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These last couple of weeks, I have been in a vulnerable emotional state. I guess that is why things seem to be catching me off guard. I’m off my game a little bit. Yesterday night I watched Greys Anatomy for the second time. I watched the first episode when it first started, but none since then. Yes I know I'm about 7 years late but normally I don't watch those type of shows. Anyways there was a scene that choked me up when I saw it. It just grabbed me and idk what it was but I felt so overwhelmed by emotion and my eyes filled with tears. I had no control what so ever, which if you know me, is unusal. I can hide my feelings very well, so yes it surprised me that a tv show could do that to me. It was the scene where the doctor was sitting outside in the cold and another doctor comes and hands her a cloth to wipe her tears on and sits down. It just came out of no where and hit me. And bam, there went the fireworks. I just found it crazy that littles things like that set me off now. Danny