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Mind Fucked
Views: 340 · Added: 963 days ago

My dad just mind fucked me. Went down to ask if I could go over to my friend's house, and, before I said a word, he's like, you and me need to talk, I think. So, I'm thinking, okay, what did I we go to his room and he closes the door like he does if there's gonna be a serious butt-chewing. But, he sits down on his couch and I sit down and he's calm and doesn't look pissed, and then he says, "There's something you want to tell me, but you just haven't worked up to it yet, isn't there, Tyler?" I swear my heart stopped and I just sat there. Then, real soft, he says, "Come on, TyTy, you know I'll love you no matter what," and he hasn't called me that since I was a kid and I started crying and finally I tell him I'm gay. And, dad's like, yeah, thought so. !!!!!!!!!! He gives me one of his big hugs and I'm crying AGAIN and then we sat and talked and talked and he asked me about everything....I mean EVERYTHING...and he was just so completely cool about it...

I feel so awesome right now...swear I'm happier than I have been in...well, since mom died....

Just feel like I want to scream....:-D

former jw's?
Views: 244 · Added: 963 days ago

hey just wondering if there is anyone on here that's a former, or current jw. i was raised as a Jehovah's witness, but i no longer have any connection with them since i came out.

brent everett
Views: 286 · Added: 963 days ago

love this boy think he is the hottest thing around what i other oeples views i always get off to him big time

First Blog entry
Views: 192 · Added: 964 days ago

Still trying to get the damn profile set up. I can't figure out how to load the avatar pic, which sucks. I loaded the profile pic and thought that it would also serve as the avatar. No such luck. oh well....

Missing albums
Views: 116 · Added: 964 days ago

After joining I uploaded several albums and at some point my albums vanished off of my profile. Has anyone had this happen to them and if so is there any way that they can be retrieved from the site? I would upload them again but the laptop I had them on was stolen and I never backed them up.

Malvare warning again...
Views: 447 · Added: 964 days ago

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This came to me about 10 minutes ago. be careful, maybe attack again. my protection is full Norton version. BSB

Site Warning
Views: 145 · Added: 965 days ago

Hi guys

I was unable to login yesterday (03/10/12), but was informed with the following warning "This site may harm your computer", has anyone else received similar information? as this is the second time this year.

!This one is a happy one lol!
Views: 199 · Added: 965 days ago

As of late all my blogs have been sad,or negative things that truly happend in my life. But it was not all bad. I have had great experinces also.
Every year at my old job, we would raise money to buy gifts for kids that came from poorer homes and went to a low income school in our area. Our boss would dress up as santa and his assistant mgrs would dress as elves. Anyone who wanted to come was welcome to come with us when we delivered the gifts before Christmas break. They would be so excited when handing out the gifts. In a way you could see yourself at hat age looking back at you in their eyes, you could relate to what they were going through. You know what it feels like to go hungry. You know what it is to truly be poor. It was amazing to see the gratitude that they had, and how thankful they were. For some, it was the only gift they would get for Christmas. No one would ever open it right there. Every single kid would leave it wrapped and take it home with them. It was all worth it to experience that. I have never felt the way I did that day. It was an amazing experience. I am happy I got to experience it. I did not know that it would become an important memory to cherish. It felt good to help people. Even donating coats that we didnt wear to the shelters, or havig a can food drive. If you have never done anything like that I would recommend you do it. Its not about the attention, its about those less fortunate and what we could do to help. Donating school supplies, uniform shirts to schools for kids that cant afford them. Every little thing, no matter how small it is helps out someone in some way, and even if you only help one person then you have succeeded.

US Election.
Views: 672 · Added: 965 days ago

Looks like Obama has it won unless something dramatic happens...what are your thoughts on the election?

Topic # 3
Views: 150 · Added: 965 days ago

I want this topic to be a positive one. I want you to share the following...

1. What makes you happy?
2. What is one thing you like about yourself?
3. What is one goal you wanna accomplish before you kick the bucket?
4. If you could do one selfless good deal what would it be and why?
5. What is one thing you wish you could improve about yourself?

