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SexyChris94 Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 570 views 14 comments
Well GBT world....I am still alive. It has been two days and I didn't respond to everyone because of classes and because I needed some time to myself to reflect and try to come to an understanding with my life. Firstly, I want to thank everyone here on GBT....you've saved a life. From exchanging phone numbers....comments...messages...I got the motivation to stay alive. Thank you to those who I have spoken to and for everyone's messages of hope....there is a God out there and somehow he got into all of you and me...to save my own life before it was too late. I hope to continue to talk to all of you and I hope the same from you...I love you guys....live life....motivate others...Be You!

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Davey1965
Davey1965
11 years ago

Thanks Chris, Im proud of you and Good Luck if yr still Studying .
Big Hug xo

nate88
nate88
11 years ago

Hi SEXY. Hope you enjoyed the visit as much as Nate and I. Plan on your visit for Spring Break. SEE, you do have REAL friends. My BUTT is worn out - from the drive LOL. Happy Birthday this Tuesday.
We love ya BUNCHES, Andy and Nate XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

SexyChris94
SexyChris94
11 years ago

A Special Thank You To The Following People: Nate88.....Scottas.....Hornyguyva....guynmuskogee....davey1965...canadaman...tolead (If I forgot someone...let me know....was not on purpose....just too many people to thank XD)!!!!!!!
Oh...and oldaforyounger.....go to HELL!!!!! :D

11 years ago

Chirs...I won't repeat Stees and canadaman's remakrs. I will just agree completely. Today feels better, but whatever is the underlying thing that took you where you were before is still there. And until you can understand that and deal with it, it will come back. You need to find a professional that can help you through it. And seeing a professional doesn't mean there is something wrong with you, just that you need someone to help you sort through it. Lots of us have been there....so like them, I hope you will take the next step. Thomas

11 years ago

Stees is right ... friendship and hugs are a help in a crisis, but to prevent another crisis (which will happen again .. *guaranteed* ..) you really do need to understand (with the help of a trained professional) why you got to that desperate, dark place to begin with. Some Colleges may offer
some on-campus counselling services to students, but if that isn't available, then I'd suggest
checking with your regular doctor as to where to find that service. The biggest mistake you can
make is to assume that now that you're feeling good again, that this incident won't happen again.
Start dealing with the underlying causes to prevent the next occurence.

steesbratt
steesbratt
11 years ago

Chris this is all great but to ignore the fact that 2 days ago you wanted to kill yourself and now all of a sudden everything is wonderful is the wrong thing to do. No disrespect to anyone on here but they are not profesionals you need to seek the proper help and guidence needed to deal with whatever issues made you consider just saying, let alone thinking about taking your life you cannot allow yourself to think all you need is to talk to people online and your problems will go away that is nothiing more than a band aid effect I urge you to get the help you need from the right people and hope others will be responsible and care enough to tell you the same, they say to tell people that you want to take your life is a cry for help now get the help you were crying out for, it is yours and only your responsibility to do this I hope you care enough about yourself to see the right person...Stees xx

11 years ago

hey chirs glad ur still with us :D like canadaman said, life has its ups and downs, some times we roll with it some times it takes others to help us get through those hard times, u reached out and many responded, just to let you know we're here for you, and any one else that might be facing the same thing, this has become more than another porn site for some, this is a community of great people and great support for some, and like jerrod/guyinmuskogee said, "we are a family here", and you are truely loved here, take care ok? hugs and love, scott xoxo

11 years ago

WOW PRAISE THE LORD WOW

hornyguyva
hornyguyva
11 years ago

I'm happy you are still here and remember to keep your eyes focused on your dreams and don't let things get you down. If you do get down, you have my number and are welcome to text me or call day or night. Life is a gift, enjoy every minute!!! :)

Davey1965
Davey1965
11 years ago

Tring to keep yourself awake Billy Haha.....Drop by my wall anytime Chris 8-)
I want to see you in the blogs more buddy so dont be a stranger...xo

11 years ago

:) glad you are still here

11 years ago

This is your family here :) you are loved :)

nate88
nate88
11 years ago

Nate and I are proud of you and see you soon -Andy xo

11 years ago

Excellent ... Chris, I was really worried after seeing your previous blog. Glad a new day has made you see that life can be good. Sometimes depression can drag us down into a dark abyss, to the point
where we can't seem to find anything to live for. The truth is .. there is much to live for !! In the days and months ahead, I'm sure you'll find some happiness. Take it one day at a time.