first crush
wavertreeboy Last Activity 12 years ago 707 views 8 comments Post Comment
The following is a completely true story and is based around my experiences trying to come to terms with my sexuality, although I was very much still in the closet I'm sure that some of my close friends suspected that I might be gay. At the time (good few years back) I was around 5'6", good build with short dark hair and a 6" uncut dick that I just couldn't leave alone! I first met Dave in school when I was 16 in woodwork class; we hit it off straight away and over the next few months became very good friends, spending a lot of time with each other in the evenings and at weekends. He was really good looking in a boyish sort of way, great smile, very slim but well toned. He had no idea that from the moment I met him he became the "other lad" in all of my fantasies. The situation didn't change much for a very long time and I really thought that I would never have the opportunity that I wanted so much, then just before his 18th birthday he was dumped by his long term girlfriend who he had obviously loved very much - he was devastated! It was around this time that we had both started drinking and going out fairly regularly to the local pubs, we regularly got slaughtered and both got quite a reputation for being a couple of (well mannered) piss heads. One weekend someone had lent me a blue movie which I flicked through expecting to be really turned on by all those big dicks that I was about to see - well, it left me cold, all the men seemed to be fat middle aged Americans and of course I wasn't interested in the women at all. Anyway it was Friday night and I was going out with Dave to get smashed in the local again, as usual we had a really good night and got really pissed. While we were out I told him about the movie and started explaining about all the really fit birds in the film (lying as usual), he hadn't seen a really hardcore film before and wanted to know all about the film. I was sort of surprised at how excited I became at the thought of giving him all the graphic details, he asked me if he could borrow the tape and I said of course he could, but he would have to wait till after the weekend cos I had a lot of wanking to do (lying again). It must have been around 11.30 when we left the pub and walked up the road to the chippy, we both got something to eat and carried on walking and talking while we ate our food. When it came time for us to go our separate ways I asked him if he would like to come back to my house and watch the film, he said yes and my pants nearly burst open there and then! We got to my house and went upstairs quietly so as not to wake my parents, I started the tape and we both sat on the bed to watch the porn. It was a very small room with a single bed set against the wall, so the most comfortable position was leaning right back with our heads and shoulders against the wall while watching the film in the opposite corner. I started to encourage him straight away with talk of the fit birds and talking about all of the action we were seeing. It was all the typical sort of stuff 'size of the dick on him', 'look at those tits', 'fantastic pussey', anyway I'm sure you've all been there so you can imagine how it went on. Because I was further away from the TV than him, this gave me the perfect position to watch him while he was watching the film. My dick was really straining in my jeans now and I was trying to discreetly massage it without him noticing, I could see a distinct bulge in Dave's pants which looked as though it followed the contour of his dick perfectly. My heart was pounding so hard it was almost painful, then his hand moved to his crotch and he adjusted himself and said he had a raging hardon, I told him I was in the same boat and that I was going to have a wank as soon as he left. The conversation went quiet for a while as he continued to watch the film and I continued to watch him, but his hand hadn't moved and he was very slowly and very discreetly scratching his bell with his fingernail through the material of his jeans. It was Dave that broke the silence with "I really need a wank!", and with this he undid his belt, zip etc and lowered his jeans and boxers to his knees, all without getting up off the bed. He lay there facing slightly away from me toward the TV; I got a perfect view of his arse and could see him vigorously pounding his dick, which from time to time came clearly into view. I did the same and continued to watch him perform knowing that he wouldn't see me looking unless he turned round, and I would have plenty of time to glance toward the TV. His rhythm changed frequently between really fast beats and long slow movements of his fist, I could see clearly that he wasn't cut but that his foreskin although loose was right back revealing the most beautiful bell that I had ever seen, his dick was lined with protruding veins running it's full length of his shaft and his balls were jumping about loosely in his sack. For me, this was the most amazing experience and would have been happy to lie there for hours watching this fantastic sight. But then he turned to me, still clutching his dick, and said "I'm not being funny, but it might feel better if we wanked each other for a while", I couldn't believe my ears but agreed straight away, at which point he lent across and grabbed my dick as though it was the most normal thing in the world for a couple of 'straight' lads to be doing. He was already stroking my dick as I reached down to take hold of his, and I began to match his speed and grip. This only went on for a few minutes until he asked where we could cum (not wanting to spoil my bedding I suppose). I reached into a drawer and pulled out an old T-shirt and lay it on the be between us, I got back into position and we started beating each others dicks again - but now the pace had built and we were both breathing noticeably heavier. He said, "I'm gonna cum", so I increased my pace just as I would if I were wanking myself. His grip tightened around my shaft and we both lay there beating each other ferociously. He was the first to cum, his hips lunging toward me and his firs two shots went clean over the t-shirt, one of them hit me in the stomach and I immediately unloaded shot after shot. This was the first time I had ever touched another lad's dick, but even after 20 years I can remember it as if it were yesterday. After that night I made a point of getting hold of as many blue movies as I could and we would regularly wank off together, sometimes, I guess when he was feeling really horney we would wank each other, but this was always initiated by him. We went on to have many more sexual experiences together, but other than wanking he would know nothing about them... This is the first time I've written down my experiences, if you want to hear more let me know and I'll consider posting some more.
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Name, age, location?
Gayguy1996 Last Activity 6 years ago 692 views 8 comments Post Comment