-Coming out-/ other off topic stuff
Views: 251 · Added: 965 days ago

How did your mother/father react when you came out. How did other family members react? If you are uncomfortable telling in a blog, you can email me also.
I know its a very personal subject but I was just wondering. Did they react the way you thought they would? I imagine telling my mother sometimes but I know it would change our relationship for the worst. I like our relationship the way it is now. I am bisexual but I have heard family members say its impossible to be bi, you have to like one or the other. Plus my brothers are dicks already. If they knew,it would be worse. We used to be close as kids but we are total opposites, he smokes- I hate smoke, He likes rap- I hate it,etc etc. Actually all of my siblings and my mother have went through a lot of bad stuff. Especially in my childhood. Ive told a few people,never any family members. Its just that when ever I bring up the past, my mom acts as if wasnt a big deal. I love my mother to death, she is amazing and these past two years our bond has grown a lot. Part of me just hates the fact that she didnt do more to better protect us as kids. I dont understand why. I mean, as a parent, isnt it your job to protect your kids. To protect them from abuse,verbal abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse. As a kid, my parents were divorced, but neither of them were good at showing and speaking their emotions. Their parents never did it and so they didnt either. I dont think they did it intentionally they just didnt know what it was like to do that. They didnt notice that they werent even doing it. My siblings seem to have erased the last 17 years from their head. They never talk about it. Everything that has happened has made me paranoid about everything. If I ever have kids I don't know what I would do. I don't think I would trust anyone to watch them other than me. Not that they would intentionally harm my kid,its just in my head I am always like what if. I guess its because I know if I did have a kid,and if anyone were to hurt or disrespect them, I believe I would go off. I guess I am scared of me not being able to protect them from the world. So many people do horrible things to kids and it terrifies me. Me and an old gf were engaged when we found out she cold not have kids. It was ok with me. I told her we cold always adopt. All that matters is your love that you have to give. She ended up talking to her mom about it. Her mom told her not to do it because she would never accept someone who wasnt blood related. But if you knew your daughter couldnt have kids and wanted them, wouldnt ou at least want her to be happy?
Enough of my rant, I have went off on several different things here but it wouldnt be oe of my blogs if I didn't - Danny

MALWARE warning again...
Views: 236 · Added: 966 days ago

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interview for class
Views: 189 · Added: 966 days ago

hey so i am doing a class project on cyber bullying. has anyone here been cyber bullied if so can i please interview you. i will not tell personel info

question. what has happened to jay? (surferboi)
Views: 388 · Added: 966 days ago

has anyonne had any contact with him? do we know if he is still alive? i was reading his posts here a few months ago and i really liked him, but some of the things/most of the things made me really sad to see what he was going through. i tuaght he had a good sense of humor and was very likeable. i hope hes ok and someday he will comeback here and tell us all what happened.

interview for school
Views: 192 · Added: 966 days ago

post a pic
Views: 167 · Added: 966 days ago

does anybody no how to post a pic i keep trying but does not work

Virus attack ..f.att. of Nick please
Views: 470 · Added: 967 days ago

This afternoon Norton keeps on telling me that I am being attacked by "Exploit Kit Website 10"...Gayboystube is the only website I have open apart from aol. Norton is blocking it so it is not hurting me but it might be a problem for others.

Topic #1
Views: 220 · Added: 967 days ago

Helping someone### When do you think you should step in to help someone, wheather it be a serious issue or not and do you believe there is still kindness in strangers. Are we in that time period when helping a stranger on the streets becomes to much or a hassel in our day. I wanna hear you opinion on these topics.

