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what really pisses me off iz...I am completely straight acting nothing about me would make people think i am gay...and i am not out of the closet yet. But when i walk past a clearly gay looking person and i look at them and smile they look away (clearly because they dont think i am gay or i am going to laugh at them). But it really hurts, Like today i walked past two really cute guys maybe 16 17 same age as me holding hands and i tought to myself 'Damn i will never have anything like that'. This makes me feel really shitty. I really wish i could scream 'I AM GAY' into these peoples faces. Any suggestions?

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richie
richie
12 years ago

Keep on doing everything the way you are!
I had my first sexual expierience with a boy when i was 21 years old in 1987 and since 7 years i am in love with my big love in life who is 16 years older than me and its now the best time i ever have so keep on and do it the way YOU do!

brittguy18
brittguy18
12 years ago

dont worry man. ways to chat to guys near you if your into hat, 'gridr', 'boy ahoy' or 'hornet' for smartphones or there is 'gays.com' which is like a Facebook for all LGBT peoples (= good luck.. you will get into your stride with this side of yourself in time man, dont worry. you now me if your still worried (:

brittguy18
brittguy18
12 years ago

dont worry man. ways to chat to guys near you if your into hat, 'gridr', 'boy ahoy' or 'hornet' for smartphones or there is 'gays.com' which is like a Facebook for all LGBT peoples (= good luck.. you will get into your stride with this side of yourself in time man, dont worry. you now me if your still worried (:

12 years ago

Its hard to.come out trust me. I just came out to my parents and they really didnt say much at first but then they told me no matter wat we will always love u. Im 18 and gay and i have 2 younger bros ones 14 and and the other one is 16 both of them are gay also ;p but no matter wat dude just be honest about urself it might be hard at first but dude.i promise u it gets better :p wanna talk sum more hit me up

12 years ago

Its hard to.come out trust me. I just came out to my parents and they really didnt say much at first but then they told me no matter wat we will always love u. Im 18 and gay and i have 2 younger bros ones 14 and and the other one is 16 both of them are gay also ;p but no matter wat dude just be honest about urself it might be hard at first but dude.i promise u it gets better :p wanna talk sum more hit me up

12 years ago

Its hard to.come out trust me. I just came out to my parents and they really didnt say much at first but then they told me no matter wat we will always love u. Im 18 and gay and i have 2 younger bros ones 14 and and the other one is 16 both of them are gay also ;p but no matter wat dude just be honest about urself it might be hard at first but dude.i proms

onlyinvegas
onlyinvegas
12 years ago

you could also say hello and add a smile. Just staring at someone my unnerve them.

12 years ago

Bradley, you have a great answer, too. :)

12 years ago

mate, u ca't hav it both ways. yor still in the closet (like me) cause u dont want people 2 now yor gay.

LoveGettingFucked
LoveGettingFucked
12 years ago

LOL Wow that happens a lot to me as well SURFERBOI! I'm Gay, but you woudln't believe me if you saw me. I'm not a Gay guy that acts all girly or whatever. I'm a Guy that acts like a dude, talks like a dude, works like a dude, etc. But I just happen to like Men and not Women. Big deal! I've been out of the closet long ago, but I am still the same person. I just don't hide or deny it any longer of loving other men anymore. I am happy who I am thank you!

12 years ago

Great answer from jack40Boy30

12 years ago

Your still young and u still have anxiety about cumin out of the closet.Youll be holding some boys hand one day so dont panic and keep looking.I would start a conversation with some one u like and perhaps give a few hints that your gay.

12 years ago

Hmm. You will find right time to come out of the closet. How? You can hang out with gay or bi guys and get know them better. Then when you feel comfortable with them, tell them about yourself.

You will know when you're ready to come out of the closet. Believe me, it's not true for not having anything like that. You will have everything when you're ready. How? You will know. You may understand how you will know, but you WILL. What about me? I don't have everything yet, but I will have everything soon. I finally came out of the closet few months ago. Take your time. You're young and looking good. Many gay guys will love you. I wish you a best luck.