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At some point I might upload some pictures and video of myself but at this point I am a little reluctant to because of all of the fat and old, decrepit and ugly heterosexual men and women and rabbits in and out of my body all day long.

This problem that I have been experiencing with my body for almost 10 years now makes it difficult for me to want to take pictures of myself or video of myself in any way without clothes on because of the fact that when they are in my body they make me look and feel as fat and old and ugly and decrepit as they are and that makes it difficult for me to provide a true representation of what I really look like.

I don't want people to see me that way because I am actually quite thin and lean and attractive and youthful looking for my age of 44 and a lot of them ruin the look of my body a lot of the time everyday.

So for as long as I have this problem witch, is most of the time now it seems, much like a curse or hate, I am not likely to be all that inclined to make videos of myself or take pictures of myself without my clothing on since I do not want all of you to see the ugly fat decrepit side of me. DJN69