Where are all the exotic twinks?
Views: 209 · Added: 967 days ago

Twinks from Belize, Surinam, Nepal, El Salvador, Costa Rica, Nauru, Papua-New-Guinea, Cabo Verde, San Marino, Laos? In all this countries are good looking and hard-dicked boys. But in the net, you didn´t find anything about them, why? Are the countries to exotic, is it impossible to go there? Is it to dangerous? No, I didn´t think so. We all have our fetishes. European or us-american guys, latinos, but normally from big states like Brasil, Argentina or Mexico, african guys from northern africa (Morocco for example) or from the Republic of South Africa and asian guys came normally from China, Japan or Korea. And the rest? It doesn´t exist. But twinks from Nauru looks so well like twinks from Australia and twinks from El Salvador are so big like the twinks of Brasil. We live in a globaliced world. But in this case, the world is not discovered so much. There are treasures of twinks, that must be found in the future.

home made porn
Views: 683 · Added: 967 days ago

Has anyone of you ever made his own porn? Maybe just recording yourself jerking off? Or having sex on tape with your BF?
In my eyes it´s so much better to watch than any porn, because it´s real. Real hornyness, real desire, moaning not for the cam but as an expression of lust.
Or what do you guys think?

Crazy, Mean exes.
Views: 250 · Added: 967 days ago

I was thinking I can't be the only one on here that has had a mean or crazy ex. Everyone has to have some kind of crazy/mean story. I was in a relationship for 3 years and my ex was genuinely crazy. Really crazy. But when you love somebody you put up with the mean side and the crazy side, well I did anyway. My ex didn't seem the least bit crazy until we moved in together. I mean I expected little crazy things like not leaving the porch light on all night, grocery shopping at 11 pm, only using super unleaded gas for the car. Boy I was in for a huge suprise. Usually any arguments happened over the phone and would be taken care of over the phone also. I will always remember my first argument after we had moved in together. My ex got mad and burned my favorite picture of us and then dropped it on the floor while it was still burning. It should have clicked in my mind- this person is crazy. But it didnt. That was just the beginning of everything. The next arguments eventually led to me having my face smashed against the wall in our room, being punched, pushed, locked in the bathroom with the lights off, and spat on. I was never one to physically abuse the one I loved, I just did not do that.
One time, I had a bad day, I was tired and emotionally drained. It took all of my might to not fight back when I was pushed. I almost did and my ex saw that I almost did. My ex egged me on, told me to quit being a ***** and hit back. I snapped and did. I felt bad after, and was so guilty that I was the one aplogizing at the end.
I should have ended it there, but you do stupid things when you are in love.
My ex cheated on me, and I found out and ended it. I felt betrayed and when I started packing, the first things I moved were the precious TV's. That was my revenge in my own little way. My ex found out that I was leaving and came home from work to "beat my ass" (as I was told). I ended up leaving half my stuff there because I didnt have it in me to fight anymore. My ex took great pleasure in destroying my stuff. After of course attempting to run me down with the car while I was walking down the street to my parents house.(totally serious) I guess the message im trying to say is, if you are being hit, pushed, punched or assaulted in a relationship then you need to get out of it now. It only gets worse as time goes on. Dont be stubborn like me and think that they love you because if they loved you, they wold not hit you. I do not regret for one minute what happened because life lessons teach you amazing things. ( I should write a book huh lol.) If you read all that thank you for listening, its nice to get things out that I have held in for so long.


Topix #2
Views: 236 · Added: 967 days ago

Attracting someone#### I went out to a camping resort for a october fest weekend this past weekend. I looked around and people young and old were having a good time and I am observing the teenagers dancing near the DJ. And younger and older teens and people around my age are dressing trampy and acting like they haven't any sense. So the question is, do you believe that you have to act like a total slut or whore to attract someone or do you believe dressing nice and acting like a decent human being will have the same effect? I wanna know you opinions.

Views: 152 · Added: 968 days ago

thanks to a certain someone I have my actually pic up now so now you can all stone me like the frankinstien i am lol joking buts its posted now and thanks Johnny

i have been made aware that again, a video of the late vladik shibanov, has been uploaded to gbt. a few months ago, 'the other part' of this video was on the site and requests for its removal together with good cooperation from site admin nick18 had it come down.

this is NOT adult entertainment. it is in fact EVIDENCE in an international child abuse and pornography investigation. [ excerpt from ]

Published: August 3, 2011, 17:48

Headline: Crimean university lecturer delivered boys sex tourists and rented porn

"In 2009, Vlad S. died in a car near Alushta, which left a lot of questions from investigators. But his film is still actively sold and generate income to the creators. That picture with the late Vlad could form the basis for prosecution. The fact that the age of 18 this young man has appeared in two short porn films, one of which he, in particular, copulating in front of a camera with a rubber doll."

