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I like watching these two fucking in different positions with the close up face shots of the bottom model as he gets done in the bum.

Let me know what you think of them and what you like to see. I can usually acomidate ;)

Does any body use the live Cam Chat?

Why is it that all the blogs complaining about cp get deleted i myself have had 2 deleted and several other members have had theirs deleted, and yet the blogs talking about young boys are left alone? One does wonder about those kind of things.

does anyone has a hd video of Tommy Hansen solo jerking off/photoshoot? Thanks!!

Hey guys its me Ruslan :) I want to give an open invitation to you guys. If you have time check out our page . Its about being positive. Its about being gay and helping other gay teens. My friends and i chat it up on the wall on my page. Nothing is off limits . From break- ups to car repair . All you will find is chill gay boys that want to help. Its nothing more or less then that. Because we believe that being gay is chill and want you to know you are not alone . So if you have time come by and post even if it is to say hi. If you have seen the page tell the other gay boys here what you think. Love you guys Ruslan ≧◔◡◔≦

Hey i want to upload some awesome vids, but they are in WMV format which doesn't seem to upload onto the site :/ the one vid i've uploaded so far has been AVI and worked, anyone know a converter thats good and quick for changing them to avi? Or if wmv's do work? Cheers x

I am new at this but everytime I try to upload my photo collection the upload screen showes "Upload Video" and oc course when you browse to select your file the tags are for photos not videos so I can't upload them. Can anyone tell me what I am doing wrong?

