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my mums birthday today, I mean it would have been my mums birthday, I shed some tears, sometimes, dont know what causes me just to cry at times, still miss her so much.
I give you my love to my friends who also think about there loved ones who are no longer here...................
with love
Scott
Thanks for sharing, I feel the love from your comments, if that makes sense, I do.
love you all
Scott
Certainly there's nothing wrong with shedding some tears for a loved one, I do it too and it often comes on when I least expect it...frequently when I see a scene in a movie or on TV that mirrors something that happened to me in real life. There is truth in saying that when a parent dies you never get over it, the loss becomes a part of you and is tempered by the good memories. I have had friends die too over the years and I miss them very much too. One or two of those friends died shortly after high school and all these years later I still see them in my minds eye and miss them.
Happy birthday mum
You are not alone my friend
Scott....certain days will always fill you with memories...embrace them...it is part of who you are...it is our way of honoring those we love...Hugs...
Missing her is a way of keeping her with you. She lives in your caring heart. Hugs, Fred
scott my thoughts are with u and to all those how have lost loved onesi lost dad 30 yrs ago my mum15 years ago my bother inlaw and 2 sisters inthe last10 years i sstil shed tears for them
i dont think u ever stopthe memoereys are itched into our headsits our turne to be stong smile god bless u all
may tears turn to laffter
I lost an apprentice I was training years ago. He wasn't just an apprentice of mine, but a really good friend. We shared the same weird humor and always and a good laugh. He told me one morning that he was going to take a half day off to get his Grandmother from the airport. He was laughing and joking all morning and nothing seemed wrong. Next day he didn't come to work - what he had done was go home and hang himself in his Dad's car shed. I was so ripped apart by that - I was a zombie for at least a month. The pain has never gone way, nor has the guilt of not noticing that anything was wrong. However, over the years I have learned to live with the loss of my best friend Mark. So what I'm saying Scotty, is that the pain of loss will become a part of you, you just learn over time how to live with it and deal with it. Only thing for me is, when someone on here says they want to die or end it all, it brings all those emotions back to me, including the guilt, and I feel so sick to the stomach, that I start reverting back to those zombie feelings. It is the natural order of things for your parents to go before you - with parents now in their 80's, this is something I am preparing my own self for, it is right.
hugs