vladik was one of untold numbers of ukraine/crimea boys from poor homes that was lured by money and 'toys' then controlled and manipulated by one well-studied in psychology, igor rusanov the founder of azov films and ~ who is apparently still in custody facing prosecution. updates are difficult to get and i have a contact in german who tried to keep me informed of things.

i have no doubt from all that i have been given and read, that vladik, like me and others here who are adult survivors of child sex abuse, was in fact an unassisted survivor (victim) at the time of his death in a horrible car accident. those who may have seen the other part of the 2 'doll' videos, will recognize that one was made with this same vehicle:

is there so much a shortage of content that we need have this on gbt? i dont think so. so i ask all other abuse survivors here and all persons with a heart that can find compassion or at least empathy in themselfs when they look at this humble pic from the alushta area:

lets join together and ask that this video of vladik also be removed and with respect for his memory and those he left behind (family, girlfriend and local friends) and also that we dont put any more of him here ~ ever!

this just for reference. dont have to watch it, speciall after seeing the pics i linked. [ ]

thank you.

recent blog about vladik (8/6/12)

Wanna try this
Views: 133 · Added: 968 days ago

I was thinking of maybe starting up a "Ask Johnny" colum. I was thinking since I like to give advise, maybe doing it on here is something that I can do and I can provide some adive on things. Maybe pick a topic and then run with it, what do you guys think.....BE NICE lol <3 Johnny

Meaningful Discussion Here....
Views: 395 · Added: 968 days ago

1. What are your strongest beliefs on life and how it should be lived?
2. Are you in a state of fulfillment right now?

1. I think that the gaining of knowledge is what leads one to living a full, distraction-free life, as well as contemplation of that knowledge. Usually, one would return to Nature to consider these questions. And with that knowledge we understand that which we need, emotionally, intellectually, and spiritually, because we listen to what is revealed by the deepest silence of our heart, not to the "noise" of T.V. or cell phones or Facebook.
2. No.

What do you think?

A Silent Truth
Views: 358 · Added: 968 days ago

I saw this video on YouTube a few months ago and I would like to share it with all of you . The acting is funny at time but the message is strong. I recommend you guys to take the 45 minutes to watch and I thought it would be worth it to share with you. Let me know in the comment below what you think.

Stay Strong...Stay True......Thanks Tobs xoxxoo :-))
Views: 159 · Added: 968 days ago

I just wanted to share something i read on Tobys wall.

" so guys keep believing things will be good, dont give up the fight in what you believe is right ..i know you cannot change everyones thinking about certain things but to lay a seed of doubt that will hopefully grow into something bigger is worth the effort ... good always overcomes bad just sometimes takes a long time ... Stay strong .. Stay true ... T♥by xxx

For example I always wondered why he put hair on our assholes and set it up so we have to wipe the crap off! That is simply the single most degrading thing a person has to do every day. I believe we are the only creature in the animal kingdom that has to do that.

Message to all my buddies!!
Views: 409 · Added: 968 days ago

Hey guys hope everyone is doing well!! Miss u all lots!! Comment about how your doing if u want...bye for now!!

Love Kyle

Views: 186 · Added: 968 days ago

SpicedLobster has posted a vid called Moon's a wonderful tribute to Andy Williams who died this week..yes Andy was from a bygone era..but his songs live on forever..
i would ask you all to watch it and let me have your comments..
SpicedLobster is a good friend of mine!!

Views: 153 · Added: 968 days ago

I was a bit shocked today when I saw "Klassenzimmer1 part 1" video listed TODAY, 30th Sept. I was shoked because I uploaded it together with "part 2", which was listed on 13th March! Miracles happen!! :-))

In the elmhurst IL area
Views: 122 · Added: 969 days ago

let me know if your by elmhurst IL and wanta have fun? Im 17 no one knows im bi. im 6'1 about 190 lol let me know if you wanta have fun ha lol or just hang.
email or PM me

In the elmhurst
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In the elmhurst
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