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living a lie
<p>sometimes i wish my life wasn't one lie after another!! i'm so tired of the daily fight to protect myself from all the homophobes in a small communityi am so fucking tired of it!</p>
<p> every day i pretend to be hetero even though i know i am homo</p>
<p>oh my god i am so miserable. its not likr i can just pick up aaand move. what the fuck do i dojQuery18203176528074966256_1432534096711???</p>
<p> every day i pretend to be hetero even though i know i am homo</p>
<p>oh my god i am so miserable. its not likr i can just pick up aaand move. what the fuck do i dojQuery18203176528074966256_1432534096711???</p>
When I felt with that I was from a small town I had to stay closed like that but realistically it only makes you and your soul feel poisoned. But what you need to do is just take the leap of faith and come out. It might not be accepted well where you are at but your picking up the flag for all of the lgbt community that comes after you.... Words of advice though...save up and make sure you have enough to get your own place should need be. The family is called the family because only we know what's its like. And once upon a time if a gayboy or girl lol showed up on your doorstep it was obligation to take them in...after all they are family.. Unfortunatly there we few safe havens like that left so it's best to save up. You will loose friends probably but at the end of the tunnel you will have true friends and that light you carry with you will burn stronger :0) feel free to PM me anytime you'd like my friend -Angel-
Be strong, they are just yelling apes.
Good luck with whatever you decide.