Tell us a little about yourself and where you are from ????

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I AM HERE WHEN YOU NEED ME
Davey1965 Last Activity 11 years ago 460 views 8 comments Post Comment
I would like to pay a, Tribute to Good friends and the Joy ,that they bring into our Lives.Good Friends are there when we need them and they love us with all their Heart .I love my friends and the Help that they have, given me, when i needed it. Do you feel the same way? I Am Here © Joseph Boris I AM HERE If you need a laugh, I am here. If you need a hug, I am here. If you need a shoulder to cry on, I am here. If you need someone to support you, I am here. If you need to feel cared for, I am here. If you need someone to listen, I am here. If you need to hear that someone loves you, I am here. If you need to feel wanted, I am here. If you need to talk, I am here. If you need a friend, I am here.
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trying again: this might sound gross
Monkeyjoeboys Last Activity 11 years ago 602 views 8 comments Post Comment
Does anybody else get turned on by a young guys and by young I mean of legal age I am not into children, but by a young guys armpit hair? When I like hang out in the quad and there are guys sitting around in the "wife beaters" and they have these deep armpits with just a nice touch of hair sticking out I start to get hard. Is that just me or is this common? Now when I see some dude from Gorilla land and he has hair long enough to braid it turns me off but the 20ish guys when they stretch and the hair is neatly trimmed OMG, am I a perv?
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Sex in Public
Last Activity 8 years ago 375 views 8 comments Post Comment

