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<p>When I log in here at GBT...  I'm not just coming back to see friends. It's family.  When I look through all the blogs, and user profiles I think how proud I am of you all.  Yesterday I learned a valuable lesson about doing too much in one day and have completely worn myself out yet I have one more day of it to go yet. I would take the day off but I just cant..  it would feel like giving up on myself.</p>
<p>Take it from me guys...  don't let anything get you down.  Life can be harsh....  and it deals some nasty blows at times. BUT...  you WILL make it through.  I too have been there and thankfully have made it. Sure, I have nasty memories and flashbacks which kick my bipolar off but that's where my singing comes in handy..  and that's why I do it so much hahaha.</p>
<p>What else helps me?  Being here with you all.  We have the wonderful Nick18 who keeps the site going..  sure the site has it's ups and downs (hey...  who said so does my penis?! LOL) but the site is still here. And I thank you, Nick for that.</p>
<p>And I have my close friends who I call my family. They know the real me...  and when I lost my own family, they stepped in and looked after me...  something I will always be thankful for. Especially when I had a lot of drama in my life last year.</p>
<p>SO ...  why this blog?  Easy...  it's my long-winded way of saying thanks...  and I LOVE YOU ALL xxx</p>