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When and how did you realize you actually liked boys?

marcosneto Blog Last Activity 8 years ago 1.7K views 25 comments
<p>Liking other boys still feels a bit strange to me,  and I still need an experience with someone to be truly certain. But how did YOU cope with it? Do you feel like you were born with it? Or do you think this was something developed later in your life? </p>

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rdleere
rdleere
8 years ago

Started kinda crushing on guys at like 11 ish. Once I went full on puberty at 12, it really took off from there. I began masturbating to guys and that hasn't changed to this day :P

alterego22
alterego22
8 years ago

the first time I held another boy's stiff cock in my hand I was ten years old, and I was hooked,I played around with lots of boys after that but didn't have mutual masturbation till I was nearly thirteen,it was the beginning of a relationship which lasted until we were both eighteen and went our separate ways.Happy days

Jayden
Jayden
8 years ago

I was 13 years old and had something like different feelings to my best friend, he was my school friend and same age. In our society and country homosexuality is not forbidden but people don't talk about that at all. Some pride processions have been in our capital Hanoi but all the gay life is like underground business. In Saigon where I live it's a little bit more open and that's the reason I got chance to know some boys more closely, I was 15 years old when I had my first experience with a boy. After that the wheels went rolling and here I am :)

8 years ago

I did not figure it out until recently. I think it has always been there just in the backround. I was really confused, so I just hid behind a mask of asexuality, and now that I am sure and I now that I have found friends I have slowly been chipping away at it. As I grow more sure of myself and my trust in others grows, the cracks spread and little pices fall away.

8 years ago

really didn't realize it until i was 14. as i look back there were signs from about 8 an dup that i can see now but didn't realize at the time. puberty is a terrible time to be confused about your sexuality. omg.

daksaw00
daksaw00
8 years ago

I've always liked boys but didn't really think of myself as being gay until I was like 11...funny, though, my two best friends who I've known almost my whole life, the guy turned out to be bisexual although he likes girls more and the girl turned out to be lesbian...

darkknightreturns
darkknightreturns
8 years ago

10, absolutely born with bi/gay tendencies. Environment and my friends had a lot to do with exploring my feelings.

8 years ago

Eh. I no longer identify as homosexual, nor male, for that matter, but the initial feelings of "I'm not straight" were pretty sudden and I don't know whether I was born with it or I actively ventured towards it, and I honestly don't care, because even if in theory one could choose their sexuality, it is still just as valid and legit and no one has any right to say otherwise.

Naturelover
Naturelover
8 years ago

I like to believe that I was born with it, honestly growing up I always knew that though I connected with girls on an emotional level and sometimes a physical one, that I also loved boys, often times more than I liked girls. It was when I was 12 that I kinda confirmed it, I had been invited over to my neighbour's house , he had a playstation and wanted to show it off to me, me being the only kid on the block without any fancy gaming consoles gladly agreed. After a couple of games of Call of Duty and Fifa, he turned to me and said "Do you want to see my penis?", I said "OK". He showed it to me and I in turn showed him mine. He thought nothing of it and after a brief moment asked if I wanted to play another game, I declined and lied and said that I had to do my homework and I left. But as I was walking home, my stomach was still doing jumps and knots, I honestly knew that I was gay from that point. From that point on, at every junction I would try to sneak peeks at people's willies.

