. . . w o r d s don´t come easy...the 19.day of month = a special date & why I so hard (just 4 clearing!) to some (user) here...Views: 379 · Added: 1011 days ago
First of all...when you are just here for having Fun then that´s totally ok - really!
From my recherching about `GAYBOYSTUBE´ I also find that the `Blogs´ here get interested by other weBmaster and weBsurfer who visit `GBT´ even for downloading complete days of the `Blog´...
That Background & the actually happenings here´in & between user of `GBT I feel like to do something , what I normally would´t have done...And with the help of Jesus I hope to find the right words...where words don´t come easy,because it´s very,very emotional...
SO - iF YOU DiSLiKE FiNDiNG HERE NOW SERiOUS & ALSO VERY SAD THAUGHTS...BETTER STOP!
19. SeptemBer this year JAMEY (James)R. from Williamsville near Buffalo (NY) was found by his parents in front of their house - in the night from 18. to 19.09.11
he decided to go out from his young life...JAMEY only reaching the age of 14 !...
And still my tears for & about him - and I am not shamed to tell that I just cying again...May be there is the question why that touched me so deeply...
JAMEY posted his last words also at my social-network (twitter&tumblr)...really just before I see his vid from 04. of May´11 `It get´s Better , I promise´posted at
`youtube´...I see this & say to myself `really good to come out´ even he told that he felt so supported by his family & friends even he have been Bullied again & again in his school (by the way HE STIL GET BULLiED AFTER HiS DEATH!...
I was thinking about JAMEY´s ComingOut-vid then I find another posting at tumblr where a young guy - a member of our social network - suicided...and it was JAMEY Rodemeyer (account still alive = `hausofjamey´ & at youtube `xgothemo99xx´ because his parents decided to hold the accounts for remembering JAMEY and his story...)
In the night he have posted his last words (may be only some minutes before...)in his social-networks WHO HE FELT HOME - but inhis real Life he have felt HOMELESS...
But unfortunantly NOONE understand his askings & appels for finding REAL HELP...
His postings are still to find in his accounts - reaaly well done decicision of his family so it´s not needed for replying by me here.But let me tell some examples of his practise-doing at youtube...So he talk in one vid about that men should can marry in ALL states of America - a 14 y.o. Boy made his thaughts about that!
His biggest idol have been `Lady Gaga´ and she & him have had a special connection:
in his absolut last words he posted `thank you Lady Gaga for what u have done even for me´ (JAMEY have been one of her little monsters...) & Lady Gaga get the information of that from many of us...and in the next days she twittert how really sad she was & she decided to contact even Barack Obama (she gives much money for his political Being...)But what make Lady Gaga really authentic notonly to me that in her next Live-Concert (23.09.11 in Las Vegas) she gave TriBute to & for JAMEY with her song `Hair´...From that mom I become a `LadyGaga-Fan´ too..
JAMEY changed my Life...He learned me being just more open to my next even I feel strange to her or to him.I know from myself that I very fast deciding for to say yes or no to something & someone...
So what have that to do with `GayBoysTube´?!...
In this time a other `Freshman´ as a user here find my interesting...he was very lovely & buisy also in ´`LGBT´´-working especially insuicide-prevention for he a presenting a special telephone-nr. inhis profile...He also told that he have many friends & all loving him...mmmh
On one side I really dislike his art of acting may be misusing a very serios thematic for winning friends , what ever that really mean in the result...
On the other side I worry about him...JAMEY have also be very concentrated in himself...somedays feeling like a star & hero(he sings `The Edge ofGlory´ & `Born this Way´) & on other days he felt like a NoBody and total wothless & much depressed!
And therefor in my personal recherching of the Backgrounds of JAMEY and many other young Gay-Teenagers - what always have been similar that ALL have wanted SOMEONE SPECiAL of the specials...but not get & given the chance for JUST BEiNG HiMSELF...
So in my eyes & opinion the Best suicide-prevention is ACCEPTiNG MYSELF(YOURSELF)!!
But the reality especially in the `GAY-Szenes´telling already Teenager that you get accepted with perfect looking and optimal = having a monster-cock & a tight horny ass...In Gay-Szenes ALL around the world there is not much place for ya Heart & Soul!WE ARE ALL(!) RESPONSiBiL FOR OUR ACTiNG & FOR OUR NOT ACTiNG...The feeling in being REDUCED iN (HOMO-)SEXUALiTY MUST STOP!!And the Best everyone started with himself...MY DREAM & ViSiON AT & FOR ALL IS THAT WE DONOT NEED TO SEPERATE OURSELFS ANYMORE...and if gay or not is not important anymore...only the real personality without any masks & douBle.Lifes (=BuBBle-Gum)
My vision of `BarBados-Life´ is ofcourse an utopie...BUT IT COULD BECOME MORE & MORE TRUE IF I AM WILLING TO CHANGE IT...in that moment when I really decide TO CHANGE MYSELF & ME...then I change also `the world´ around me...
always knowing that NOONE IS ONLY GOOD OR BAD...we are ALL both...
