank you for sharing. --R.D.

11 years ago

RusT...so well said. It has been an incredible year for you. And I am so thankful that you have shared that journey with others. And I am proud to walked with you for part of it. Congratulations on the competition...but more importantly congratulations on you being you...for you are your one....Hugs my friend...

senip
11 years ago

Hi , sounds like you have really made a change in your life. You are the number one , and no one is more important than you . Good luck with the interviews , hope all goes really well for you.

steesbratt
11 years ago

Great words and great advice its impossable to find anyone else until you find yourself and it looks like you have done exactly that so proud to be sharing this exciting time with you... Stees xx

11 years ago

well done wish you all success and happiness

11 years ago

well said my friend :) I am so proud of you

nate88
11 years ago

PROUD OF YOU -you learned one of the TRUE wisdoms to life and success. It is better to try and fail than never have tried at all. Success is often the prize for the hunter - it rarely comes easy.GOOD LUCK my dear friend and if you fall, get up and move forward. Love ya - Andy