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Blog Last Activity 12 years ago 628 views 9 comments
Hi everyone,
I've been trying to post this on a friends wall but its not working for some reason. this is the message i was trying to post. I know its nothing sexy or about porn but its very personal. please don't give negative feed back, if its not your thing then don't comment.

Morning everyone. FYI i've woken up feeling good this morning. not 100% but better :) thanks to everyone that gave me there support when i was down. My advice to anyone that is feeling down, talk to someone, you don't need to suffer alone, you issues may or may not be sexuality related, that doe's not matter, because they are your issues, every one has them, and you are not alone. During my teenage years i attempted suicide 3 times, i also turned to self harm in many ways, self harm is not just cutting yourself, personally it was alcohol & drug abuse, crime and of course self mutilation. i suffered alone, i did not turn to family or friends, if you feel you can't talk to them there are people on here that you can talk to that have had similar life experience's. Over the last week i have had high highs and very low lows. I voiced them here and i was embraced and supported. Even to the point that Alex17 searched online and forwarded me the phone number of a support group. (Love your support Ruslan, you know i'm here for you if you ever have a moment of need) One thing that i do with my friends is that if i see that there not there usual self i ask them if there ok, sometimes all they need is to know that you care and your looking out for them, theres nothing wrong with just asking them if there ok.

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12 years ago

we need you to help us Mikey. there are so many of us like you, you wouldn't believe.there's more to us than just the vids. thank you Man.You're a genuine example

12 years ago

Thnks for sharing your story. I think you help others by doing this and many guys all over the world are proud of you and support you. Take care.

12 years ago

ruslan has asked me to write about my struggle with coming to terms with being gay. Its a work in progress. Its taking some time, I have to stop and get myself emotions back together again. But its important so I'll push through. :)

HornyInVT
12 years ago

I never realized how much of a support system this site is. i can only hope that, if I had a problem, I could get so much support. This makes me fall in love with this site all over again.

12 years ago

this made me cry, thanks for sharing. and when i get the balls i'll post some of the things that i went through in high school. the bulling and being pick on and name calling. I even wanted to take my own life.

Alex17
12 years ago

Your brave and strong just like i knew you were. :) I am here anytime you need me and so are the rest of the guys. Love Ruslan

12 years ago

O.K. mate...do'nt give up.....I'm with you in my heart...although far away :-) :-)

12 years ago

Very true :)

bardaghohio
12 years ago

Very happy to hear things are going better today...and, that's very good advice....sometimes, just the simplest thing, like a quick "hi, how are you?" can lift a person from that dark place you and I know...the words of a friend can work miracles, at times....