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‘hi handsome’
it’s what you always said to me
I love it you always made me smile
sometimes you made me cry
I miss you so much

when you stepped into my life it was like a big bang
I loved you from the very first sight
I was too shy
I didn’t dare to speak to you
I never had the courage
luckily you had
I always was so happy when you called my name
I was in heaven when I saw you
and a sadness and emptiness spread in me when you left
I was flattered by your words

enchanted by your smile
I always love you the way you are
I love every little thing about you
you know we had some ups and downs
but friendship means to care for each other
and you always did
now the only things left are the memories of the fun we had
and the picture of you in my heart

I don’t know why
looks like we are going separate ways
I can’t forget you
I’m thinking of you all the time
of all the things you’ve said to me
how often you said you love me
how often you said you need me
sometimes it needed no word
we had so much in common
and we still have

we share the same dreams

I never want to miss what we had and shared
the only thing I know is
I really love you so much
you’ll always have a special place in my world and deep in my heart

now that you’re gone
now that you don’t talk to me anymore
I feel alone
it’s like someone switched a light off in my heart
I hate this game
how often have I cursed our love
I still believe in love
but it hurts so deep
love should last forever
but only our magic moments will

wherever you are
I hope so much you’re not alone
whoever is with you
I hope he loves you from the deepest of his heart
the only thing I want is that you’re happy
I wish you all the good things in life
you’re so wonderful

sometimes we have to say goodbye
but sometimes there is no time left
there are so many things I always wanted to say
there are so many questions I always wanted to ask
but I never dared
there is so much left unspoken
but words can never tell what I feel
every angel has his place
and yours is still in my heart
the last thing I will ever say to you is not goodbye
it’s

I LOVE YOU

when you read this, you'll know that it's for you. I miss you so much, especially today. I told you once why birthdays mean so much for me, much more than christmas or easter or anything else, and today is yours and I just want to party with you. Dance, sing, laugh … I just want to hold you in my arms, telling you how wonderful you are, but you're not here … i'm crying instead, worried and scared. I only need a little sign, two simple letters, tell me you're ok and you would make me so happy again.

I LOVE YOU