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maxumillion21 Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 420 views 2 comments
I feel like I need to type up my rant before I explode. Its like holding something in ...not being able to talk to anyone. Being honest im naked from the waist down, because I have been jerking off all day. Watching videos and jerking off. I have hw to do but all I want to do is jerk off, or cuddle with someone. I love smooth guys around my age, I like girls too but I always feel fear and anxiety when I talk to them. Like if they are a different species lol. But non the less would not mind a sexual relationship with a man or women. Lately, masterbation has not been satisfying my sexual craving. I jerk off, and BAM 3 minutes later I am horny again. My dick is sore but my body wants me to keep jerking it. Im leaving things to the last minute and feel tired all the time. So to wrap things up I feel sexually deprived... I feel like I dont know how to talk to people so it prevents me from getting a boyfriend or girlfriend. If you see me in person you will think I am nice, and innocent. But deep down I feel like a sexual beast waiting to be realeased.
It feels so good to finally take this off my chest.

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10 years ago

Wow, sounds like you're a seething sea of hormones. Max, if jerking off doesn't cut it anymore, perhaps you can try livening your sessions up a bit. For instance, try edging, toys, lubes, positions, different (but legal) locations, etc. Of course, your issue is more than lackluster masturbating. I feel the way you feel from time to time, where fapping has lost its pleasure in the face of longing thoughts about intimate contact with another person. I have gotten less awkward over the years, but the gentlemen callers I get usually don't work, either they just want sex without any relationship or their personality doesn't mesh with mine. When you do meet people, just be yourself! It's very cliche, yet it's true. You want people to love you for you, so be you. If you have trouble meeting people, take a good friend, or friends, of yours and go to bars, clubs, concerts, parties, events, etc. Make your presence known by introducing yourself, then find out about the person; people love to talk about themselves. You may also want to try Grindr, an app for your cellphone, or a dating website. Just know what their expectations are in accordance with your own. For hookups, there is the personals section on Craigslist. I would probably be extremely cautious with Craigslist. I hope you find someone that suits your fancy. Remember to use protection. Good luck!

JohnnyBoy20012
JohnnyBoy20012
10 years ago

Hey buddy. I know it hard but if you need a friend to talk to I be here. I don't have a boyfriend as well but meet some nice people in recent weeks. I think you just need that great friend to talk to and to release everything on your mine. I know msn is no more but if you have yahoo or Google chat I am here. Big hugs to you Max.