I love my boy. He loves having sex in public and he always wants suck my cock and get as many loads out of me as possible. So i get my boy Brian in the car we go to BurlingtonI suprised him. Last time  Brian sucked my cock 2 hours and 5 loads now id my boy just wonderful he really loves hoe big my cock  id I have shot 3 loads so fr I say baby Brians say yes my stud you want your pussy fucked or you prefer sucking ccccccock? Brian would you really fuck me I told I try to always do what you ask baby so you want your alpha males  favorite love  cave Brian smile annns sayd Brian think I can get a pretty good pounding I ask I wil try how mych time you want fuck and Brian truth its my job to keep your boy pussy full I can't do my job if you lie. Brian comes back Brian says can you fuck me 6 minutrs I said no 3o minutes said no not that shes getting pissed she said how I do believe this 18 year old fuck machine can give you an hour and 15 minutes Briiians is rubbing his cock hes ll serious you would do that foor  me yes baby I want you happy will you let your cock fuck me. Is it better you ownng cock Briaaaaan he said Chris you really have workkkkkkkked so hard to please me I said I was worried we fought 3 time Brian my life iis fucking ovver without you I may be the alpha male Brian  but YOU are my power. Your loove you cook and clean for me Without me just touchig you Brian maked my life is there anything I can do absolutely anything to make this better? Brian says  well I get fucked by a big thick 9 inch cock that just blows load. the love of my life givea me great blow jobs ans ate my ass almost 2 hours today but I need  1 need one thing I need my cccccccccock hhardnd make love to the man who loved you most in the world. You Brian you tell me you love me the most in the worlsd lease don't ever stop saying. Brian sayys ell ok babe I need to suck my ccokc to get it hard to fuck me my hole is just begging for your cock Chris we my goal by eedging is fucking you love pussy  2 hours Brian you said 45 minutes you sqy you need it bad after we fuck inlike 2 hours where caan you suck my cock in public Brian.. OK a PIzza placebot 3 miles away in their tsbles you hve sll thrdr ppppeople Brian says  Chris that's excellent, so 2 hours of me working magic on my Boo's love hole . Bria say wouks you condider eating my pussy a bit I said Brian I have NEVER just went in I eat your pussy no ledd than 15 minutes then sommetimes. Briian wants his alpha male back I think I will get it out of her. Briian says everyoneaway fom here 2 hours I hope I can blow  2 nore loads. I ate my pussyy. I ow  the pusssy Brian carriies with hi I said baby I ma ready to just slip in  slow for 5 minutes then go strightti jsckhsmer Brian says I love that we need you on the  table a deks I call maintenece gget a conference table. Brian is just being so patient I am gonna pound that hole but she can fucking handle baby. Brian says Baby you are wat too haot I don't waant I nee to fuck you. Brian changed is to a gas station bathroon which for soe reason turns her on. I saay BRi baby pleast He was congudsed what I can not wait much longer I have to fuck you now you are wato Letting me et some more pusst Br ian stfu get baked now your cock  is talking an I eating my love pusy

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put foot in it
austinpscottt Last Activity 8 years ago 326 views 8 comments Post Comment

always seem to put my foot in it when I am feeling low, sorry for upsetting any of you guys, scott

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Sex For Love, or Sex For Fun?
rastriker95 Last Activity 2 years ago 340 views 8 comments Post Comment

So what is your answer? Of course I respect anyone's personal views of sex.  For me, I don't think there is a question of whether or not I could hold down a monogamous relationship. Sex for me is for fun, which is what I think nature really intended. If we were meant to be with just one person for the rest of our lives I think nature would have made us like some of the animals of the world that DO have monogamous relationships.

Sex for humans is a fickle thing if you think about it.  Boys and girls are able to have children at a young age, yet society thinks that is wrong. By making people wait until they are 18 to have sex we are nearly one third of the way through the optimal prime time for us to have children. The only reason that the laws of 18 and above sex exist is because society thinks that under 18's can't make informed decisions about their actions. Yet every day they are making informed decisions on every thing else they do. Why do you think that is?

Keeping in mind that this is just an opinion blog, and that I'm not a doctor, phycologist, counselor, or even a researcher, it is my opinion it is because adults do not want to talk to children about sex.  By the time I actually had Sex Education class in high school I was well on my way to becoming a full blown sex monster. lol. I learned more about sex from the boys and men I was hooking up with than I ever did from my parents and a one semester high school class that I didn't have until I was 16.

I think parents and schools need to start teaching about sex way before the age they want to now.  And I don't mean just the "penis goes in vagina sex" either. Sex Education should also include information about sexuality, talking about WHY women are always looking to make themselves beautiful with make up and such. Why advertisements show scantly dressed women and men without thier shirts on.

Take a look at photography, which I happen to know a bit about.  Even kids are shown in legit advertisements and photo shoots without their shirts on and their pants riding low to show off their underwear, or even lower till their pants are right at the top of what I call "the cock line", if you know what I mean.

