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I returned to university, leaving my older brother better, but still serious in hospital, (he made a full recovery),

He will insist playing Polo, Prince Harry of Wales is his hero) and as I strode to my room and opened the door a host of foolscap greeted me, reams of it, pushed under the door,

I scanned them and they were all from Ben, he was devastated by my not talking to him, he thought I had been Institue, all the four days, and thought I had refused to speak with, him,

I was completely mortified, as I read some of them, I thought how could he ever forgive me.

I tossed the papers aside and rushed to Ben's dorm,

I was panting as I knocked, the door opened, Rory,' he cried and drew me to him and squeezed the life out of me,

'Ben, please, your hurting me,' I exclaimed breathlessly, he loosened his grip and I could see he was crying

This beautiful boy who everybody loved and looked up to, and I realized in that moment that he loved me, not the same as I loved him, but it was so obvious, I shut the door and we sat together on his bed, '

Why wouldn't you speak to me.' he said with tears in his eyes,

I explained everything to him, about my brother, and that I had just left everything behind even my wallet and my phone,

'I thought you wouldn't pick up because you had fallen out with me.!' no I explained,

I love you very much but you know I am gay, and he interrupted,

'Is this because I am not gay?' he asked me, and I said no of course not, it was just very hard to be around him constantly when I loved him so much, and I begged him to forgive me and he just kissed me, and so started the behaviour we have today.

Ben slipped back on the bed until his back was against the wall and beckoned me to come to him,

I turned around so my back was against his chest and he wrapped his strong arms around me and as we chatted he  would stroke my hair and occasionally kiss my neck,

I really felt loved, and we talked for hours, his dorm buddy Peter came in, took one look and went out again, we drank wine until about seven and I said I had to leave I was starving,

'I will come with you to the canteen,' he said,

'I'm not leaving your side,' and he meant it.', we had some food, and he said, 'Rory, I want you to stay with me tonight, I looked at him,' but where will I sleep,?' I asked him, 'With me,' he replied smiling.

  I just looked at him with astonishment, this boy was very serious,

'But what will Peter say?' i asked him,

'He will think nothing of it, many friends have slept in my bed, and his, when they were too pissed to go home.'

'Yes, Ben but how many of them were gay?' I asked him and he looked bewildered, 'well none of them' he said looking at me, 'exactly,.' I said to him,

'think of me loving you and lying next to you-all night, it would be a nite-mare for me, remember what happened when we shared a bed together at home, i used to go into the toilet for a wank at least four times a day.'

He just said 'We will sort something out,' and I said to him,

Look, Ben, I have a better idea, why don't you stay with me, I have a spare bed, and it would be the perfect solution,'?

I said 'get some things together and I will see you there when your ready, he looked at me and shook his head,

'i am not leaving your side till all this has been settled between us, I love you too much to lose you again,'

So we went back to his dorm, he collected a bag of clothes and wash bag and we trudged back to my dorm, arms around each other ignoring the questioning looks as we passed other students on the way,

We settled in, and I got the ever faithful single malt out, and we just sat face to face, legs crossed on the bed, this way I could see him perfectly and he could see me,

'I want you to come home with me in next few weeks and meet my family', he said eagerly

I smiled and nodded, remembering my own family's reaction to Ben when they first met him, ' Yes,' i said, 'it will be fun.' and he leaned forward and gave me a real, full-on kiss, and it was just lovely,

This beautiful boy who I loved with all my heart, had just kissed me for real again. it wasn't long but it was passionate and the more we drank I realized that I loved this boy more completely than I had ever loved another human being,

It wasn't that he looked like me at all, it was his very essence, the smell of him, the way he looked at me, the way he held me and stroked my hair, the way his eyes lit up whenever he saw me, his huge dilated pupils unable to disguise his love for me, and I realized that I was getting quite drunk,

I looked at Ben, he was becoming very animated, had both his hands on my knees and I suddenly welled up, I couldn't help myself,

'Rory,' he said softly, and pulled me to him, 'I am so sorry, ' I said sobbing, 'please forgive me',

You have it really bad don't you?' he asked me looking into my eyes, I nodded,

He stood up and picked me up from the bed and really kissed me, tongue and all.

