Describe the feeling you had the very first time you put your cock into another boys butthole.
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My Fantasy
On the overcrowded subway car.
It's hot and humid.
Bodies sticking.
Men and boys going shirtless and in shorts.
Bumps and grinds can't be helped.
Noticeable packages begin to fluff up.
There are holes in your shorts.
Jon's right behind you.
His ample endowed "Jonjon" lengthens and peeks into view.
Another jolt, body’s move you two are slammed together.
"Jonjon" finds a place to hide.
Your eyes bug out by the suddenness.
Your magic button is hit.
OMG let it happen again.
And it does.
It's a bumpy ride.
You wouldn't want it any other way.
Jon leans in and says. Sorries!
You reply dreamily. "I like it."
You are being probed deeper than any scope has gone.
And loving every inch of it.
Your own cock is making a mess of your pants.
Good friend Kenny notices and spills his iced coffee on your shirt.
It might help explain the cream running down your legs.
The car stops to let some people off.
More cram on.
Pushing "Jonjon" deeper.
The car surges forward you are impaled again.
Rocked back and forth his girth increases.
You know what that means.
Your bowels battered.
Like you said you want this never to end.
No one to get off yet.
Your pants are sopping wet.
The thick musk of sweat in the air hides the smell of cum spilled.
Bump and grind continues.
Till, Jon can no longer, Hold back.
By this time you are in another world.
Legs feel wobbly.
Yet there is an almost unbelievable surge. Its mind boggling.
You are sperming a 3rd time!
You thought your tunnel was full.
Now with "Jonjon" gushes out like a fire hose he is so famed for.
Can you wrap your brain around that feeling?
Not sure if the large amount would fill to the point to reach your stomach.
Sure does feel that way though.
Thankfully "Jonjon" doesn’t shrivel when finished.
Little soft maybe but not enough to coaxed out.
With that flood of Jon’s juices you are well lubed.
The next stop the four of you get out.
Your friends walk close so you are not to display much.
You go into the men’s restroom where Kenny asks you what size you wear.
There is a clothing shop around the corner.
You sit in the stall and wait for him to return.
Brother’s Lukey and Jon say they will wait out side.
There is a flourish of movement another subway car has dropped off passengers.
There is a tap on the door you call out that the stall is occupied.
"Please mister, I gotta go." A young voice reply’s.
Being you your heart reaches out to the plea and unlock the door.
Boy about 12 shuffles in. Too anxious to relieve his bladder to notice you hadn't left the stall.
Long plundering stream hits the bowl. A sigh of relief emits from the boy.
After shaking off he realizes you are still there.
He sees your pants are soaked and dripping down your legs.
You hadn't had the time to clean up.
You are struck speechless for words and puzzled by the smirk on the boys face.
"That happens to me lots." The boy giggles.
Good friend Kenny is back with a clean pair of shorts and a package of boxer briefs.
The boy explains he is a bed wetter but has on occasion lost it when in a crowd.
" I'm always thirsty then I have to go fast."
The boy leaves so you can clean up and get dressed.
Even though the shorts you had on were a fave Kenny convinces you there are totaled.
He tosses them into the men’s room trash bin.
The back of them were ripped wide open for cripes sake.
Jon asks that that his life partner Han is not to know.
Kenny grins saying too late he celled me I told him why we would be late.
Well he said he has made dinner for us.
Jon's brother Lukey wants to get some fish at the Pike market then we'll be off.
Another long answer to a blog post (https://www.gayboystube.com/blog/57076.html), that I think justified a own blog. I answered t this commentary:
"I think this is well known, and the use of a logo is not illegal. You don't state the reason why you feel the need to point this out, but I think that is obvious: You think he is, or his opinions are, not welcomed here. The problem with casting out pedophiles is that we would do the same to them as what society has done to us. More so, in many countries they don't even make a distinction between pedophiles and homosexuals. Let's face it, pedophiles do exist, their feelings are as honest as those of any homosexual. Cast them out at your own peril, because they'll come for you next. Feelings we have should never be forbidden, its our actions we are accountable for."
This is a slippery slope. The dynamics of communities tend forwards to a greater tolerance, if they acclimate to something.
In this case we haven't only the self-expression of Horny4Boiz, he is in this discussion already covering and relativating pedophilia, something that Ihard1489 does from the other side in expressing, that there are kids, wo voluntary do things or "love" matured man.
Everytime this is the narrative, who pedophiles come with and you have to call it out or you must go along with posing pictures of half naked children on porn platforms, because they would say there isn't a sexual connotation or it's only pictures.
Generating sympathy in homosexual or other sexual minority communities is an old tactic to parasitize from there legitime struggle for justice and usurp their struggle and the ethic-moralic foundations for themselves, although the object is absolutely not comparable, beause childrens and early puberteering teens aren't in the biological and psychical condition, to grasp or consent to a sexual coded behaviour. Morally Outlawing pedophilia in the society is right and necessary.
All what you earn in support these parasites is that you spoil everything good you want to do for homosexual and other sexual minorities.
Primarly pedophiles aren't monsters but they need help in control their desires. In Germany we have clinical programs for pedophiles, who don't want to harm anyone, that are called "Kein Täter werden" ("Not become a molestor") who they can talk und learn about to control.
First thing is to learn and accept, that your desires aren't normal and that children aren't consentable in no cases. This is important. The inital question of a person with a divergent sexuality is: Why I prohibited from to do, what my very nature told me. Sexual desires are a central fact in our human instincts and outlive them is part of a happy life. The instinct can become stronger, when it is unsatisfied for a long time.
At some point you begin to outsmart your conscience that keeps your instinct at bay by starting to justify your feelings. You begin to think: This is how i am. Why should I haven't the same happy sexuality like all other people. You begin to doubt the victimization of children. You declare them to sexual beings, who want and enjoy sex, to young adults, who can give consent, you grab into history or other cultures to declare boyloving to an old social acceptable or benefical cultural technique like in greece or japan. And then you betray yourself then, when you say "love" instead of "sex" to justify your interest in children, because you clearly know, that love is a good thing and prohibiting love is generally unmoral in the western way of thinking.
If you want to help pedophilias, who want to find a way to live with their condition it is the absolutely false way, to encourage them in their way of thinking or proudly expressing themselves in the way, we can see here. Using a symbol like the blue spiral is a clear signal of "I stand with pedophile ideology" not "I struggle with my self and need help". And it is absolutely the wrong way to empower these people to put their concerns - especially politically - on a par with the struggle of homosexuals or adapt them in your political struggle.
You must help their conscience to keep their instincts at bay and encourage them to proudly embrace boyloving isn't helpful. And for gay communities, who for a long time suffered from the prejudice of covering childsex, it's necessary to get distance from people, who propagate pedophilia.