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 So I'm rewatching the Shameless series...   Am I the only one that gets turned on by the gay brother? Damn. He's SO SEXY. Like... I need to rub one out sexy.. LOL

I'm still appalled by the moral rot inside the Catholic Church.  The stories about priestly abuse of young boys continue, but now from around the world, including Ireland, Poland, Germany and Mexico. 

Jimmy is a relative who was abused as a teen.  He has subsequently been into drug addiction,  He is now in his early forties and lives alone.  I blame a priest for his condition.

The sad fact is that the Church is losing its influence because it will not recognize gay marriages or even blessings/  Meanwhile society has moved past the ancient prejudices.  When I look at the young, naked boys with hard-ons on the many blogs here, I am convinced that they will all find partners  or husbands easily.  They will not be into drugs or live as solitary recluses.

The Church must reform itself now or shut down.

So, this is my first blog post.

 

Earlier, I found that I had my first wall post from another user!

Up until now, I've been very quiet and I've kept to myself. I'm a VERY shy person... but I'm also a total freak deep down inside. For a long time, I was far too shy to try to add friends. However... recently I've been thinking about trying to open up. Even if I've been very quiet, GBT has been something of a home for me for several years.

So, we'll see! Now that I'm faving, maybe I'll eventually come out of my shell enough to upload. Feel free to add me as a friend, or even chat with me if you like.

Oh, and don't hate on my name. People do that, and its always a matter of misunderstood context! ;)

I'm looking for the entire video with these three guys. I would be grateful for a link or even a hint: their stage names, especially the blond boy in the middle.

Thank you.

so ya im out now. not only about bein queer but no longer ashame of bein an aspie. i been told i should not 'hit people over head' about my autism. well, maybe i have been but maybe i need to clear up. maybe even apologize if misunderstood. someone talk to me last night and i get thinkin on what they say, that im too out and actin like i want people to feel sorry for me. that never what im tryin to do. only talk about aspies/auties for awareness and maybe find one like me here or anywhere and now i have but that is private and we just buddies and im just fine with that. i am so grateful about what some here done on autism awareness day. still cant believe it all and love you so much from me heart. but for real im only tryin to say to all, especially buddies who feel alone or got problems ~ hey buddies, i got problems and lots of em, but they dont have me! you gotta keep going and do best each day to be be you can no matter what. otherwise, why wake up and i dont mean do something stupid!!!!! i know depression. it sucks. but one thing is stop thinkin bout how sad you are and reach out to other guys problems. i am no big organization or anything. i can walk to a square and help homeless people and i do all the time. i see the guys there like from the movie 'struggle' and just do what i can. sometimes a hug. sometimes a hamburger or even some smokes. mainly just talkin and not let them feel like they are a nobody. nobody wants to be a nobody. this compares to like what learnt in one me geek classes meanin puter tech. all this stuff works on zero and one. nobody want to be a zero. everybody want to be one. not much room for those of us who real with ourselves to fit in between. right? pretty damn good compare i say! so ya, i post like i do cos i want to be your buddy. i want to love you and care about you like i want to be. if more all us do like this, then boys and girls not be killin themselves. i hate hearin it. cant stand it. sometimes mad like 'you have a normal life i want and you destroy it?!' but for real me heart hurts so bad, cos theyre not here for me to be buddy to them and i dont care about if boy or girl or sexuality. but im only one person and i know i have issues especially the social ones. so please anybody who seen me posts and all, i never do it for pity. dont want pity and i mean never. it makes me mad when people think or say like i am 'less human' cos its just not true. even when a boy and i could not even look at me mum let alone talk, i was there. i was 'in there'. i could see just not understand how to react. lots of gay guys i met feel like theyre on the wrong planet some time. that is actually site for aspies/auties at wrongplanet.net! but im not a robot with no feelins. not spock from star trek. this why i come out like i did here. to be honest and open and say dont be scared of me, cos i process things different. that is about awareness not feel sorry for me cos me brain works a different way. just think like it apple or windows. different os but still work ok just different. that can also be used on sexuality i think, not to separate but just be ok that all peeps are different, kinda like what said on opening of little people real world. they been made to feel 'shame' and tell me you never been made to feel shame cos of sexuality?! lol! come on! im not ashamed of aspergers or autism no. im blessed to have grown out of most things in havin it. im blessed even more than me best docs and care givers, cos they cant look at a severe or mod aspie or autie like me and connect and the say so to me. even when one cant talk or seem not there, i can understand, 'talk' through eyes and they know it. 7 like me or worse 3 of em now tell 'i remember and i never forget it' wow! so me feel sorry for me? its like now i get why i am like this. like when me dad tell me 'GOD have special reason' when i ask why HE make me this way. we all have purpose and were all human include natural urges why i come here lol! not bein all holy here cos im sure not! so ya like i am feelin so free. i always have dreams and they even bigger after this great weekend with family. hey, we messed up like most families but laugh about it even when hard to. your life seem so messed up? your not alone. we all the same. all have problems. all feel alone and sad some time. but if you are there now or tomorrow, just think of me and ill be thinkin of you and dont even try to leave this life cos why? someone who never met says he will be your buddy. he will care and love all he can. churches be full if they more like the one i learnt that from. most of those places HE been tryin to get in for long time. so just look for hope, joy and love. i promise to do all i can to get you there. you have hugs and heart love right now! i am billy. i am your buddy.