I couldn't believe it, he broke off and started to strip,

'Ben, what are you doing?' I asked him,

'If I have to make love to you to keep you by my side forever, and it makes you happy, then I am more than willing,'

he was so sweet he did not say fuck you or shag you, no it was making love to you.'

'No, Ben, this is not you, you're not gay.' he just looked at me,

'Making love to a boy I love very much, is easier than making love to a girl I love.'

He finished talking his clothes off and for the first time I saw his erect cock and it was huge, nine and a half inches, and thick much thicker than mine, he pulled me to him and started to strip me, when I was completely naked, he pulled me to the bed and kissed me passionately,

I flicked out the light on my desk, he flicked it back on,

'You don't think I want to miss any of this do you?', he said to me softly and he kissed me so hard that I thought I might cum just like that,

He slipped behind me and placed his arm around the front of me and held me tight,

I felt that huge cock at my eager hole and gasped at the size of it as he pushed the head in,

He drew back my head and kissed me again, another couple of inches sank into me, and I cried out he stopped,

'Do you want to carry on?' he asked me and his voice was husky, I said,

'Are you fucking kidding me Ben?, I have dreamt of this for months!'

He smiled and pushed another few inches slipped into me,

I placed my hand behind me and felt how far he had penetrated me it was only about six inches, I took a deep breath and pushed my bottom towards him and the entire length of his long thick cock entered me fully,

I  heard him gasp and he forced it deep into me, he started fucking rhythmically, slowly taking long strokes, just before the deepest thrust, he kissed me and rammed it in,

I took an intake of breath, his fucking got harder, long strokes, in and out, he leaned around and cupped my balls in his hand, harder and harder he fucked me, his breathing got laboured,

'Forgive me.' was all he said, he pulled out of me and spun me on my back, threw my legs wide and entered me, his eyes were wild, he threw my legs over my shoulders and pushed all the way in with all his strength.

Jon had loved pounding me hard, but nothing like this, deeper he thrust, harder with every stroke, he kissed me and I felt his tongue.

I felt the mass of this thick cock enter me and as it reached as deep as he could go he held it there, drew away from my lips and watched my eyes as he swivelled his cock and  ground into me, my eyes widened,

He pulled out of me and turned me over, he lifted my bottom so high I was virtually standing up stiff-legged but my face was on the pillow,

I looked back at him he had that huge cock in his hand it was red, engorged with blood,

His eyes met mine and I felt the head at my entrance and he thrust all the way down, my legs collapsed, but he held me up and, and holding my weight he pummeled me, I was whimpering.

Eventually, I collapsed on the bed he followed me down, pounding me all the way,

He pushed my legs very wide and rammed me really hard, again he thrust into me it seemed to go on for a very long time,

I had this internal glow emanate from my arse right through my body. he drew out of me and turned me over, his eyes were bloodshot,

He lifted my legs over my shoulders again, placed his hands behind my knees and pushed me down with all his weight then he kissed me as he rammed me again, I couldn't breathe,

He suddenly took a deep breath in, I could sense he was close he went to pull out I stopped him,

'Don't, I whimpered, 'cum in me.' , he thrust in the deepest yet and I cried out in pain as his head swelled deep within my body, my legs were rigid as that massive cock pumped his boy juice into me.

I could feel the spurts, he cried out and I held him tight his orgasm lasted for ages, the sweat was pouring off both of us.

I could feel him falling onto me, I grabbed him and cushioned his exhausted body and he lay fully on me his cock still throbbing inside.me, his breathing became calmer and he pulled slowly out, and lay by my side.

