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I don't care anymore!

maxumillion21 Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 425 views 11 comments
<p>Have you ever felt burnt out? Overwhelmed stressed out to the point were days blend into one another. I know this post is strange to be published on a gay porn website, but I really dont know where else to vent. I could easily go to yahoo answers but there is something calming about posting on a site in which there are other guys like me who are attracted to the male body. A place where I can be myself, in the comfort of my own home, the only place where strangers I have never met actually see the true side of me. You may not know me and you probably never will, but I like hearing feedback from people who are not afraid to be their true self.</p>
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10 years ago

I have had a lot of days where I have been overwhelmed, and feeling down. Especially towards Christmas as it is a very difficult time for me. I have since learned to keep myself busy. It helps... but the sadness never goes away. I'm just glad to have friends on here to talk to :)

10 years ago

Yeah I get that way too and when every thing just piles up on top of each other I get on my bike and take off for two or three days and head out to nowhere in particular just me the bike and my camera.Most of the time I'll feel better about things when I get back. But if I really want to get lost in myself I go out to the desert to clear my mind. That's my saving grace I hope you too find yours.

10 years ago

I've definitely been there. What's going on in your life, Max? Are you overwhelmed from work and school, or is it just a build up of many things? Sometimes you just need to step aside and take a deep breath. Don't forget to rest. Take a vacation. Take a long walk. Find a hobby, something you really enjoy. Spend time with friends and family. Pinpoint the things that stress you out, then try to find solutions. Maybe the days blend because there's no passion or excitement. You say in your about me that you "like to enjoy life" and you "enjoy the wonders of life." Are you finding the time to do just that?

10 years ago

i take it you are in the closet. i believe many users on gbt are curious guys, that find solace in the comfort of others with similar interests. we come here for the sex, but make friends in the process, or at least find others that care, have fun, or just love guys like you do. welcome to the club matey. guys rock! speak up and enjoy your stay. and cheer up. masturbation is a great stress reliever!

mophead2009
mophead2009
10 years ago

yep know that max dont be afraid of who you are its wondering what other people think who you are thats caused me probs then i faced up to it when i found other guys felt the same felt great but unfortunately some close people dont understand so guess first step is to understand yourself and yep there is friendship here of sorts tc giles

10 years ago

there is a god..sum total of all...look to god...open up to him..you do have positive things in your life to thank him for...restore what you were at a better time...find a reason to have hope and promise...decide to renew,,,,hope this helps you..you are loved...xx

millieboy
millieboy
10 years ago

when im stressed out ,the only thing that brings me back to myself ,is a gay cock/ass-i find ,touching a naked male body ,makes me feel good

10 years ago

we all burn out at times, have our ups and downs..do something you like, getaway for a day or two, get laid, we older guys make a "bucket list".. why not make a list of things you want to do, places you want to go, and find someone to join you? paparon hugz xoxo

richie
richie
10 years ago

Yes i am working as a security employee and i got sometimes a heavy and stressfull day for low money and my bank is holding my head down under water but i will try to get free in 2015 and i make it(hope so).
Head up to you and let me say it with the words of Buddha: " All things must pass ! "

Domono1
Domono1
10 years ago

I don't Care I love it. I drove my car into the bridge, I don't care I love it

10 years ago

We all feel burn out at times and for some people it's kinda nice to feel in such a way. Just remember today doesn't count, there's always tomorrow.