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Hello there, this is my confession on public or even telling somebody about it, that i am bi or gay, i don't even know wich one i am ! I live in Morocco where everything is strict with the tradition, the first sexual contact was at age of 8-9 with a girl, still young i was touching her P & she was touching my D even when we where taking a class room pic (Hahaha)Few years later i had another sexual contact with my cousin where he was older then me, he tried to "Peneterate" me smoothly but i coudln't handle it (+ i was stupid at age of 12) my mom suspected something, so whenever i was with him she was always looking & picking about what we were doing, then i had another sexual contact with another cousin i liked him & he liked me ! we where trying to change turn (Bottom<=>Top) but we couldn't penetrate with the whole D, after that i met a british girl at summer, we done everything together ! Every fucking thing ! I loved her that i wanted to fucking marry her ... But the summer is over & she left :(
Meantime when i was still with a sexual contact with that cousin that i liked ... Few years after all contact with him was over. I tried to meet girls, i couldn't satisfy their demands cause i was & still a bit fat (About 90 Kg) So i started dating foreign girls they were more open minded more then this Arabic girls that had a quota of education & manners !
16 yo, i end up meeting the cousin ... after a long chit chat we ended up touching our dicks he had a god damn huge one ! few days later we decided to finish this "Just sexual" relation.
17 yo, i was playing xbox at home suddenly a ex-collegue from school came home to play a bit, after talking about summer he was watching porn, so he said "Let's who got a Dick similar to this porn star" Well it seems i had the bigger one ! He started touching then sucking it smoothly, i stopped him because my family were at home & they could open the door at anytime, so went down to the building garage in the elevator we met a women & my cock was hard that she could notice it so we jumped out from the elevator at the next floor & waited until it was empty " The elevator" ... here we are at garage him sucking smoothly "It was his first time" i cummed in the floor ... We took a Rendez-vous at his house ... I went there nothing special just him & i sucking each other ... Few months later we put beside sucking & we started kissing but at the end they were no Anal ... Well atm he went to france for studies after me & i took a bachelor degree ... 17 years old stuck in a country where there's no such things as gay rights, next year i will deposit for a schengen me & some str8 buddies to see the euroepean hospitality ... & maybe after i take a economic master degree i will live in one of 4 countries (UK,Czech,sweden or netherlands) Meanwhile i will sit back waiting for the summer of 2014 :)

Just for info, why i did this post it's because i was born in a country were it's based about sex, no feelings at all ! This is why i am thinking about traveling ...