I hadn't even noticed that in that last deep thrust that split me,

I had cum and as he fell by my side, my thick spunk coated his belly, and we both laughed, he held me tight panting, he looked deep into my eyes,

'We must never do this ever again,'

Before I could say anything like, 'don't worry that hour-long fucking would last me a lifetime,' he whispered,

'I loved it too much'. and he kissed me,

I turned to face him and wrapped my arms and legs around his sweating body all our fluids had mingled, I could feel his sperm dripping out of me, we just lay like that and he kissed me very gently,

'I love you very much' he said

I just nodded and tears welled up in my eyes, he had just proved it,

'Don't cry' he said to me with love in his eyes, he held me and kissed my tears away.

We stayed that way all night, wrapped around each other, it wasn't till we rose in the morning did we notice blood on the sheets,

'Rory, I am so sorry, I've split you'! he looked at me.

Don't be,' I said kissing him, we went into my bathroom and showered together, this time I wasn't embarrassed to show him that I had a permanent hard-on when I was around him, he washed me from head to foot, I said, shall we go down for breakfast,

  'Not just yet, ' he said smiling, and we sat on the bed with our bathrobes on and he leant against the wall,

I joined him and he held me tight and we talked for an hour, about the upcoming trip home to his house in Perthshire,

I have often thought about that first time and why he wanted to linger after showering, and I came to the conclusion that he didn't want me to think he was leaving after we had made love, he was showing that it was fine and he loved me.

Our hair was dry by the time we went to breakfast, he did the same as always, he held my hand, but with more intensity, yes this boy was straight but when it came to me all bets were off,

Nothing changed in our lives, he didn't show any embarrassment at all, he treated me just the same but the looks were more loving if that were possible,

He was easy with me before but now he was palpably laid back, he kissed me often and anywhere, much to the shock of anyone watching.

He showed me much more attention in public and with our friends, including Sammy, much to her concern, she voiced it one morning at breakfast,

'You too act as if you were lovers!' I said nothing, Ben, of course, had to answer her.

'And if we were Sammy, what would you do, give me up?'

She said nothing, just sulked and I knew why, I had experienced it last night, the most incredible fucking I would probably ever have, of course, she wouldn't give him up, no matter what he did.

Her jealously just annoyed him.

'Never ask me to choose between you and my Brother, (me), you will be disappointed.'

She never mentioned it again, even when he kissed me, or had me sit on his lap in the evenings when there was enough room for me to sit alongside him.

One thing I had to stop though and this was in front of the whole gang, not just Sammy,

When I sat on his lap he would get a massive hard-on and he would push my hand up his kilt to play with it and massage his huge balls, which would get me hard and that was difficult to hide wearing a kilt, which was a lot of the time.

The boys amongst the gang were sort of mater of fact about his behaviour, all except Danny, his jealousy was very evident, Ben didn't notice it but I did,

One evening I was sitting on Ben's lap, as usual, we were all chatting, Ben was running his fingers through my hair as was his wont, and Danny was giving me the evil eye.

I stood up and offered Danny my seat on Ben's lap, Danny took me up on the offer and went to sit on Ben's lap, Ben realised what was happening and pushed him aside.

'What the hell are you doing Danny?' Ben asked him furiously, Danny just glared at me but he got the point, Ben's lap was for me only, not even for Sammy.

Seven days later, and we were walking out of the canteen after breakfast, Ben just whispered,

'Are you healed?', I nodded, '7.30?' he smiled at me,

I nodded and had to hide my hard-on, he laughed and kissed me and waved as he walked to his lecture room, bang on 7.30 he knocked my door, I opened it, he wasn't a bit sheepish,

'I have come to do my brotherly duty, he announced as he walked in, he shut the door and locked it and grabbed me hard and kissed me, he took my breath away, '

'I have been waiting for this all week.' he said to me, and picked me up and carried me to the bed, stripped me naked, insisted he wank me off first so I could last longer being fucked by him.

That second night he made love to me twice, he stayed all night and mounted me in the morning while I was sleepy, I woke up with a start. 

