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OK this is currrent begining 2 or 3 weeks ago.. My nephew lived with me for a few years and I became friends with his friends I was 55 he was 30. The guys were all younger than mme, but I am in a LTR for 25 years. Well my nephew had just a hoible childhood and got into rugs and yes heroin and yes OD and die. Well aout a year later I start hanging arounf out with his best friend Chris. Chris is 33 and his brother is 27 Brian, and I a 57. Welll Chris is like my son as was my nephew and so his brother the young pup got to now me really well, but really quickas well. It was like iff you lived with a vey small famoly you get to know the real theem. Brian is absolutely gorgeous hhe's a butch looking baby doll. So we meet I'm guesssing 3 weeks ago we became reallly close. and yes being the mrried old troll I am I was especially nice to him. Not money wwise, how tyhis stupi guys in their 40's and 50's think if I llet him know me while he takes your you are now training this boy to beoming a sugaarbaby scam artist loser. I have never given him money. I took him and his brother out to eat. But thiis innocent lamb gets some brainstorm he's gonna be nice to the old fag and get money, he better keep his job. So it's not money based. I have had like 5 guys in my life that said they were straaight and it had to be situation where I'd ave consistent contact with them over months. Brian is a cross between gorgeous and cute. He is so sweet to mme, does anything I want. So if I don't call him he calls me. Now me, I am in absolute heaven. The next step to get the straight boy after you have daily contact is start planning things to do, some olks call the dates. He flirts but does a poor job off hidng. I mean what hot 27 yr old gay man wants a 57 year old. I am thinking about sociaal security and he's thinking thriugh his dick, So Now if you have gotten this far you slowly start making them more intimaate we are at buying bikes annd biking thiss summer. On this one I said we will put our money together. But, I would do that for one of friends. If you have never biked it can be so romantic. In Pittsburgh we have a bike trail that goes from here to Washington DC. So you can finf spots. We are on the very first level of daates. I wonder if he is on to me. Hey life is what it is how the hell will I keep up with the sex drive of a 27 year old. He is dreamy. He would be the perfet black haired, blue eyed farm boy. He is very naive and so sweet and kind. He just makes me want to pour my heart out. OOps I have a side bf forr 8 yeyars he;s 38. So as you can see the plot Thickens. I really want this boy and I could train him to be sweet, lovable, considerable, sexy so if does daate guys after he will have some reference. I mean he's 27 but I can tell I can mold him into an even better person and some fucking asshole will have the pleasures of my toil. Anyway I am meeting the daughter, it's Daddy's first boyfriend honey. So we are in the early date staages like Carnegie Science, Andy Warhol useum and a speia; galllery caled The scaife Gallery, an offshoot of the Mellons. There are two Van Goghs there worh $350 millio combined. When I used to date I would take them there after a few dates just to see 2 things worth $350 million. It's funny all the straight guys I lured into web and there were 5 were always impresed with thos pictures because of the value. Whats interesing to the best of my knowledge they didn' date another man. We would never fight, I'd pick passsive boys and I'm not bragging but my family and God haave taught me how to be veery thoughtful to people. It's like some insanne gift that over time i can charm them. It's really working with andnever so fasst. This would typically where we'd be in like 2 months. I should be in bed with him by May 15 at the latest. I have to give him the your not gay speach cause you dated one guy and love is from the sould it has no gender. I remember when I fist started having sex with men in the 80's i would have crippling regret. By happy hour I had my skirt and heels on and lookin for dick. But I gest, really I'd feel guilty annd my goal is to position it differently so he doesn't have the oppressive guilty. Serioussly I want to take care of him all my life. I have a real commitment. He hs no father. I think that and he was in addiction about 7 years ago. Hes stilll becoming a man and at a formative timme so I can help him and love him. I dont know if yu ever met someone that you didnt care if you had sex or not you just want to be with them. he's like that for me he just makes my world a better place. I definitely hve someprt of his heart already. once i get my beach head I'm in. he's the only one I have wanted long term. When we have our daate/outings he alwaysss leaves everything up to me so I have broken him of that habit. I want my my little man to tell me whathe wantss all 6' of him. We have a problem everytime we go out we hve the fucking brother in tow. Believe if my choice is see him with brother or not see him I will takee the brother who I llike a lot, hes very good looking and we get along well. I just have yhis obsession with Brian. The bitch of it is thhey wok at the same place and hve the same days off. It's like Chris do yoou mmind if I blow your baby brother. That wouldnt be pretty. I sorta have to get the flame burning i hinm so hhe ditches the brother. this is a challenge first my age and I efuse to use the money route. I would never degrade myself like that I want the whole package body and soul. I wont be totally disappointed if we can get to just best friends and no sex.. I'd be fine with we call each other everyday. I just hope he doesnt find some fuccking fish that woulld so fucck EVERYTHING up I'd be so fucking misrablemy husband and boyfriend would be very unhppy when I was grieving. In short my fntasy is Brins hert as best frien or lover or as both. But if we become lovers I will make him promise nomatter what happens we have to agree to stay best friends I never would want to lose that with him. I think i just aout have it now. I gave hi the I feeel like I have known you forever straight guys LOVE that and I don't know why. See it gives me the aability to speed up the process. now I want soe payers from all you twinkk chsing old rolls

I think well has some fantasy like that, the key thing to remember some fantasies are not meant to be realized. For one reason they are dangerous as fuck. I mean if I didall my fantasies at some point I would ne dead. I'm not pure vanilla but I am not pulling out the cross with shackles. I'm a dom and 8 to 80 blind crippled or crazy you hit me I will bust your ass twice