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<p>I've been long overdue for a good cry.</p>

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10 years ago

@beastboy all the reason to be careful who, and how, you come out to ..give him a bit of time then contact him...if he ditches you it's his loss... you sound like a very nice young man ..put yourself out there and make new friends. know I just moved and having difficulty with one friend ..he seems all of the sudden to be ignoring me..and yes it hurts. hugz paparon xoxo

CreamyMocha
CreamyMocha
10 years ago

You know, maybe he will come around eventually. Maybe he will figure out that a friend being gay doesn't change the things that you like about them (and that he obviously likes about you). It's like someone finding out that you wear colored contacts and then rejecting you because you have brown eyes and not blue. It so superficial. We like boys. Fine. But there's so much more to all of us than that. If he comes around good. He will have his awesome friend, Beastboy, back :) If he doesn't, in the long run you are better off. Although I know it doesn't feel good right now.

10 years ago

Focusing on myself puts me in this position, and a friend of mine - a guy friend of mine - messaged me last night asking if I am gay. I said yes, and he's stopped talking to me. And that hurts. He was a friend, sure he could accept me but, years of being close - all of it gone. That's really lessened my mood.

10 years ago

It's not self-esteem issues. Though setting unrealistic goals seems to be quite the problem with me. I'd go out with people but having just having just moved, no friends to really go out with sadly. Writing usually relaxes me, but not right now.

10 years ago

@beastboy many of us suffer from depression this time of year seasonal mood disorder perhaps..get out with people, do something you like....have dinner out it just may pick you up ;) hugz paparon xoxo

10 years ago

No-one can help me. I just have to fall for people that I'm not good enough for. :)

10 years ago

Thanks guys, I'm just in a depressed mood; it'll go away soon enough.

gm4yngr
gm4yngr
10 years ago

Crying is good to do sometimes, but batman and Davy are right about talking too. If you want to let some feelings and thoughts out, please do. If I can help, please let me know.

10 years ago

we all need a good cry once in a while, but if your feelings go deeper, talk to some one ok.. lotsa support here to talk private hugz to ya paparon xoxo

Davey1965
Davey1965
10 years ago

Thats sad to here .I hope thinks feel better if you do let it all out.
Dont forget there are many good guys here if you need to let out yr
built up feelings and thoughts to yr friends here , Me included ..Great Profile Beastboy 8-)