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How to come out ?
<p>Because I am horny and want to find a nice guy. I think I am ready. Please, give me some ideas about how to come out so that my parents and friends know that I am gay. My older brothers both know now and promised to wait to tell anyone until I am ready. They told me that they don't care because we are still and will always be brothers and they both said that they already know about my preference for guys. They have both caught me watching gay videos on this site in my room. I am worried about my mom and dad and how they will be if I tell them now. And my friends not sure about it yet. I do need ideas. I think maybe if it is out that I am gay I will be able to find a good guy who likes the same ideas as me. Maybe it will be easier to find a nice guy to play in bed. I am gay I am horny and I think I am ready to tell everyone now.</p>
My best dude friend came over when I was gone in the afternoon and left a note on my door like he wanted to meet me to talk at the beach where we always go with our friends. He knew when I would be able cuz he always knows my schedule and stuff so he just said meet him. This is my one most best friend who was so pissed last week when I told him that I m gay. u kno
I did go and when I got there he was no where. So I waited a while and then just got on my board and went out for a little play on the water. Nothing too far or anything so I could see and wait. he was like just not there.
When I was ready to give up and go back there he is on the beach sitting watching me low like. at first I thought he was maybe like I did not know what to think. no one else was there at all.
He just started in on me like telling me how he could not believe it or just did not want to believe it at first. saying 'how do u know' kind of stuff and like 'are u sure'. u kno. I thought he just like wanted me to tell him about my thoughts that I have n stuff. like more information u kno?
Then something happened I did not imagine. He started to cry I mean a lot and loud. I did too like I could not stop and then he sat down and we both like just like looked at the water washing up soaking in the sand.
He wanted to talk with me. it was good.
A week ago I told my parents and it went well. My brothers too are OK with it. they love me like crazy and I am so lucky to have my family.
My best friends I told them this week. now that is a dif story. My best dude is still pissed. my 2 best girl friends like 1 is pissed and 1 started crying.
I have not been sleeping much over my best friends. just jacking off mostly every chance I get thinking of my new GBT friends here. it takes my mind off it.
And I have studied like crazy on my class stuff to stop thinking on my best friends.
My big brothers (2 both older than me) have called me every day. They want to talk and ask stuff like how r u and tell me it won't be bad after a while kind of stuff. They cheer me up. I am lucky to have my family and I love them like crazy.
I will just keep doin my thing. school beach jack off u know like normal.
I am almost 21 now and I opened the door like one of the GBT (SBS) dudes told me to do. Now I have told 4 others that I am gay (just friends down at the beach) and none of them really had much reaction. One laughed and said they thought that maybe I might be gay all along and never really cared one way or the other. One older dude said he is gay too and he told me he knows it is hard at first to tell anyone.
A week ago I told my parents and it went well. My brothers too are OK with it. they love me like crazy and I am so lucky to have my family.
My best friends I told them this week. now that is a dif story. My best dude is still pissed. my 2 best girl friends like 1 is pissed and 1 started crying.
I have not been sleeping much over my best friends. just jacking off mostly every chance I get thinking of my new GBT friends here. it takes my mind off it.
And I have studied like crazy on my class stuff to stop thinking on my best friends.
My big brothers (2 both older than me) have called me every day. They want to talk and ask stuff like how r u and tell me it won't be bad after a while kind of stuff. They cheer me up. I am lucky to have my family and I love them like crazy.
I will just keep doin my thing. school beach jack off u know like normal.
I am almost 21 now and I opened the door like one of the GBT (SBS) dudes told me to do. Now I have told 4 others that I am gay (just friends down at the beach) and none of them really had much reaction. One laughed and said they thought that maybe I might be gay all along and never really cared one way or the other. One older dude said he is gay too and he told me he knows it is hard at first to tell anyone.
A week ago I told my parents and it went well. My brothers too are OK with it. they love me like crazy and I am so lucky to have my family.
My best friends I told them this week. now that is a dif story. My best dude is still pissed. my 2 best girl friends like 1 is pissed and 1 started crying.
I have not been sleeping much over my best friends. just jacking off mostly every chance I get thinking of my new GBT friends here. it takes my mind off it.
And I have studied like crazy on my class stuff to stop thinking on my best friends.
My big brothers (2 both older than me) have called me every day. They want to talk and ask stuff like how r u and tell me it won't be bad after a while kind of stuff. They cheer me up. I am lucky to have my family and I love them like crazy.
I will just keep doin my thing. school beach jack off u know like normal.
I am almost 21 now and I opened the door like one of the GBT (SBS) dudes told me to do. Now I have told 4 others that I am gay (just friends down at the beach) and none of them really had much reaction. One laughed and said they thought that maybe I might be gay all along and never really cared one way or the other. One older dude said he is gay too and he told me he knows it is hard at first to tell anyone.
A week ago I told my parents and it went well. My brothers too are OK with it. they love me like crazy and I am so lucky to have my family.
My best friends I told them this week. now that is a dif story. My best dude is still pissed. my 2 best girl friends like 1 is pissed and 1 started crying.
I have not been sleeping much over my best friends. just jacking off mostly every chance I get thinking of my new GBT friends here. it takes my mind off it.
And I have studied like crazy on my class stuff to stop thinking on my best friends.
My big brothers (2 both older than me) have called me every day. They want to talk and ask stuff like how r u and tell me it won't be bad after a while kind of stuff. They cheer me up. I am lucky to have my family and I love them like crazy.
I will just keep doin my thing. school beach jack off u know like normal.
I am almost 21 now and I opened the door like one of the GBT (SBS) dudes told me to do. Now I have told 4 others that I am gay (just friends down at the beach) and none of them really had much reaction. One laughed and said they thought that maybe I might be gay all along and never really cared one way or the other. One older dude said he is gay too and he told me he knows it is hard at first to tell anyone.
yesterday after classes I had a couple hours on the beach with my first dude best friend and
and like I told him I am gay.
Now he is pissed at me. he told me that all this time he thinks that I have been a liar to him. he said he is hurt about it.
Thing is he sometimes would like make me feel like maybe he might be gay too. now I am tired because I did not sleep much last night.
I layed awake thinking about how it might be if my best friend had kept something so big a secret from me. but if he is maybe gay I just don't know what to do now except wait.
Maybe I will aah I don't know. I have to go to class now and get my mind off.
Your now OFFICIALLY a New Man 8-))