So this time Dave was over at my house for the night cause my mom went out of town for the weekend to a sales thing. After we watched a little TV he told me he had gone on GBT and seen some of the videos and stuff on my profile and he tole me he had a surprise for me. I thought it was cool and told him that and he went to his nite bag and pulled out a jock strap and told me to go into the bathroom and put it on. I laughed and said that he's seen me naked but he told me again to do it in the bathroom. I went into the bathroom and got undressed and put on the jock strap. Having a boner already was pretty obvious but I didnt care. I went out over into my bedroom and saw Dave had brought some laundry line. He had a pair of scissors and he told me to lay down in the middle of the bed. OMG!! I knew what he was thinking and got kinda scared. One thing to like to watch movies and be curious about stuff but some stuff...OMG!! I trusted Dave so went ahead and got into my bed laying on my back. I said no spanking or anything and he told me not to worry. He started tying my left wrist with the rope and when he was done it was like I had a rope bracelet on but kinda loose. Then he tied it up to the post of my bed. Then he did the other hand and then my left leg and then my right one. I was tied spread out and my dick was so hard it kinda hurtHe started playing with my nipples and rold me that I was his and would have to listen to whatever he told me. I nodded and he said the first rule was that I could NOT come until he told me or else! I asked him what if I couldnt help it and he just grinned and sat on my stomach and started digging into my ribs. YES! I am very ticklish and he knew that. I started wiggling but could'nt do anything to stop him. I was laughing and begging him to stop but he kept on going for (to me) a very long time. Finally he stopped tickling me and waited for me to calm down an told me that was just a very short time compared to what would happen if I couldn't help it. He told me to let him know when I was close. I promised I would. (I HATE getting tickled) He took off his clothes and stood there with a boner and moved down and put my hand around it. I couldn't pump him so he just pumped my hand and kinda rubbed his hand all over the pert of my body he could reach (except for my dick) His dick started dripping a bit so he got up in the bed and kneeled with my head between his legs and tilted my head up towards his dick. I just automatically opened my mouth and he put it in and put a pillow under my head to hole it there while he started pumping in and out of my mouth while i sucked on it and pushed his dick against the top of my mouth with my tongue (Dave taught me that)lol. He stopped and pulled out (kinda popped) and backed up and leaned down and started kissing me. I could feel his hard dick against me chest and was loving it. After a few minutes of sucking my tongue down his throat he hot up and started rubbing my dick thru the jock, I lay there and just lived the feeling I was getting, then he stopped and started to dig his finger into my butthole. He had to lick his finger to make it actually go in but he got it there. I loved it when he did that to my prostrate. I started moaning and trying to pump the air but he wouldn't touch my dick. I looked down and saw he was jerking and the front of the jock I was wearing was very, very wet. He pulled his finger out of my hole and started rubbing my dick theu the jock again. I told him I wasnted to come and he asked me if I was close and I said yes but not too close. He stopeed rubbing me and grabbed the scissors and actually cut the jockstrap off. He used the dry part to kinda wipe off my dick and roll it around the head which kinda made me crazy cause it was sensative. He stopped doing that and started to jerk me rreeeeaaaaallllly slow which felt good but I knew it was too slow for me to come so I tried pumping his hand faster but he just took his hand off and got back up and made me suck him some more. It really didn't take him long and I felt him grow and start squirting in my mouth. I enjoy that. Kinda weird I think mine is gross but I would drink all of his and swallot it and LOVE it. (Yep weird)He finished coming in my mouth and got out of bed and went over and got another piece of the clothesline and put it around my dick and nuts and pulled tight. I mean...real tight but it didnt hurt. Then he just tied a knot in it and took both ends around again but at the bottom pulled them on around but just around my sack and pulled that tight too. I watched as good as I could and saw both of my balls was tied inside the sack real tight. Kinda looked like I only had one ball. Putting thaqt in a knot too he leaned down and put my ball sack in his mouth and ran his tongue around them and just licked them like that. Again, I was trying to pump ther air but he wouldn't do anything. Finally he got up and looked at me and said remember what I said about you coming before I tell you too. I said I did. He licked his finger again and up my butt it went. Then he leaned down and put my dick in his mouth and started doing what I did to him while he was playing with my prostrate which made me feel like I could squirt at any minute and I told him I was getting close so he pulled his mouth off my dick and started stroking me real slow again. Was still close and told him that but he seemed to know better and kept stroking my dick. It was like I was right on the edge but couldn't come and I really wanted to come. I asked to go faster and let me come but he didnt. EVERY time I said I was going to h would stop get up and go do something somewhere and when he'd come back he would start right back in. After a while I actually started begging him to go faster but he wouldn't. I was starting to get mad because he was doing this and told him that and he just told me that thats what happens when you're the slave. Bringing me to the top stoppign bringing me to the top and stopping got me begging again and he asked me what it was worth to him and I told him ANYTHING. He said he was going to hold me to that and put my dick in his mouth and started sucking me. OMG I was there my head was soooo sensative and he just pushed against the top of his mouth and sucked against it. I started to get the feeling and told him I was going to come and he pulled his mouth off and started pumping me slow again. Finally I got to the top with him going slow and got the feeling and told him. He said it was okay and just kept pumping me slow. As soon as I squirted I squirted all the way up to my face (forehead actually) and seemed to just keep on pumping and I might have made some loud noises too but he just let me do it. I could barely move when I finally got over that and he just grinned and told me that the first part was over and all I could think was O.M.G!! Wow, I know this was long so I decided to split it up if you want me too. Just let me know. Hope you enjoyed it...I did, Talk to some of you later. Travis

