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Blog Last Activity 12 years ago 453 views 0 comments
so there is a boy thats 2 years younger than me that i first saw two and a half years ago and ever since i cant stop thinking about him and i finally got to talk to him and i even got to play video games a few times with him but every time i hear his voice or see him my heart starts racing and it felt like time was slowing down so last year he started returning the looks when i would compliment something he was wearing he would smile so before spring break i asked him to prom it too him a few days to answer and i thought that he wasnt going to and i got really depressed until he finally answered he denied with out saying no witch made it alot better. recently he started posting things about how he was feeling about someone so i kinda got excited but then like an hour ago he posted about a girl that he likes and how much she means to him and he already told er but she doesnt get it and now hes taking advice from a kid i use to hang out with and i stopped when i was 14 because he and the others we were hanging out with were always doing drugs and stuff so not only is he interested in me but he takes advice from someone i didnt even like when we hung out and started to say that i was the one doing things he did.... i dont expect anyone to care or anything just wanted to finally get it off my chest somewhere no one knows me. since im still in a closet and my family doesnt even know only 4 people do and hes one of them.

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