As we left in the morning to get breakfast I realised I couldn't walk properly, Ben had to walk me around the room for half an hour to un-bandy my legs, he had forced them so wide when he was fucking me I must have pulled a muscle in my upper thigh.

As we left I handed him a key,

'Can I move in,' he asked all excited, I was shocked, I pulled him back into the room,

'What are you thinking Ben?' i asked him concerned,

'What do you think our friends would think of that,?' he thought about it, looked a little sad then opened the door,

'It would be nice though,' was all he said, and we walked down to breakfast,

Yes, it would be lovely but I would have been fucked so much I would have missed all my lectures! 

Ben could fuck me hard for an hour, have ten minutes rest and fuck me for another hour if I let him he just would carry on all day.

Every few days he would joke he was coming up to see me and do his duty as a brother, and every time he came the lovemaking became more passionate, more loving,

He would shag me twice, one time, when he was really turned on, when I swallowed his sperm for the first time, he fucked me three times, it was heaven,

I was complete, albeit, permanently bandy-legged.

I had the love of the straightest boy I knew, we started to shop together,

'Like real twins,' ' he said to me joyously, we liked the same style of clothes so we bought the same, and within a few weeks we were as twins, dressed the same,

I could see he was very happy, and the trips to my dorm room grew ever more frequent, almost daily, I would come back from lectures, open the door and he would be lying on our bed naked,

(the spare bed remained 'spare')

 He would be holding that massive throbbing cock skywards and would just say.

'Rory, sit on this,' and I would just drop everything and sit on it and for an hour he would fuck me silly with me trying to unbuckle my kilt and undress fully, and just before we went on the trip to his home he said,

'Are you happy,?', I looked at him,

'You are kidding Ben, I am in love with you, and you make love to me every day, you must be kidding.? I said?' no, he wasn't.

'You know I would do anything for you,' i was puzzled,

'Yes Ben, I know, you have gone gay for me!' he smiled,

'Only for you, there could never be another guy.'

I looked at him, he was so determined to please me,

'How about rimming me, sucking my cock and swallowing all my spunk?'

He said, 'Do you want me to?' and I said yes of course but I wouldn't allow him because he would be doing something because I asked him,

But fucking me, Ben just loved doing that, and if I were able, he would fuck me four or five times a day if I let him, as far as I was concerned he was insatiable.

I once asked him if he fucked Sammy as much, he just said

'Of course not she's not you.' I got an instant hard-on, that's how much he loved me. he was obsessive.

That was typical of Ben, he had decided that he enjoyed making love to me and it didn't bother him at all, I once asked him if he would ever shag another guy,  and he pulled away from and said,

'You are joking?' he was deadly serious,

'Sorry Ben,' I said, the thought or the act never entered his head,

He is a straight boy who, basically, fucked his twin brother,

I once asked him had he envied real identical twins, saying that If I had one I would be shagging him twice a day, and he blushed slightly and turned his eyes away from me. I wondered why.

Just as we were getting packed for the week away, he said about making love in the house,' and I stopped him,

'Don't worry Ben I think I can wait till we get back,' and he looked at me surprised,

'No I was going to say we have to be quiet,!' and I got an instant boner,

Nothing was going to stop this boy from enjoying himself. even risking it all in his parent's house,

He had kissed me and said,

I need my daily fix,' and I had joked with him and said, how many times a day.? and he had grabbed me, pushed his hand down my kilt and held my erect cock and kissed me hard,

'How many times can you stand it?' he asked me,

We had gotten up to four times a day, but I had to stay in bed, I couldn't walk.

I had feigned outrage and said he would be lucky to get one a day, he just bent me over the table in the dorm, spat in his hand, rubbed it on his monster cock, lifted my kilt and fucked me silly until I begged him to stop,

My face was by the window and with all the noise from the banging table, students were looking up at me and smiling..

But things were going to happen we both didn't expect, especially me.

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