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Just friends? HELP!
Yeah so basically one of my 'straight friends', who I once had a massive crush on, but then didn't really talk to properly for a year, has kinda walked back into my life on a far deeper level.. so to speak. We've known eachother since the age of 12 and have always had an on/off friendship, i've always found him attractive but recently I kind of became infatuated by him again.. I always suspected he might be a little bit gay, but he dithers from being really camp and potentially gay, to ultra straight and confuses the shit out of me. I myself am still firmly in the closet, but I suspect he and many others question my sexuality. Anyway, for about 3 months now me and him have been texting back an forth everyday, he's told me he loves me, and even when he suggested a girl i should speak to, said 'more of you for me ;)', when I replied I wouldn't speak to her. Maybe I'm just reading into things too much, as he is a bit of an air head at times, and i question whether any thought goes into a lot of what he says. We've also been to gay bars/clubs TWICE on our OWN together, with us both under the assumption that one and other was straight.. The first time we went, we were all over eachother, very touchy feely, and he even pressed his body on mine and joked i was his boyfriend in the smoking area. However numerous times throughout both nights he seemed to have to reassure me and hisself that he was STRAIGHT. Basically im confused as a motherfucker, hence writing this incredibly long novel for you guys. HELP!!!
One very drunken night I just put a hand on each side of his face and pulled him to mine....and we kissed.
Wanna know what happened next?
Option 2) Set yourself up at home one day where you know he is going to walk in your room at some point, before he does start masturbating so he catches you and see what he does
Option 3) Ask to watch straight porn together, he will be so turned on a 'straight' mutual masturbation session would be well taken