today is 12 year commemoration of Columbine tragedy and Day of Silence. its interesting to me that these are like this for this year at least. both are about awareness of bullyin and hate. so ironic too that its hitlers birthday today cos he the king of all that. but on other side, it '420' day aka national pot smokers day and come to learn about how the 420 name come to be and kind of interests me also maybe some you too (#1) http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=420 a little confusin to me and not from 420 cos cant use it with asthma and me brain has nuff fuse blown as is lol. but see, i learnt few years ago about much 'gay' history. so many people suffer, beaten by police, jailed and others murdered or like harvey milk, assassinated. to me, nothing to be silent about but stand up in honor of all those who make it some easier. i want to cheer them and thank them and honor them specially those not here with huge flowers and hearts. i know what its like to hurt and feel misfit in many ways. but sometime just one person make the diff. i look back few years and it was me gran and me uncle and how lucky i am for both. when i could not talk, me gran said she knew i was here 'in there' she say. and when come she first one to see i am, me uncle took on from there and still there today and now gran cannot talk with alzheimers so i bring her flowers at least she can breath pretty smell cos i know she love it. in past couple years i been here not signed up and gone and here again signed up then gone agaun cos i misunderstand easy. but one thing i understand good is others here hurtin and lonely and guys like alex17, toby19 help so much and alex first one to ever be friend here and toby give me courage to come out just like 2 months ago. so im grateful to them and all who are friends. had misunderstandin with one, feel hurt and we patch it all up. that is how real this virtual place can be. so im not bein so silent today, but i do get why its done. but hope rest of year people out loud and proud and to be that we need be upstandin even here in play and personal time about what im writin somewhere else and that 'd come before f' cos all know short code 'wtf' ~ well d come before f and = diff ... what the diff? between not us but what all us have that some hate so much. the diff is our sexuality and ya, this place all about sexuality and hey, im here so dont think im dissin nobody. but our sexuality just part of us and i never understand why we make other labels cos me, im not all agreed with 'gay' politics. i got not problem sayin, 'im a homosexual' cos it NO diff than other parts of what make me like im first gen american from brit/irish heritage. my race. my creed my beautiful blond hair (lol) and math genius and speech impeds etc. all small parts of me. but i dont want to celebrate the diffs. i want to talk about the sameness. were all human beings. so some know some things i like here and just maybe im gonna make that t-shirt says 'save brain function, sniff pits not poppers' and you all join me lol. but for serious, we all the same in this way, we cut finger, we bleed and all blood is red. we have hearts and feelins that can get hurt and if one hurtin another why is that? what hurt they have make them want to do that? how can anyone help? some dont like me cos how i feel on same gender (sex) marriage. to me its big thing, im raised both catholic and protestant. me parents meet in belfast when like my age. irish girl. british boy. they hate death and war not each other cos of church so work together and so careful cos could be killed themselves like traitors. 25 years later, married, live in usa, 4 kids, success they go back to commemorate. that when billy get made. ya, made in belfast born in usa. so many other stories of struggle and yet success. that from marriage and marriage is holy even when between irish catholic and british protestant. means a lot to them and me. so i respect it. tolerance go 2 ways. maybe we never get 'acceptance' but maybe more understandin if we work to have legal matrimony. matrimony = marriage in latin. our laws come from latin roots and legal system uses latin still. ya should be right to have legal status or 'human right' as couple but not same as 'rite' from holy church. come on, look at pics and vids. holy? rofl and im guilty of unholiness cept some me undies cos they got holes in em but far from holy! few days ago, i got work up about a vid on here and give nick18 full respect for takin off cos video made in a car that the boy end up killed in accident same car! ok,w vladimir shibanov was 18 when made it but he also abused since so young by sex tourism pedo and pimp igor rosanov in ukraine like other boys from poor families there. i for real dont think 99.9% of people here want that kind of thing so ya, i ask it taken off cos tarnish on the site and other goody people laff at me saying that. hey~ dont like? dont look! ya, most people here no matter sex life say theres a limit and anybody j-o to 18 year old crushed in car go look at car after accident or vlad's grave firstly. prolly change your mind. not here to be anything really but a buddy to all like me who may not have too many or any at all in 'rw'. someone ask, 'can 2 queer males be friends without sex?' i think so. not sayin dont hug, kiss but mainly curl up and feel safe like 2 kitties or just be buds and bust each other balls about guy stuff like guys do, but maybe in queer humor. ya, i use the q word. neve the f word cept to describe cigaret in england like 'pack of fags' not mean group of homosexuals. oh dear, there that word again. ya, my name is billy and really, im not gay. im a homo and queer in so many ways (that mostly cos of bein aspie and found at least one friend here who relates so thats big to me! im not here to copy what alex and toby do but help them however i can. nick is the code chef that cooks this all up and keeps fresh so i bow to him as unworthy wanker and bandwidth sucker yet humbly offer me geek skills if want and yes, im doin some other things but some wrong sayin 'compete' with gbt. LMMFAO! no way and cant imagine bandwidth costs! for last couple years, i save *scrap metal* to feed homeless and hungry rent boys right here where i live so no compete with gbt! if any want to learn bout how to help others where they live so we become stronger and respected, just pm me and i share ideas and things ive learnt. so many good friends here and none i love more than them bein themselves and specially about age. like i put in profile b4, its not about age and that itself when i see in profiles turn off 'fat, old, hairy' ~ hey, what opposite of gettin older? i mean i hope im 60 some day like one friend here and we talk about stuff and he never hit on me. make compliments and i blush but not say 'turn on cam' or that kind of thing. how bout this day of silence we all be silent about 'turn off' amake some people hurt bad? ya a few old guys perv and pedo. some young guys prissy bitches act all like so better than other queers. make average joe or billy feel like hamburger markdown at grocery. so no bullyin? start with all us to each other. be at least respectin and maybe kind and thoughtful too. ya just come back after me own meltdown and misunderstanding with someone here knows who he is and he knows me and we better friends cos find way through it and come out better friends. no drama just real people and both get hurt but big enough to say friendship stronger than this and we love each other as buddies. so lets all try to be buddies and help when ask and ya, bust balls to make each other laff but laff with not at you know? this day of silence im speakin out even makin mistakes and havin those 'social cue' issues. im human, i make mistakes and if we all get a bit more forgivin and less judgin maybe people hatin us take another look and say, dont mess with cos they got each others back! im sorry if ever offend anyone here. dont feel no shame about seeing that one vid gone or callin meself a homosexual ~ cos i am ~ no shame in it. so close with this thought stand together if we just can be~ so much the stronger and truly FREE! toby19 ~ and supportin buddies, thanks for the courage that make me feel it at long, long last. i hope you feel this today 4/20/12: http://youtu.be/7S3rlvt5yCw?t=1m40s ~billy

