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oh my god. i tried going out with a woman last night. what a fucking nightmare. i was just trying to explore my options. never happen again. i don't know what to do any more. i want to find a guy but that is not an option around this area. i cant just pick up and leave this area. i am totally miserable and i do not know what to do anymore. it is becoming a bit to overwhelming..i am so tired of being alone. i drink way to much just to cope. oh well just another chapter in the book of fro