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I Am MAX

maxumillion21 Blog Last Activity 11 years ago 449 views 3 comments
My name is max and I guess I am a strange guy. I enjoy being alone in peace and solitude. To do what I want with no one to judge me. I love watching movies, listening to instrumental music. When I am alone I jerk off, sleep, and forget about my issues, I let the naked human me come out. During the day I feel like I have to be an actor, pretend to be straight, pretend to enjoy talking to people. I also share a room, but on the weekend when I am alone... is when I am most happy. To relax and forget about the stresses in life. Some may describe me as skinny, nice, and nerdy. But there are times when I get lonely and wish I had someone there with me who will understand me. Personally I don't care whether it be a girl or guy, as long as our personalities matched. I want someone I can trust, to tell my darkest secrets, and most of all to sexually explore each other. But as of right now it seems I will not find that person, because I know that person is not very social, he or she enjoys solitude while being alone like me. Also I do not like sports, so ... if you like sports we wont work out unless you show me a good reason to like it. I am willing to go on adventures and explore the world.
Ohh I almost forgot the type of guy I like should be around my age, skinny, and smooth. I like girls who are down to earth, who dont make everything a big deal.

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11 years ago

Hey it will happen Max and when it does it will turn your world up side down and round and round for the both of you, when Mr. or Miss right walks into your life. But you do need to get out their. The best to you don't give up he or she is out there looking for you too.

11 years ago

Max, you're not strange. I feel some of what you're feeling from time to time, and I use to act similarly when I lived at home. You should try getting out there to meet people because you never know what you'll find. You say you want to go on adventures and explore, and you can do that if you just get out there. While you're out there, you can make friends with people. Once they have become good friends with you, they'll understand you and be there to confide in. They probably won't offer sexual exploration, but you won't be so lonely. Just think, if your perfect person would take the same leap, you two would finally meet. Also, sports are overrated, and I only watch them for the eye candy. In summary, GET OUT, HAVE FUN, and MEET PEOPLE. Who knows, you might just enjoy yourself.

11 years ago

very interesting...max ..a fun chin scratcher.....lay down..i think i love you..no.no.no..so you are afraid of having someone bossin you around or not leavin you alone..thats me too..date somebody and live alone...you don't like bein around people at all???..pretending at work seems strange..but you get lonely...hmmm...a hooker?...maybe not..you need to find someone live..not on the internet...you will do better..i wish i could talk to you...more soon..mike..xx