I think I could have a healthly relationship with somone, as long as he and I understood that being solo to each other is not a requirement.  I had a roommate from when I was 23 to 25, and the two of us were great together.  Even my mom and dad thought that they two of us were a couple, and that is saying something knowing my dad.

We slept in the same bed, ate meals together, went out to shows and parties (the office types), took a few vacations together, and even had sex together often. But we both understood that we were not monogamous. It helped that I told him the full story of my background. But you could say that he and I were in a very loving relationship. The reason that we had to breakup is because I was still going to college and wanted to stay living in the L.A. area, and he got a job offer that would have been stupid to turn down that was on the east coast. Without being officially "married" and never had joined our bank accounts, it was really easy to do the separation.  Easy that way, but emotionally it was still hard of course.

But people are always looking. How many divorces are because of part of the couple is running away with a new sexual partner?  How many men step out on their wives to hook up with a sex worker or someone else they know?  And I have totaly respect and admireation for those that can keep one partner and never cheat.

I enjoy sex!  I love meeting new people to find out what they are about, even if it is just a one night stand.  I don't know how many men hooked up with me that were married to women, or other men, or had a girlfriend in the years when I was an active hustler and escort. It was work that I loved doing and have no regrets about it.

Not everyone can be a hustler, escort, or porn star though. But living your own life, having fun while you're living it, and not having to answer to anyone but yourself for your actions I think is the best way to be for me. I do miss not being able to give my parents grandchilden though, that would have been fun.  

I do get a lot of people asking why I didn't get into porn if I think that having sex is such a fun thing, and I'll leave that answer for another post. But I just wanted to throw this out there today, and see how many have the same or similar mindset. I hope that those that do will shoot a reply.  So until next time....

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what if
Last Activity 12 years ago 586 views 8 comments Post Comment
if the person you were engaged to marry had an accident and became paraplegic, would you go thru with the marriage or back out of it?
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Mobile Hedge Trimming Service...
Last Activity 9 years ago 435 views 8 comments Post Comment
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drama
red1844 Last Activity 5 years ago 625 views 8 comments Post Comment

why so much drama? are we all not here for the same thing? i come here to see cute guys get off and to see cute guys getting cute guys off!! thats it!. why the drama?

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So...have any of you guys
DavidK69 Last Activity 4 years ago 393 views 8 comments Post Comment

...been through a "session" that maybe went on too long? When you're so horned it's tough to stop? A casual friend just left and we were "at it" for about four hours this afternoon. I popped a shower after he left, and just the spray from the shower actually hurt my little guy when it hit. My dick was that raw. Should there be a cut off point?

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I'm so angry I can't think straight.
ZanyZander Last Activity 4 years ago 368 views 8 comments Post Comment

