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10 years ago

Sorry for ur loss little buddy. I sent u a PM. (((BIG WARM HUGZZ))) :Dennis

10 years ago

REPOST MESSAGE:

:'( please nick, answer that message i send. it is bad enough i lose ashley and anybody who knows who was aspiequeer, billybuddy and pitwhiffer have to know i never want to hurt the one i still love the most in this world. please also anybody who sees this, be kind about ashley and destroy anything you mave have seen or saved. please, he does not deserve what someone do STEALING from a private folder i had or have on skydrive/outcloud. that is not public porn, it is my personal property, given to me, but i never EVER want the giver hurt!!!! he and i began here and that is going to be in the book i NEED TO write to get through this. i am no holy dude just cos i have talk of me faith. i'm just another wanker. but ash and i were in love, we keep it together real good for almost 2 year. i knew i had to get there soon, finally got medical clearance to go but was too late even before i left. the rest of it all, well buy the book i am donate all from that and another i have completed to an organization help all gay/homo/queer or as i use "samegender" to help have and grow the bonds of 'higher love' for those who want lasting relationships and as for me, i know there others that say enough to the hurt of abandonment. i am in love with ashley still. if i am ok with that but let him be, then who's business is it to tell me to go out for another. it was the distance that made him go out for another. it destroy something so beautiful. it began here, after another perceived (by me i guess) relationship, but he and i come out friends and see, i don't drive him crazy. so i need let go of be in love with ash, but still can be loving of and for him as it is my decision and my life to give that dedicated devotion from me heart and being. it all start here on a porn site and one friend here tell me one day when i am bitching about some small thing, 'hey, you met ashley here. cant be all bad.' you right then my friend and still are. i am not get into debate about porn and tubes. only say, be mindful of who may be hurt in what you see or watch. please, i don't want ash to feel like from when i was abused. stand with billyboy96 in fight that stuff. plenty hot guys to do what will, but not boys and not innocent people who share private intimacy based on love. i thank you very much. billy boylston

10 years ago

where the message posted with title?

10 years ago

nick18

10 years ago

Welcome back. I have no idea what re from n18 wall: means.