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It happened to me!
I had a best friend that I had known for 3 years already. Nothing to indicate he was gay ever happened and a guy knows when someone like his best friend is gay. By the time we got to high school I was completely and totally in love with him and I don't mean that I just had the hots for him and wanted sex, but I really loved him like I had never loved another person. Problem was I was totally in the closet and didn't dare say anything for fear he would reject me and end our friendship I had never seen my friend naked except maybe during the summer when he would go shirtless because of the heat. Just seeing him like that I knew the rest of his body had to be spectacular and it would drive me crazy with desire and lust. But I never let on. Anyway when we got to high school we ended up in the same gym class which both excited me and at the same time terrified me. At the end of gym class everyone had to get naked and jump in the shower. You guys gotta know what I'm talking about. Yeah thats right, I was completely terrified at the thought of not being able to keep my dick from getting hard and everyone seeing me like that. But at the same time the thought of finally seeing him totally nude and standing next to him in the shower thrilled me to no end. When the time finally came I hesitated a bit but I knew I could not play it off for too long and not end up in the shower too. I'll tell you guys it took every little bit of restraint I had in my body to pull it off. I could feel it kinda start to get hard and I would stare at the ceiling while doing multiplications, any sort of thought i could shove in my brain to keep from just going totally hard in front of him. I managed for a whole year like that but at times when I felt no one was looking I allowed myself flashes of erotica in my mind and sure enough I'd get hard, my dick would react immediatly just like some beast that had been tied down and deprived of everything. It was all kind of scary but felt sooo good too. I'd like to know if that is something that only happenned to me or anyone else here had similar experiences like mine. I could go on with more of this story cause alot happenned in the years that followed but thats for another time. I did not want to make this so long because I don't know if they will post it due to it's length already. Thanks for listening my fellow gay brothers.
This is a bumped blog from almost 3,200 days ago. Let it die.
wow that was hot.you write very well.yes i had something like that happen to me...
there's a funny song about this in the movie "Naked Boys Singing" called "Fight the Urge" - I wanted to post a clip, but this is the only one I could find on YouTube (the movie version is MUCH better!)
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The original blog entry is 8 years old. I doubt they're still looking for a response..... Matter of fact, twinkgroupie hasn't even been on the site in over 8 years. Just another old blog bumped up......
I feel your pain. It's probably happened to every gay teen in the world. It is a natural function of the body and you already have raging hormones. Every gay guy has had a major crush on a best friend. Best friends are lovers who never made love. Enjoy the ride my beautiful friend, make some wonderful memories so you won't be alone when you are 70ish.
cool story. was he str8? nothing ever happened? we never showered in high school except for sport teams. lovely times. many crushes. in college i found erections were ok. everyone was horny and had roommates in their rooms. many fond memories from the dorm showers!