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northhunter Blog Last Activity 12 years ago 825 views 5 comments
I was thinking about this today and wondering if anyone else has or is experiencing it. When I was in school I didn't want anyone to know about me so I pretended a lot. By that I mean I went out with girls, fooled around enough so no one would think I was "different" I even had sex with girls a couple of times when with a friend who was having sex with a girl close enough to see what was happening. So I was actually turned on by seing my friends bare ass moving up and down not by the girl under me. On one occasion a friend of mine who I had a secret crush on and I were with the same girl and while i was having sex he was getting a BJ, that was such a turn on to watch. I realize this isn't necessary now in most places but I felt it was when I was younger to play along and keep the secret. Anyone else have to or is pretending like that?

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12 years ago

when i started dating in middle school the girls had this stupid secret "notebook club" where they passed around a notebook where they had the popular boys listed and who they wanted to get. so i was always like #1 or #2 and had to ACT like i was interested when they hit on me. totally weird.

4OUTCAST
4OUTCAST
12 years ago

Same here bro, I didn't start feeling weird shit towards guys till I was like 13. Like my friends who were and are all straight till this day, I dated in school,usually cheerleaders or twirlers I hung out with the hottest and most popular people , even the Jocks hell I even played sports but for some weird ass reason was afraid to undress in the locker room in front of other guys?? I had many many crushes on my male friends but never ever made a move so I never had any sexual experiences with a guy till I was 33,one of my best friends who was getting married came home from Colorado we got drunk and he basically raped me that night LOL it was awesum! I dated chicks my whole life some 3 and 4 years at a time but I'm still a virgin,go figure ! Oh and yea nothing better than gettin a BJ with your hot ass bud fuckin right next to ya! Caio

12 years ago

Yes, sex is sex !!! There is no such definition for the word 'gay' in Arabia either. In the Arabian community the enviroment is dominated by the male, and there is nothing unusual about men who have sex with men. According to their definition you are catigorized as to be a strong male 'a good fucker' - does'nt matter if you fuck male or female - or you are a weak male 'whom is to get, or prefers to get fucked'.

northhunter
northhunter
12 years ago

Do you mean there are really no no gays or that any sex is just sex and no distinction is made? I mean there has to be male on male sex in China too right?

12 years ago

Hmmm......thats interesting mate ! My opinion is that the human brain is more complicated than the majority of the people may think. Researches are coming on but when it comes to the facts i.e. the common question for the term 'gay' or 'lesbian' or 'bi-sexual' any dictionary will give you an answer.
I am not convinced by any definition which is stated by everyday literature or books which anybody can read, they tend to mislead and they oppose a great deal of misunderstanding. I can read this in your description which you wrote in the third sentence "different". What is it ? Recently I was talking to an English speaking Chinese tourist about 'gays'. He told me that he had experienced his first opportunity to leave his country and come to Europe, and in his language there is no such definition for men who make love to men. In other words - there are no gays in China.