I am so angry I can't think straight.    I go to a big nice store (hint not Wal-mart but close) and I simply hope not to spend too much if any money as I walk to the back and out again.    So I end up gettin a number of things some of which sometimes will fit into the baskets they leave out around the place and sometimes that are more than the basket(s) can hold.    In that case I have to walk all the damn way back to the front of the store and walk all the damn way back to do what I want to do.    This under some circumstances might be fine but I am recovering from back surgery but even that shouldn't have to be an issue.    I used my grey matter and thought to myself, "Why don't they put some of the carts in the back of the store?    Plus that would without doubt encourage their customers to buy more.   It's an obvious fact...is it not?".    So I ask this.    I suggest it.    I am nice all the while smiling and what have you.    But I get the usual run-around.   First off...why am I getting a runaround?    I get told that "corporate" won't allow them to do it.    Why in the hell will corporate not allow them to do this?    Why would they get the blame for it?   Why would it not be possible to put carts in the back of the store?!    This sort of thing pisses me off to no end and let me tell you it takes bunch to piss me off.   As a matter of fact I have spent recent years of my life doing my best to not be a pushover for basically anything.   I was like the guy hit by Chevy Chase on a bicycle in National Lampoon's European Vacation or the black knight in Monty Python's Holy Grail I think it was.    Pathetic.   But now I am a bad and rude person crossing a line daring to ask or suggest such a thing.    And yes, last night I went off on both the manager and a couple of employees to the point where they started to cry.    I have be real honest I feel like fucking shit doing that anyone.   But was I explained things like don't you all want to make money?   One of the girls says, "Oh, they make plenty of money.".   (It's a chain we all know here in the U.S. of A.)   I'm thinking to myself, "Yes, but what about YOU?!"    Does your performance or even how much you all sell make any difference in anything?!    It ended with me shaming the two girls who both almost started to break down crying when I asked, "What are you doing here?!   Do you even know why you are here since making money is not what you are interested in?!".     Fucking hell.    What's fucked up here beyond this?   They told me that they often put extra carts halfway back in the store (which would be and is a great help even half way).    Shortly afterward not only did I remember that in the past BUT THAT I WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED IT TO THEM TO DO SO IN THESE VARIOUS LOCATIONS.    So not only was I being lied to by the manager but they actually were doing it half-assed on my part in the first place but she either didn't know what was going on in her store or was lying or too damn lazy to do anything about it.    (I guess on top of this I am not to make a judgement with her being an absolutely hugely fat person.     Not in 2020.   That would make me a bad person and judgmental.    Because no one are being judgmental with me.)    I also then remember joking as ofter being one of the last leaving at night about the lights being turned out on me and guess what they started to do at at least one of these locations when it was closing time?     They started turning half of the lights off.    I also joked about them letting the dogs out at closing time I'm glad they don't do everything I suggest.    Jesus.   

 

THEN I went to two different restaurants (both chains that most if not all of us have heard of in the U.S.) that are also chains and there was a 45 minute wait at one and a 30 minute wait at another.    This was and is a usual occurrence.    Good for them.    I then proceeded to ask (since it had been this way for years at both of these places.) if they knew if they were going to open up any more places in town?    I then get, again, runaround answers and responses with giggling smiles on their faces that there were some others in town and I proceed to tell them this is the same issue at all of the places.    I then asked if they enjoyed doing this waiving my hand around indicating what I was talking about concerning making so many people waiting for so long.     This then confuses the seater person as they obviously don't and they get embarrassed as am I  for going this far.    I then strongly suggest that they ask and enquire with their bosses and even suggest that they do open up more restaurants which is of course met with though not verbally stated that I'm a fucking idiot and don't understand many different things.    All of which may be true but it is also an indicator that there is something much more profound going on here than capitalism being allowed to work in some sort of manner that works for the owner/workers and customers as well.     So in the mean time we are suppose to all have a miserable rotten experience when it is isn't needed to be.    There was even one time in the past where I have even offered to pay DOUBLE the price of my meal if they would seat me ahead of everyone else but that is considered immoral, unacceptable, and impossible to do either.    As I said something else is going on than them being allowed to make as much money as they can.    On top of that I suggested at one of these places that they jack the prices up so that they would not have to deal with so many people but everyone thinks I am fucking idiot for that and of course rude and mentally ill.    How dare I care about others or even myself?    How dare I ask what's going on or make a suggestion to something basic?    Who do I think I am?    What do I think I am doing?    Scared?     Well, you fucking should be because there is obviously multiple things going on preventing people to have dignity, respect, and the ability to increase their financial success.   And it has nothing to do with me asking the employees what's up and why they can't do basic things to make the experiences and services better.    Otherwise the retail store is basically enacting human trafficking and or slavery as far as I am concerned.    I couldn't believe the self mutilation I saw I two girls in two of their places on their tongues.    If I did not know better I would have thought they had been BRANDED.    FUCKING GET IT?!!    Jesus.    Oh!    I am sorry.    I wasn't only not to think any of this but I dare to speak about it.    Bastard I am.    To be punished I shall be, right?    Fuck off.   