AND JESUS LOVES REALLY ALL(!) HIS CHILDREN
mostly all churches misusing in his name!!
The `FairyTale´of what for `hells´what ever
is misused for having Power about the people
but you can find priests who are really with...
Thank you - thank you JAMEY - you know
I promise that ya way of Life will live
further through me & many other who feel
open for to follow...
Thank you ALL...
may be it give you the `friendly kick´
for changing your Life...
just BEiNG YOURSELF
noone can´t live the Life of yours...;-)
Hey everyone, i'm down for about anything as long as its some good fun. You guys should add me on Skype, my name is zach_twilley if your down for some cam fun :P
Looking for my fantasy bottom . Slim young shaven innocent .Im near cincinnati in ohio .Just message me =)
Im alone for the weekend....slim...innocent and VERY horny...anybody fancy wankin with me??...its discreet and fun cos im curious....get in touch and ill ring you!!!....ill be waiting and gettin ready!!...dis is not a joke
Anyone know where the user Nickynick went too? I dont see any of his pics anymore.:(
hi i just turned 18 hispanic living in texas im looking for a relationship i can send you pics from my if you want to know me :)
hey, any younger guys in swindon (under 19)if so drop us a messege :O)
Has anybody got anything good to say or is it all depressing? lol
TO ANY ONE IN HER WHOS YOUNGER AND LIKES OLDER GUYS I NEED A CHAT BUDDIE SO
IF UR INTRESTED PLEAS MESAGE ME IMBRISDC
Do any of the GBT members go on Live Cam Chat? Whenever I go on I keep meeting random guys who've never heard of it! Would love to cam with some of you guys - least we know what we're interested in!
Yiep...That our Photo-AlBums ate Back so fast showing the really & authentic interests to make the `GBT´-User happy!And I am happy for that & I know many other!!
By the way: `GBT´ is really a Big & Great Web-Site...and like every Bigger STAR need many many `Fans´so `GBT´wouldn´t BE THAT `GBT´without the user!
Ca. 380000 User-Viewings & ca. 6 Mio Pages-Viewings per month and `GBT´ Belongs to the aBsolute TOP-WEB-SiTES - so are milliards sites in the WWW and `GBT´Belongs to the 12ooo most viewed weB-sites!
For that really Big Work at & for ALL is one Big Surver not enough...so there are more then two...and the servers are not inthe USA...but very near to me (Easr-Euro)
Once more I want ask for the function `groups´...Here are some activitys where walls
cannot be the really solution for (even often not the complete text of postings get transported by the system...!)and for `Blogs´ the time goes by...
P.S.: actually someone feel like for teaching & supporting especially Gayteens...he started with `suicide-prevention´-activity and now he is active in the question of `Safer-Sex´!And this guy make it so progessive that he Blogged a concrete time for meet his wall...and he seemed to be really sure `that it´s needed´by other(Gayteens)
YES-go there & look at the words AND in the profiles of the persons who discussing!
So proof it yourself may be also the question what is the real Background & Motivation...and I think it´s very important for R. to realize his BORDERLiNE...so you could support him , when you taken clearing & open words...LiKE A REALLY GOOD FRiEND...
I just wanted to take a moment to thank our new monitors for offering to help us. All your efforts in flagging content has been a huge help in the past. Thax everyone and if you ever have any question or problmes please fill free to contact me about them. Thax
so i have a straight crush what do i do
Does any one have trouble vlewing videos on mobile. is tells me i need to update my flash player so l loaded a flash player app on my phone but it is still giving me the same message. can any one help me?
New Video Player is wonderful. Makes viewing even more enjoyable.
...mmmh...all more active user realize the proBs here especially of the pics-stuff !
And some ask if may be that could be the end of this great Boyslover-Website...
Like a PHOENiX `GBT´ showing his strong arms & presents us a much Better Function in the Video-Player...and I like especially the slow-motion-possiBility...
SO THANKS A LOT TO THE MAKERS & PRODUCER (I just knowing `Nick18´ in his name)AND THAT WiLL GiVE US MUCH HOPE , `GBT` donot only going on...it get MUCH BETTER!!
And by the way: in my open letter (for `Nick18´)I ask for the Function for the possiBility for BUILDiNG GROUPS because even the walls are not bad at all...But in the groups is much more Community-Life & it´s possiBle to decide for or not...at my wall everyone could write...MAY BE iT´S ONE STEP THE POSSiBiLiTY FOR DELETiNG WHAT FOR POSTINGS I DiSLiKE...??!
