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I played around with other boys sexually in the neighborhood when I was 9 or 10 (same age play). This was back before both me and my partner could be charged as sex offenders for mutual, consensual play. Then at about age 12 or 13 I was deeply physically and emotionally attracted to boys on t.v., in the movies, and at school. I never had a "girl phase" and never will.

I knew I was gay when I was 11

hello . it`s only a couple of years ago that i realized that i was a pansexual person . but i`m as kinky s hell

these stories are great, good post OP. keep em coming guys!

I was 14y/o when I got raped by an older friend. From then on I knew I was gay because I enjoy being fucked. I also love to suck. I use to suck other boys in the mens room at High School.

first time I had a cock in my mouth lol!!

I guess I knew when I was around 6 or 7 yrs old that I was 'different'. My class at school went to the local public swimming pool, (a very short walk away), and we had to go two to a cubicle to get changed. I shared with my best friend and I so desperately wanted to see him naked. Unfortunately, he was shy and wrapped a towel around himself before undressing and then putting on his swimming trunks. I was devastated! All I got to see was his bare torso. :'( Although I didn't realise at that age what my feelings meant, I knew that I had to keep them secret and never tell a soul. My next 'experience' was when I was about 10 and myself and a boy who was about 14 or 15 would masturbate each other. That was awesome and I knew then that I wanted cocks. High school was a revelation. I got to see all those naked guys in the changing rooms before and after sports. The' after' part was the best as they were all hot sweaty from running around and then wet and glistening after showering. I don't recall ever wanking to thoughts of girls, but can still remember those naked guys in the showers! They are firmly fixed in my head. Luckily,I never got an erection in those showers, though I have no idea how I managed not to! lol

well i was a bit slow. as a kid i always played around naked and shared a bath with my brothers. it was natural. 10 or so i realized i really, really enjoyed seeing my older brother shower and change. thought is was more curious than anything. middle school showers at camp woke me up big time. at 14 i found internet porn and knew it, just couldn't see myself doing it.

kinda always known. think the first sign was when i wanted to share a sleeping bag with my mate when i was 6 during a sleepover. i didnt know why back then but i jst really wanted to be close to his body. he didnt wanna do it which made me notice i may be different to other boys. then when i started fapping i naturally fapped to thoughts of my mates in school getting canged for PE and seeing them in shorts and stuff.

Thanks for the replys everyone! For me it was when I first messed around with my childhood friend down the street when we were both 14. It started out with us talking about sex and girls, then talking about guys, then masturbation, until we were both seeing each other's cocks and stroking each other

I think it was around 5 y/o....when I was sucking on a guys dick...he was a little older then me but he taught me everything I needed to know....he had a really big dick and he knew how to suck my dick....I still about that time today but we did it for a few years until he moved off.....

As Silverbullut40 says - when I first saw boys cocks in school showers at about 11 years old. Had to hide my growing embarassment between my legs......

I think I've always been more attracted to boys than to girls, at least as far back as kindergarten. Now, ADMITTING to myself that I was indeed definitely queer, that would be somewhere around my 18th birthday (before which I had my first hetero sex, 2 times, and after which I had my first sex with a guy — that 3rd one I definitely preferred!).

I think everyone is naturally wired by default to relate better to their own gender. Why else would young boys and girls find each other 'icky'. As sexual interest emerges, we view our sexuality through whatever presexual lens we already have. Most boys, I think, have a lot of social conditioning and associate sex as much with social status as anything and it reinforces itself. If that 'lens' changes, then so can everything else, and new tastes can develop. Evolution of sexual interest is something of a bete noir topic, because it challenges the 'born that way' narrative. Human sexuality is one of those topics that we like to pretend is confusing when it really isn't. If someone likes something, they do it again, and there's more than one reason we can decide we like something. If you dissect the timeline of sexual evolution in a persons life, you are going to see cause and effect factors. The 'enigma' serves to appease a lot of people on both sides. The reason the mainstream allows this 'enigma' to continue is because if you really pick apart how someone arrives at the notion that they like same-sex, you have then also demystified why boys like girls also, and it strips the romance and religious, mythical narratives away from how humans generally work. We are all conditioned by a great many differerent external factors, and there is no 'right or wrong' way to grow. Everything is adaptation. We dont like to scrutinize ourselves too deeply because it feels dehumanizing, and if we see how our mental gears and cogs were built too closely, we can discover that we are more prone to influences we ourselves never even recognized. We are just people. As I have said before, no puppet really wants to see his own strings.

I'm always curious about people who discovered it later in life (i.e. in teens or adulthood). I recognized it early when I was probably 6 or 7. I never wanted to play doctor with the neighborhood girls, only the boys! They simply weren't ever a fascination for me. I was saying loudly and openly I wanted to marry a cute older boy nearby by the time I was 10 XD. For those who will answer that they discovered later than childhood, I'd like to know about your early masturbation thoughts as well. Like, did you cum thinking of girls, etc., or were you a late bloomer in other aspects as well?

Well, I recall I was 'dumping the boiler' when I was about 14 and my thoughts drifted from the girl next door to her brother who I was friends with. I interpreted it to mean "Huh, I must be gay." In fact, I still had attraction to girls but didn't know bisexual was a thing. As time went by, I naturally began colligating the fact that I related better to males as most boys do with sexual interest that seemed rooted in physical admiration and as often outright envy. As time further went on, I began rejecting heterosexual lifestyle without really knowing it stemming from having little interest or patience with girls socially, and the various train-wrecks of hetero relationships around me from family to friends and generally feeling I didn't want anything to do with their problems. By 22, I realized I had more patience for males and didn't really see anything to lose by pursuing it as a lifestyle. I occasionally identified as 'gay' but didn't really incorporate it consistently, and puzzled over the relevance of social issues regarding it, especially a committed 'lifestyle and identity' regarding my personal life. I didn't see it as necessary to be myself. I continued to consider having a family for a few more years, but as time went on and new experiences emerged, just didn't see the point of bothering with the hetero lifestyle either, and began sensing the game element to it. Today I still physically react to females, but since no relationships interest me, and hetero relationships are bound by social context I dont wish for, simply dont engage them, especially since my experience with them has not improved my expectations. I dont really call myself anything to myself, like gay or bisexual, and tend to adopt whatever term in conversation seems the most valuable in communication, from 'gay' for polite idle chat, to 'bisexual' for those wanting more intimate detail ( or who like long, winding arguments about words) to the outright profane for actual sexual encounters, which I generally prefer anyways, if only for relief from political correctness. Sorry for blogging on your blog. :P

Probably about two years ago, when I realized that it was actually the guys in the porn I watching that turned me on, not the girls, and the realization just sort of spread from there,