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The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. and so in you the child your mother lives on and through your family continues to live... so at this time look after yourself and your family as you would your mother for through you all she will truly never die.

You're right. In a way, I am letting things get to me lol. Thanks for what you wrote here... I really do appreciate your help. Very early this morning (around 04:30am) I was outside staring up at the stars, and I saw something I have never, ever seen.. a shooting star. Odd, I know.. but it made me smile :)

Jordan I would go into the day with another perspective. You know we all were "cared for" nine months kicking our moms inside, and making them sick lol...but one thing remains to all of who lost our moms.. they are part of us, and we are mostly all sad to see our moms and dads go....it shouldn't be a day of sorrow, but a day of celebration.. a day of remembering the traits they gave us, and the memories of happy moments not sad ones. For me> smile perhaps of an incident or thing that was said or done to make us laugh or comfort us. We are ALL ships passing in the night...tomorrow is promised to nobody. Life does in fact turn on dime. Although your situation Jordan was tragic ..I'm sure they are smiling down on you and in that take comfort. you haven't forgotten them, and THEY have not forgotten YOU!

This is going to be a very difficult day for me, guys... and if I am honest, I won't be online at all. Not because I'm someone out to ruin the day, but I find it very hard not only physically but emotionally too. As those close to me know I found my real Mother (and family) only to lose them one evening when I was live on-air. I have never forgotten the day and never will. All those out there who do have Mothers... please, please give her a BIG hug and let her know how much you appreciate her. Life is too short for arguments or fallouts. Indeed, I wish all Mothers out there a very happy Mothering Sunday and hope that they have a fantastic day as they are all special. For me, I'll be okay... just honestly can't face going online. I only ask all of you to forgive me for this... and I DO care about you all.