I am Bisexual, thats what I say i am now, before now I avoided saying anything that put me in a category at all, maybe because i didnt want to lie about it. I have fallen in love several times and my first time was with a boy. That was of course a secret love as at that time it would have been normal for everyone to shout at you in the street or openly inult you in the classroom; where I am from. But that ended badly and after my BF was gone I never could take the chance that it might end in tragedy again - I felt. I fell in love again and am very happy now with a woman. I liked boys and girls maybe more boys than girls... but I am not straight and not gay.. Everyone hears about the stright people who say that gay is curable and we need treatement for loving the wrong sex, but also i have been told by gay people, and very often, that i must be gay if i like boys and that i am playing at being straight maybe to fit in. But i can tell you that the love i feel is like part of my life like the air i breathe, i couldn't live without my love. I wont ever cheat and betray my love for another person because they are not the same sex even though i might be attracted just like anyone else, its just that i am not as fussy about gender. Gay Straight where does BI fit in, or maybe everyone is at some point along a spectrum between one place and another, sex isnt love, if just the right person came along maybe many other ppl would be tempted to cross over?

Love Quote of the Day There is a wisdom of the head, and a wisdom of the heart.

right guys, we off tonight into central London. hope every has a fab night and lots of sex. chat soon xxx

<p>I'm just a musical prostitute, my dear ... I dress to kill, but tastefully ... I'm possessed by love, but isn't everybody ... I won't be a rock star, I will be a legend ... I'm just a slag who gets up every morning, scratches his head and wonders what he wants to fuck ... I am a manipulator of life ... woman are like modern paintings, you can't enjoy them, if you try to understand them ... what will I be doing in twenty year's time, I'll be dead darling ... oh, I was not made for heaven, no, I don't want to go to heaven, hell is much better, think of all the interesting people you're going to meet down there ... when i'm dead, are they going to remember me, I don't really think about it, it's up to them, when I'm dead, who cares - i don't ... i'm a very tragic person, but there's always an element of humor at the end ...</p> <p><img style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" src="http://i1355.photobucket.com/albums/q704/gbtchris/GBT/blog/freddiemercury_zps8ae331da.gif" alt="" width="500" height="311" /></p>

Some of us rely on one browser for more than one thing, others choose a browser for one thing in particular... so I'm asking ALL GBT users, which browser do you pick and name your choices wisely too.

Like how reliable it is, how it protects you privately, and what is the most suitable one for your personal needs?

GO!

why do some people harass others, this is a friendly site mostly, I support my friends who are getting this harassment just now, love you

Please forgive me... for I am a soup sandwich. I am sorry for the actions I have taken along my life's path. I am sorry for those that I pushed away, I've pushed the wrong people it seems throughout my entire life. To be honest, I truly believe I'd rather you hate me than love or like me. At least if you hated me and or you didn't like me that if you or I disappeared it wouldn't matter much.

IM AM SORRY FOR ANYONE I OFFENDED ON THIS SITE, I HOPE YALL CAN FORGIVE AND FORGET

<p>Young Boys friends give him a makeover... into a Girl... <br /><br /><br />http://youtu.be/ZhDK6o12u3o</p>

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3. "The Architectural Fragment" by Petrus Spronk. Located in Melbourne, Australia

Thanks Nick. Hay ALL!!!! Downloads are working again. YepEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hanging out at home takes on a whole new meaning for me since I moved to the country, when I lived in the city with my mum I had my own room and computer in there… I surfed porn a lot and it seems didn’t wipe my history as much as I thought – so what? I was and am a horny guy and love porn… Little did I know that my desires would lead to me being forced to move to the country with my Dad and my brother so I can have positive male influences in my life – yeah right! My Dad is a total homophob and my brother is no better… Now I get a hard time 24/7 from my brother about being into dudes and my Dad watches me like a hawk on the computer… I don’t have a computer in my room anymore and I have to surf in secret while he’s home, doing homework or so I say, with hidden tabs shining a light into the world of porn I used to know as my best friend… So has it worked? Nope! It now gets me horny knowing it’s forbidden and I get off watchin vids with a hardon in my pants whilst my Dad and bro are home… I spend my time down the street, perving on anyone and everyone and wank in my shorts almost every day… I get on my knees at the urinals given half a chance and wank in secret to the sounds of my bro and his girlfriends… Funny how discipline for getting horny has made me even hornier for hanging out at home…

Biden/Harris just ticked over 270 electoral college votes.