8 years ago

When I was 14, my red hair friend who was 15 he decided to have fun with me during summer season, we played football passing around till we got tired of playing and we decided to go to his old camper in the backyard, he showed me his cock, luckily he's damn fucking cute, that make me want to be his boyfriend but that never happened but wish we did. Anyway he showed me his cock then he says to me pull my shorts down we almost got naked in his old camper, he masturbated front of me, he cums on me, my cock, my stomach and some of my chest. He let me suck him and his sperm taste so sweet, fresh sperm. I never thought I would be actual gay but knew I would be gay since I was 10 years old every time I go to swimming as I go in the locker room to change as I noticed lots of boys has their different cock size. I fell in love with cock. As I was 14 years old I didn't had my sperm comes out till six month later finally did happened when I was sleeping. I still do think of him and also my best friend also let me when we were in high school. I was glad he was my boyfriend. But I do still missed him fucking lots. Now still looking for best friend or boyfriend. Haven't found my true love just yet.... ???? I still love to suck cock.

daddybeardude
daddybeardude
8 years ago

ever since i can remember i was attracted to boys, i loved to see my friends with their shirt or more off. loved the shower room after sports and was lucky enough to never get hard, but had all sorts of fantasies from 9 on about other boys.

8 years ago

When i wuz a kid watchin bat man and they had robin tied down to a table i was wishing they would pull down his green shorts.....

tylerjock
tylerjock
9 years ago

I guess it started when I was like 12.............girls were kinda fascinating, but I started to check out other guys also. It didn't take long to be checking out guys and not girls anymore.

swiftjohn
swiftjohn
9 years ago

I suppose soon after I hit puberty and began having erections. Friends would be talking about girls and their conversations didn't interest me and I never had anything to say. One time they got ahold of a Playboy magazine and as we all looked at the pictures they were ooohing and aaahing but I felt nothing. My favorite class was phys/ed because everyone showered together afterwards. There was just something so thrilling about being naked while in the presence of many other naked boys. And there were a few boys whose bodies I found to be somehow......... compelling. I would always try to shower beside one of them and let my eyes graze over their naked bodies when they weren't looking and burn the imagery into my memory. Later on I would conjure up those images, imagine some fantasy scenario involving them and then masturbate to an exquisite orgasm. I had heard of homosexuals before that so I realized that I must be one. I also heard my peers telling fag jokes and making disparaging remarks about gays in general so I kept my homosexuality to myself and didn't finally act on it until right after I finished high school. So I will say that I was born this way, this is just how the wiring came together in the beginning and I've never known anything else.

letsGO
letsGO
9 years ago

like kocha, I was born this way, 1st time seeing a pussy was 5-6 yo, I show you mine you show you your's, it wasn't the same as mine and never looked at 1 again, LOL and later that time I was naked hugging a friend in his room

boyfeetlover10
boyfeetlover10
9 years ago

Developed about 12-13, we would have to change for gym. This is probably where I got my foot fetish from. All day in class the guys wore shoes. In the locker room everyone was barefoot either taking showers or changing black socks to white since the school did not allow colored socks for gym. Oppressed my attraction until 17, feet were the one thing I could not determine until I saw them.

9 years ago

Born that way for sure. Fell in love with my male classmate in Grade 2-3. We were making Valentine's cards as a class activity. I gave him one. Teacher went nuts!! What did I know? In no way was this about sex; not at 7-8 years old. I liked him. I liked boys. This was in the 1950s. Learned to keep it deeply hidden. Like most of us from that era I got married yada yada. More or less the same story as Kathleen Wynne openly gay Premier (Govenor) of Ontario. We're almost the same age in fact. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kathleen_Wynne

9 years ago

Quite recently if I am honest. For me I think it had always been there, it just needed the right catalyst to awaken it from its dormancy. Still not quite sure what the catalyst was though.

9 years ago

i didn't realize it at the time, but around 8-9 i was mesmerized by my older brothers body and puberty. it fascinated me. i never had an interest in girls. at 14 i had oral sex with a guy. it screwed my mind up bad, but i slowly began to realize my attraction to guys.

Jacoby
Jacoby
9 years ago

I've sort of always known, but it took till about mid teens that I starting to realized that I was probably gay, and lucky that never bothered me! or my mom! But as Arryboy says, not getting hard after sport is always a difficult one! :D - Jacob xx

9 years ago

you are lucky arryboy! I never participated in school showers, to my absolutely great regret X'O