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<p>I was born with an eye condition. Basically...  my eyes can move independantly of each other.  Meaning, I can look straight ahead with one eye, and basically look in another direction with my other.  Sounds fun, huh?... but after being bullied, called names and so on I finally got sick of it all and ended up in hospital  (I wont say how). It got to the point where I could not even look at myself in a mirror because I felt sick at what I saw. I hated me...  and I wanted me to vanish forever. Being Bipolar does not help either! But... i've learned to cope with THAT part of me now...  sort of lol. I've learned a lot from my close friends here and on G   (they know who they are). Today, I finally looked at myself in a mirror after 5 years. I stared into my own eyes and said to myself "I accept how I look..  and don't care what others think.  I am ME."   I'm even starting my own youtube channel where I plan to do some shows and live singing if I can.   Moral of this blog, and indeed my words is:  never be ashamed of how you look. And never, ever let others bring you down...  I did and look what happend!  Be yourself.  Phew..  never thought I'd tell anyone about it but there ya go hahaha. The old me is finally coming back :)</p>