So, Ben and I have been together for 4 years. After the first year we bought a condo in Rochester Hills and have been living together happily since. But, as with time sex is maybe once or twice a month. As with most relationships first comes lust then comes love. Who would consider looking at porn on the internet as cheating?
On behalf of Alexis Samual
(Sam) and myself I'd like to wish Toby a happy 27th Birthday today.
We miss you Toby and will never forget the love and kindness you brought to Gbtube and all you befriended here.FFEver....
I had to leave for a while because someone outed me to my Dad. He was furious and physically forced me to move back home. Took my phone smashed my laptop cut me off from the outside world. I didn't get to go anywhere alone. we went to church from 9am to 9pm on Sunday. I had to endure special counseling from the priest 3 nights a week. I dont mean Special as in He was cute and we fucked, He was old as the bible and looked like he went to kindergarten with Jesus. Every session he would make me pray to God for my soul to be free of deviant desires. I did everything my Dad asked of me. Finally about a week ago he asked me if I felt like my life was changed. I told him I felt like I was in an terrorist prison waiting for them to cut off my head. I told him that not matter what punishment or torture he came up with I would never be straight. At best all I could do was promise him that if the "Re-education" kept up i would end up totally sexually neutered. I would have so many mental problems that sex would be the least of my worries. I had already made up my mind that I was going to kill myself if it didn't stop. Then he wouldn't have to worry about being embarrassed by his fairy son. He said if you kill yourself its a mortal sin and you wont go to heaven. His face suddenly changed when I told him if i slit my own throat It would be HIM murdering me by proxy. Somehow that hit home and I saw tears in his eyes. He turned and slammed the door. He came back in a few hours later and told me he would never understand me being gay but he would rather have an alive gay son then a dead straight one. We both cried and sat together for a while on my bed. He wanted me to know he was only trying to help me and he loved me. He had always been taught that "faggots" were all degenerates, molesting school children and doing obscene things, dressing up in feathers like a drag queen. I laughed out loud, That was only a very small part of gay culture. I was a man, hair on my legs and all. I don't want to be a woman. I like other men, masculine men not drag queens or the over the top Rainbow roosters. I asked him how much of him and moms sex life was discussed amongst the neighbors. None for Gods sake! (My mom died when I was 16) Why should my sex life be any different. I'm not going to fuck on the front lawn ant high noon! I am gay, I am also me, the same me I have always been. The only thing that has changed is now you know.
After much hugging and crying by all I believe he might understand a little bit better. I don't think he will ever fully understand or accept it but he is trying. I have a new apartment back in Tempe Arizona. A new laptop and phone and I am re-enrolled in school. Just as I was before. Dad is paying my tuition and I'm paying my rent. I have a savings account from when Mom died and it will cover modest expenses till I can get a part time job. I might get a roommate I'm just not sure yet. I just know I love my Dad, he was just trying in his way to help me. Now I believe his eyes are open and perhaps more understanding
I Love watches........ And I like this one in this picture.............. Your quest is for someone here to accurately identify its brand and then locate where it can be purchased from... (Should keep you all busy for a while) :) Have fun shopping. :) :)
Damien Hurley is SO gorgeous! I love him! It's so sad his dad Steve Bing killed himself recently even though they did not know each other or have anything to do with one another. Apparently Steve Bing was considered to be "like a son" to Jerry Lee Lewis, hello! When has Jerry Lee Lewis been in much news over the past half century? Sure some in some ways but not with too many connections like this it seems. THOUGH he did have a couple of hit studio long plays over the past decade or so which interestingly enough one of the co-producers of the first of those two...was Steve Bing.
When I see pics of Mike, but also of other hotties over here. Jesse Starr, Aaron, jesse
Often I think, how old are you now, and how do you look now. I now when Mike started he was 18. But that is a long time ago. 
Well, just done my Christmas shopping in Chelmsford, Essex ... all TWO presents (for a neighbour and their dog)
Come Christmas Day, I will be sat at home on me lonesome! Thank Goodness for the TV and the internet. Not that I mind TOO much as I'm used to my own company 24/7/365 ... but it does hit home a little at Christmas. (I know there are places like Salvation Army in Braintree who put on a spread, but they are mostly "old people" in their 70's and 80's, and homeless people)
Anyway, what ever YOU'RE up to this Christmas, I hope you enjoy yourself.
