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Monkeyjoeboys Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 1.2K views 28 comments
Sorry I have not been active and have been away for so long but life has not been kind Since I was was here I was in a pretty awful car accident. It was touch and go for a while but I am back at home with my parents now. I wont be going back to school for quite a bit if ever. As of right now its just me and the computer. Sorry If my spelling sometimes goes off I am trying to be creful.

Before anyone asks I am blind in one eye and lost my right leg mid thigh, funny it feels like its still there. Of Broke 4 ribs my right arm in 6 places I remember seeing the bone sticking out through my wrist and my hand just flopping like a glove. y testicles were pulped, the paramedics said my sac was torn open and everything was hanging out.He actually put them in a baggy to take to the hospital with me. They took my teeth out to fix my broken jaw so I lived on mush and smoothies.

I dont know why I am bothering to tell you people this but my therapits said to try to get back in the rythim of doing normal things. Looking at porn was normal for me before

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10 years ago

Joey...you are missed. You have been not been here in 22 days. I hope that you are away being helped and recovering. But know that I and others care. Hugs my friend

For those that did not see his most recent blog, it is here: http://www.gayboystube.com/blog/15933.html It does not allow comments so it has slipped from view

10 years ago

i am from germany,my english is not for a conversation in strong capitel.
I am still thinking of you and my heart is everytime by your heart.
I hope ,in little steps,goes better and a friendlyer time ,the sun shine of you.

10 years ago

Life can be hard joey and it hit you hard but you have friends here and life will go on love and hugs your jerry

nate88
10 years ago

Sent you a PM and hope you'll be back SOON. You are LOVED by many friends and members here. NEVER give up, EVER - Andy X

10 years ago

Joey...you know you are loved here, just for who you are. Its been four days since you have logged in. You other blog scared many of us. I hope that you are doing better, and have found the support you needed. For those that did not see his most recent blog, it is here: http://www.gayboystube.com/blog/15933.html It does not allow comments so it has slipped from view. If anyone has contact information for Joey, please reach out to him. I am afraid for him. Thomas

10 years ago

Hey Joe, we don’t know each other but your story touched me greatly. I hesitated before writing to you cause I didn’t know what to say really. I think that the fact you took the time to tell us what happened to you and you’re dealing with it is absolutely remarkable. Now you know there are friends who think about you and care. You just made a giant step for yourself by not staying in isolation. If you want to talk please don’t hesitate, I’m not a specialist of any kind but I can listen to you and maybe help you take one day at a time

10 years ago

Oh my, I didn't know this happened to you :( what you've gone through, and going through is awful. my heart goes out to you, I hope you are getting better. hugs u ~ lil-b xo

10 years ago

Sammy. .i am sure i speak for all here. .you are a shining lite for us all. .so sweet and beautiful but brave and tough. ..I'm sure that with your example and our encouragement..joe won't fail. .joe-you are still beautiful. ..love. .mike. ..xx

10 years ago

Joey, I have been friends with Sam (Alexis Samuel aka kaya986) for quite some time. He forgot to mention one thing that he has shared. After his parents both passed away, he became guardian for his younger brother. He had to fight in court against an uncle who thought an older gay brother was not a proper guardian for a young teen. Sam won and continues to be older brother/father for his younger brother. Sam could have given up but didn't. Now, Sam, Yannick and Sam's younger brother are all the better because of that.
--R.D.

10 years ago

gezus man. that is some injury you have. thinking of you. i can tell you now that gbt has a wonderful family atmosphere. our friend Mark was badly beaten up in an attack last week and thanks goodness he is making a great recovery, and we think that all the wishes of support here has made Marks recovery that much quicker. so thanks for letting us know of your appalling injuries and update us regularly and am sure you will also benefit from the same support. thinking of you. XX

Davey1965
10 years ago

Still thinking of You Joey ,Your not forgotten 8-) xoxoxoxo

10 years ago

Joey I am also sorry to hear about your accident. Just the fact that you are keeping in touch here means that you care enough about us to tell us about your problems. Remember we are all one big family here so don't be afraid to chat with your friends here for support .

nate88
10 years ago

My heart and compassion is yours. I know the pain and the hard road back. You can make it just don't give up on yourself. Message if you need a chat ANYTIME. Thanks 'Sam' for being there for EVERYONE and to any who offers to help and support to hers. This IS part of what GBT is about. Andy

10 years ago

stay strong my friend :) big hug and kisses 2 u :)

chad3640
10 years ago

Jesus Dude I would not Wish that on my worst enemy. We all with you. our blessings go out with you...Things will get better

10 years ago

Hi Joey, sometime we don't understand why that happened to us, nobody can answer this question but you know it happened..What will i do now ?, my life is finish now. It's the first question we are asking to ourselves. It's very hard to live.. I know that. .. I want to tell you that you will never bothering us here. I'm sure when your therapist said to try to get back in the rhythm of doing normal things you prob. think WTF?? hehe!! i did the same and worst.. But he is right.
It's not easy, the first thing we have to understand is that nothing can be change now and what is important is that we are alive and life will continue and day after day you will have to fight. You have to do it for you first because it's your life. With the help of the ones you loves and the ones who love you, your family and friends, all is possible. When i lost my two legs in a car accident, i thought all was over for me..I wanted to die. I died 3 time but i came back because somebody told me to come back , my life didn't stop in that car accident I understood that i had to fight for my life and i did it and now 3 years later, i walk with my protheses , first time it was horrible pain but i was walking and step by step i went further..and this summer for the first time i ran , not far but i ran because of a skunk but it's another story..lol.. and next summer i will get married with my wonderful Yannick :)
Joey, what i want to tell you is whatever what you can think for now, life is beautiful , life will bring you so many good moment in your life, never give up, .go step by step and you will find the inner strenght to continue..Joey , anytime, you can PM me and i will answer you.. Be strong my friend.. hugzz n Kisss.. Alexis Samuel xxx

Davey1965
10 years ago

Please Joey dont even think that its a Punishment from God.Or think thats what your Rents think. It just happened and your a surviver buddy.Stay strong and Love yrself xo

Dupsspanker
10 years ago

Hey Joe, Don't listen to what your parents say behind your back. They are just in denial and quite a lot of straight people don't understand gay or lesbian people. You are as normal as they are and being gay certainly is not being a pervert. They obviously still love you as they are trying to help you even if some of what they are doing is misguided. My catholic priest never preaches that gay is wrong!!!! Keep up the recovery. hugs and Kisses. Matt xx

ZanyZander
10 years ago

Woah. Sorry dude. I hope that things will get better for you. Good luck. May I ask how old you are?

Monkeyjoeboys
10 years ago

Thank you for your kind words, right now I am in the 5 stages or some such bullshitI guess I am past denial since I can see the missing pieces but the anger is right there. That's one reason I am on here. My good old Catholic parents take me to church to talk to our priest ( they say my accident was my pumishment from God for being a pervert, of course they don't say it to me but I hear the whispers) I will tell you one thing I have decided I will neve ride a a crotchrocket again motorcycles with that much power are too dangerous and if you have the cash they will sell them to you with no regard to your saftey

10 years ago

I am so sorry to hear about your horrible accident...and hope that you can continue your road to recovery with good speed....as Mike says...Sam lost both his legs..and has pressed through and is thriving and full of life today...not an easy path...but one you can do...know that you have friends here to support and hold you through the hard times...Hugs..Thomas xxooxxoo