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Am I WEIRD?!?

maxumillion21 Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 507 views 5 comments
<p>I would describe myself as a 22 year old smooth twink. I enjoy having no hair on my body, making me look and feel young. I realized that I have been fantacizing about father/ son fetish. I get horny on the idea of dresing up like a little boy. I never had a father growing up so why would I fantasize about having my father sexually pleasure me? I enjoy looking like a little boy, and being treated like one; does that mean I am a pedophile or mentally lacking an emotional connection with my past?

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10 years ago

Hmmm... Without getting all Freud/psychoanalytical on you, I would say that sexuality is diverse. You like feeling like a boy, not feeling a boy, so that doesn't count as pedophilia. You like being dominated by a father figure, and plenty of people enjoy this type of stimulation. I wouldn't worry so much about the source of these desires, especially considering that the varying branches of psychology (not to mention the diversity alone in psychoanalysis) will give you various reasons, as long as you're happy and no one is getting hurt. At the end of the day, you can decide on what you believe the source of you desires is, if you still need the reason, then you can decide how you want to go about it. To clear your head a little, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5), the guide to classification of mental disorders, defines pedophilia as the sexual arousal "in which adults or adolescents 16 years of age or older have intense and recurrent sexual urges towards and fantasies about prepubescent children that they have either acted on or which cause them distress or interpersonal difficulty." A very important term in the definition is 'towards.'

gm4yngr
gm4yngr
10 years ago

Don't worry about your fantasy, you're no more "weird" than anybody else on this planet. If you read stories on nifty.org you will get an idea of what I mean. There's a huge variety of example fantasies there. I posted my own last month, but I can't imagine the billions of fantasies that have never been written about!

10 years ago

U R NOT WEIRD AT ALL! Whatever pleases U is all that matters as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else. I think a smooth young looking "boy" body is VERY HOT! My mother still treats me like a little boy and I LOVE it! So just relax and enjoy your fantasies! Go 4 it! ;--)))

10 years ago

just be you and search for what you like.. nothing wrong with liking older...what you lacked in your childhood, maybe it has shaped a necessity you feel you missed...just be YOU my friend and no you are not a pedophile or mentally lacking. I hope you find your man. hugz to ya my friend paparon xoxo

nate88
nate88
10 years ago

PERSONALLY, I feel that most people act out with what they lack as a balance in their lives. Apparently you did not have that younger male figure as a balance in your life. This may be the way your 'self' tries to make a 'balance'. ALL FANTASIES are not meant to be fulfilled - Be safe and enjoy your inner self. Best wishes, Andy xoxo