This thaughts coming fresh & without zensur from the Gay-Metropole (with Berlin)in GERmanY in Cologne...
hey if anyone (usa and above age 18) wants to fone chat or cam email me or write on my wall.
Any cute guys in London fancy a Drink or to PLay ?
Any one up for meeting to watch porn pics and videos together?
Love the idea of meeting up with a fit lad both of us wanking together over the horny lads we see on this site.
Will c2c before meeting so you know im gen and good looking.
Had trouble signing on and when I did get log on I found my profile had been wipe I lost all 215 friends and all my pics and vids please can you help wot the fuck as happen to
My profile have I been hacked or is this a error on gayboystube ????? please let me no
There are tons of photos and videos of regular guys all over the net.
Have you ever come across the photo or the video of a guy you know in person?
If you have, what did you do? You talked to him about it? What was his reaction?
Have you ever found a photo of yourself? Did that change your life? How?
I love Medical-Movies z.B. Twinkacademy. Wow mhere Films of Doctor and Boys? Thanks.
If anyone of the 215 friends I lost (sorry had wipe ) from my profile plzzz can u add me to yours this is sohoangel xxxxxx
Nick: Profile and videos now ok. Understand about photos needing to be reviewed. Keep up the good work.
Ok Nick so pics and vids u having probs with but why as my profile been wipe I lost all 215 friends vids and fav pics can u tell me why u lost or wipe my profile please thanks anyone else in the same boat xxx
what format do you guys upload vids with...posted before but didnt register...unless posts have to be monitored as well..... how boring :-/ everyone seems to scared of their own tail atm
just wanted to ask....what format do you guys unpload your vids ...have tried wmv. and didnt work an /or was not accepted.....anyone can help me?
What is your fetish? Mine is drinking, smoking and wrestling. I love to watch a guy smoke and I love to watch 2 guys fight, naked would even be better. What's yours?
Apart from losing all my pics I now can't get the videos to play - anyone else having the same trouble?
...exactly 13000 viewers in just 3 weeks...wowww `GBT´!! So it´s time for SOME OPEN QUESTiONS 4 `Nick18´Views: 539 · Added: 1017 days ago
First of all I want to ask = HOW MANY USER ACTUALLY HERE & existingparallel profiles
Is that true = many hundredthousands of visitors for `GBT´ and this PER DAY ?!
Is `GBT´ also owner of `BROKE-STRAiGHT-Boys(I like because it seems to be authentic)
Is it possible creating >>> function `GROUPS´<<
And by the way if this question isnot to personal: it´s a `fulltimejoB´or freetime
At last: some here uploading endless without proBs...other 0...so what ? the secret
P.S.:really thanking for existing `GBT´ - but it´s much Better speaking together and not so often about other & others...moreCOMMUNiTY is may be being much more open myself...where (real) friends should alowe also clear words
At what age do you know that you were bisexual or gay? how did you know it?
the love of my life left me and won't talk to me ever again, so i feel pretty down....:( is there really anything happy past this?
WHY IS THERE NO ACCESS TO ANY PHOTOS?HAS YOUR WEBSITE BEEN DOWN LAST 36 HOURS?GLAD AS FUCK YOURE BACK,CAUSE YOUR SITE IS SMPLY THE BEST.LOST WITHOUT YOU X
Although I am addressing all guys watching and communicating through this website, it is some encouraging words for young and old alike that it is my intention to offer. My "watching" and "showing" began in my early teens. There was no internet and individuals did not use computers. We chatted on telephones with friends from schools in their homes, when we could not spend time together. Now young men with computers and webcams are connected with each other, and an ever-changing world makes sharing interests in hot videos and pictures, whether self-made or "collected favorites" that much easier and more exciting. When I read that some young guys who are expert users of web cams and website browsers and downloaders are turned off by old guys, I just offer this reminder. Not all old guys are pervs and started in their teens with self-pics and soft porn magazines for their horny releases. In some ways, the guys are the same, but the "tools of the trade" have changed. And all this change would not have happened, had not time, and lots of it, passed, making some guys "old" by comparison with most of this website's users. And yet thanks to all the young guys for their uninhibited postings, because the old guys like the same things, basically, and often are fortunate enough to be blessed with levels of libido that continue to satisfy through the years, even at the same intensity as in youth. So young guys: you're on your way through time. May you continue to enjoy sex and sexuality through your years. Be easy on the old guys. And old guys: Change can be unkind, but if you're enjoying this site, do so with relish, and give thanks for the chance to share with the younger folk, to enjoy their beauty and enthusiasm and willingness to strut their stuff. Thanks for reading.