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biglongdick Blog Last Activity 10 years ago 448 views 5 comments
I love this website case everyone doesn't judge.I'm bi and have a gf but love all you guys. Anywho this is my story or whatever. Plz don't judge. 2ND grade was a interesting grade to be singled out. I was lazy in school and people chose me as a easy target. Being lazy in school did one thing that would change my life. The school decided to put me in LD classes or better known as learning disorder. From there on Ppl would judge me as someone stupid. Then came the ladies I didn't really have good luck with the ladies.I had a few gf but all were to crazy literally one had told everyone she was prego and I asked if she made the rumor she said no. Well lying was a second language to that one. Another girl didn't even like giving head for more than 4 seconds at a time. Anywho getting off subject. My heart would ache every school day. Heading into high school I really started liking guys watching my friends undress in PE I had to hide my wood. I even got to wrestle with a few of them then there was body hair arm Put hair was developing for a while and 1 friend in particular had the cutest briefs cutest body hair and long brown hair. Damn I get hard always thinking of him. But also learning my like for guys I got bullied everyday just for keeping to my self and doing art on the side. Anyways idk that was a Lil if my life. I was bord and figured I put something on here. Now I'm on anti depressant for everything I've delt with and was never able to tell anyone any of this so I guess I'm kinda opining up to anyone who cares. Also I'm 21 don't have a profile pic cause idk how to. Anyways if any one wants to send some shirtless pics to me that's cool if not that's fine. I prolly won't just cause I have judgment issues. Anywho maybe I'll keep pudding things me and my guy friends had done a while back if I get good reviews

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10 years ago

Thanks for sharing your story. It is hard to relive parts of our lives. What is important is that you made it through and are taking control of your life now. Take the time to also remember good things....just as you did in your story...getting wood in PE is a good thing...shows your cock knew what you wanted. Time now to get out in the real world and make new memories. Hugs..Thomas xxooxxoo

10 years ago

you are NOT crazy and no less of a person than any one else. Just ignore ignorant people and move on to those who treat you right..you are as good as anyone else we all have flaws and aren't perfect..that doesn't give any else the right to bully you... my answer to bullies was to turn and stare them in the face, (out loud and in front of everyone) ... ..."do you have any thing else rude or demeaning to say to me? lets get it all out in the open ... your hatred, your chastising others..is there any chance you could teach me to become a perfect asshole like you? and watch his and everyone else's response.. used to put a few in their place. .they never bothered me again lol!

10 years ago

thanks for openin up..try to clear your mind and be drug free...you would be a nice friend...friends take work..make an effort to get close to a few people...good luck..xx

10 years ago

Not entirely clear on the point of your story - but HUGS. Throw away the pills and have more sex and you will feel 50 times better

nate88
nate88
10 years ago

Sending you HUGS and caring as one GAY friend to another. You have a heart and are brave to have matured your way into sharing.........HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Andy XXX