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str8 friend
i know i am not the only guy out there. how many of you out there have that one friend you can't have that drives you nuts? my friend is trevor. he is so hot! perfect little twink. so cute. perfect body . never seen anything of his body. other than an open shirt. tried one night 'but was politely let down. still hang out today. sucks some times to be gay and have a str8 guy you are in love with. argghhh
I feel your pain Red. This has been the story of my life for four years now. My friends name is Josh, and he drives me crazy.( in a good way) He's so hot and such a nice guy, I can never stop thinking about him. I'm not out to him so he may have no idea that I'm really into him, the timing and circumstances have never been right to tell him I'm gay. It may not be fair to him, but I'm getting to the point where my sanity is becoming more important than our friendship. My crush on him has pretty much consumed my life since the day we met. I don't think it's fair to continue our friendship under false pretenses, and it's getting to be time for me to come completely clean with him and tell him how I feel. If it costs our friendship, at least I will have my sanity. If it turns out he feels the same way, I'd be ecstatic. It does suck being gay sometimes, but I'm starting to figure out that sometimes our hearts get us in situations that only our brains can get us out of. The quicker we recognize these situations, the less potential heartache will result. On the flip side, if I had dealt with this four years ago, maybe he would have felt the same way and would be living happily ever after by now. Man this is frustrating, hang in there and best of luck.
Yup I have this str8 friend I did break him and blow him once it was about 3 years ago. We are still best friends and will be forever. I couldn't imagen life without him in it
Introduce him 2 ur friend 'Mr. Finn' ;D
you explained it perfectly play!
Dude, I've made that mistake before (for 7 years!) and IDK what to tell you. There's no good solution. It's torture hanging out with him and it only gets worse as you get more sexual tension between you. But if you really love him, living without him feels like torture too. I dragged it out so long because I hoped maybe he would warm up to the idea of fooling around or something, (anything!). And maybe it would have been more likely if I came out sooner to him, rather than wait until I had blue balls the size of the pacific ocean. He ended it a year or so later because the tension was so bad it was obvious to him too. It took everything I had to accept that and not go crazy and blow up his phone with sobbing voicemails. And now it's been 3 years and I still think about him almost every other day (maybe because I haven't found anyone else since). And all I can think about is "what would I do if/when he wants to reconnect eventually?" Cuz I know I'll still have feelings, it doesn't matter if it's been 3 or 30 years, and I'd still be holding out hope to fool around, and that wouldn't be fair to him. But how would I explain that to him? "Hey, we can only be friends again if you're willing to 'experiment'" LOL.
We all have it!!
Same shit )