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Where the Answer Lies

Kriter727 Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 400 views 2 comments
Hollow eyes, the spirit inside decayed over time
like old bark. His smile, the corners of his lips
now weighed down by loneliness. His shine,
his inner essence,
as pale as a sheet of whiteness, as
cold as a sleet of snow. His memories, an ironic treasure,
torturing him constantly. His imagination,
a devil’s playground.
His inner sanctuary shaped, molded, and molested by his outer environment.
His hope, it lies buried with sunflowers across it’s chest.
His dreams, now transparent in nature and in reality.
His mind, now impressed upon and made up.
His sorrow, it runs alongside the deepest of pits.
His determination, it blows the wind.
His pain, it will be over soon….

[distraction]

One distraction keeps him from ending that pain.
One distraction causes him more pain in a different sense, but
With that pain comes experiences. His resolve, now shaken
By this distraction as it plagues his mind,
Constantly hammering it with new thoughts about the sacrifices
And dangers and obsession that come with this distraction.
Yet it is also these same thoughts that provide his pleasure.
His body crumbles in the wake of this distraction, a
Whole new kind of release than that found at the end of a
razor and his arm. His soul, it has been taken over by
This distraction and melts in its presence, withering under its power.
He cannot end his pain; it will never leave him.
But he can transform it, mold it into the only kind of
Pain unique to this distraction, for this distraction is love,
And it only comes from one place:
You
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My Friends, please, never turn your back to someone that sounds as if they may have the ability to be pushed over the edge. No matter what anyone wants to believe, suicide is very real and relevant to today's world and many people suffer from enough depression to think that this is the answer. No matter what, suicide is NOT the answer. Sometimes situations can be prevented by just really talking about the issue, and especially on this site there are many willing ears that will be there to listen, and I'm one of them. Been there, dealt with that, and it's my turn to help those that need/want it. Life can be painful at times but learning and growing from those experiences are what help make life beautiful. I wish everyone happiness and please, enjoy life, you only get one. ~Kriter~

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10 years ago

I'm in love with your writing. Please keep writing, many people are inspired by it.....

10 years ago

beautiful words from a harrowing experience, it is never easy in any circumstances, but with family and support you can bring changes around, it is not easy, but time is a good healer. When you are rock bottom the only way is up....the road to recovery is rocky,unfair,uneven, but you need to pull yourself up, nothing in this life is ever easy, but I will try and give people whatever support I can offer.