Any information about these videos would be great. I'm looking for the bottom guy! http://www.gayboystube.com/video/116399/once-upon-a-time-on-a-park-bench- http://www.gayboystube.com/video/128286/two-cute-guys-suck-and-fuck

ok so we have all heard the stores of gay guys putting small animals up there.. i get other objects but wtf why an animal!? so have any of you done it? why? and did you get it out by yourself?

For the chat on friday I want to make sure I lay some things down now...if you have not even spoken to me once then no chat for u....if you would like to know me and are or are not on my friends list or you are one of my bffs then you are most welcomed. The show will start with q and a so that you get to know me better and I get to know you better (no question off limits for both sexual and nonsexual) and then the second half is all of us jacking off together! ;-) and it is all clothing optional! My only rules is be nice, do not be shy cause we are family, and have fun! Any questions,let me know.

What is your fave James Bond movie? mine is For Your Ey es Only - http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2222027/Bond-Girls-Naomie-Harris-Berenice-Marlohe-lead-glamour-join-Daniel-Craig-Skyfall-premiere-striking-gowns.html

ever noticed how when you're super horny and sneaking a wank lookin for chat buds no one is online - but when u barely have 5 minutes to log on and check messsages that your inbox wont stop with the new notifications! lol

I wish to trade pictures and videos, inbox me

Seems my photo's disappeared off my profile page, no idea why. I go into Edit Profile and it's still there, I've tried re-uploading but it's still not showing on my profile page. Oh, and when I click on "Return To Profile" it takes me to some other page, another member (Mich). Sorry guys, it's not me deleting my photo ... anyone got any ideas?

Help how do I change my email on this