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Shorty
ZachOLicious Last Activity 2 years ago 287 views 8 comments Post Comment

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How can I get together with another teenager?
Chris95 Last Activity 10 years ago 676 views 8 comments Post Comment
I live in England and i know that coming out would ruin my life, down to a load of things... but i really want to find a boyfriend or partner or whatever, have you guys got any suggestions or similar experiences?
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Bad Fruit
Nafian Last Activity 9 years ago 455 views 8 comments Post Comment
One night my best friend and I went out to the club. As we were standing around chatting, this older gentleman approaches us and introduces himself. He said his name was John and he asked if we had any plans that night. We told him not really, we were just out to see what was happening. After we stood and talked for awhile, John suddenly said he would pay us $200.00 to come to his place and do what he asked of us.<br /><br />Of course we were a little nervous about it, but after we stepped aside and talked it over a bit, we agreed what the hell, how bad could it be, and hey, it was a $100 bucks apiece! We told him we would do it on one condition, that he paid us at his front door before we went in. He agreed. We arrived at his house after we followed him in his car and he kept his word and handed us two fresh 100 dollar bills at his front door. We were still a little nervous, but followed him inside.<br /><br />He had a pretty nice home, all clean and contemporary with nice furnishings and such. He led us down a hallway and opened a door to a completely empty room. The walls were covered in dark sheet plastic and no windows could be seen. In the very center of the room sat a crate of grapefruit, looking rather sad and beginning to wilt. My friend and I looked at one another with, "what the fuck?" expressions on our faces. The man began to explain what he wanted.<br /><br />He was going to leave the room to get undressed, we were to stay by the crate in the center of the room. While he was gone, my friend and I whispered to one another trying to figure out what this guy wanted, and what the hell was up with the grapefruit? When he returned totally nude, already hard, he continued to tell us what we were going to do. He was going to turn off the light, and begin running around the outer walls of the room. We were to listen close to where he was, then grab a grapefruit and try to hit him with it! For every hit, he would pay us an extra ten bucks.<br /><br />We both did our best not to bust out laughing and rolling on the floor, and is was hard not to! So out went the light and we both grabbed a grapefruit. My friend was the first to get a hit as the soft grapefruit hit him with a smack and he grunted in pleasure. After about 30 minutes and 3 direct hits, he turned on the light and was done. We freaked when we saw that he had cum and it was still dripping down his hard cock. He paid us the $30.00 and we left.<br /><br />We laughed our asses off about it in ther car on the way back to the club, and could not get over it! We never saw this guy again. But to this day I still laugh my ass off when I think about it. That was something I will never forget!<br />And yes, as weird as it may sound, this story IS true!!<br /><br />hugs<br />Nafian
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Heart Warming Story
JohnnyBoy20012 Last Activity 8 years ago 349 views 8 comments Post Comment

Since I was bullied in school I thought that I would share this what one friend of mine sent me last night. I wish every school had people like this since I hear so many stories about teens getting bullied at school for the way they act, dress, hell even if her or she are gay people pick on them. Thanks i had my best friend at the time since he would step in and defend me however he was smaller then me and what makes me sad is that they hurt him just as bad as they did to me.

 

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Hiv Pill Concerns anyone?
GothicPrincess Last Activity 3 years ago 257 views 8 comments Post Comment

So i been seeing Hiv Pills commercials and I wanted to know from you all do you all take them or have concerns of taking Hiv Pills or what? 

Idk who seen that commercial but it says it lowers the chance of getting Hiv and all.

Idk what really increases Hiv or what so it be cool to know your thoughts and more on it. :o i am poly so i do like more then 1 hm

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why cant people be nice to each other
austinpscottt Last Activity 6 years ago 404 views 8 comments Post Comment

life is cruel, life is hard, just making a friend smile...................doesnt solve everything I know, but making a person smile for at least a second is important.

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