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Yes, I got a lot to say, but unlike you posted on my wall, no I don't get riled up easily.
I take things serious even for something that maybe others would might just ignore (In a way, isn't that what you're doing right now?) but only when I'm provoked.
So, in rare ocassions, I start argument with them but often for a long time, and it always has been between the one who provoked me and myself, just two of us.
The reason that number of you got involved in this is because yblaidddrwg decide to post this in blog with his new account and hoped gullible guys like you to support him instead of let the things get in between just two of us.
You don't have a time to read it or you just don't care?Let's be honest.


For someone who doesn't give a shit?
If I didn't give a shit, I wouldn't have posted those pictures in his wall in the first place or take my time to explain the very basics of human nature for even simpleton like you can understand (though like you said you don't have a time, even though you're involving in this more than the OP himself or anyone except myself).
If that was the case, we wouldn't have this conversation in the first place.

Well, now we have an answer. You just wanted to tease me and you're a troll.
Oh well, that makes my day a lot bett...you know what? It really doesn't.
Losing an account, guys against me, that's all nothing compare to your ignorance and your conduct.
The consequence you bring to yours victims are way more devastating than my attempt to degenerate my enemies.
I do it purposely on only individuals that I came across in negative conflict, but you, you do it to anyone you find as interesting target.
I should have realized this from the beginning.
yblaidddrwg (AKA CaptainArrow) and I'm taking this drama and revenge to real, in a best way what both of us think is most effective.
You find this as an entertainment.

If you actually think killing oneself is serious matter, take your time and read what really forces people to kill themselves.
Horrible image, telling them a person who started argument that he doesn't have a future and go kill himself, yes, it certainly is disturbing scene to hear and watch but they are curse words at a best.
Only exception will be when physical action gets involved.
Are you upset because you actually think suicide is serious matter or because those images are just shocking to you and not accpetable on site like this?
If it's the latter, okay, I may have done something that's against TOS for this site, and I apology to folks who had to witness those.
If it's the first, I can't emphasize enough you're making a grave mistake, and that guys like you are the one who really pushes people to kill themselves.
Think just for a moment, what is easier to really push someone to kill himself.
Guys cursing at each other and taking up a notch (without involvement of physical harm) or guys that doesn't know what's going on but just want to gang up on the side they like?
Oh, even worse, ganging up and teasing for the fun lol.
Seriously, I wonder how many times and how many people's lives you took indirectly and unintentionally all in the name of "fun/trolling".


I noticed there were number of guys came to read the Google Doc I left, but I am getting a feeling that the readers weren't those who left comments here.
It's like you guys made your mind the moment you decided to involve whether you have strong belief what is right or wrong or you just hate something complex.
In your case, it's the latter since you don't really care.
To you, all this is about the fun.
I took in my hatred for real, made grotesque wall post to curse him in order to boost yblaidddrwg's addiction and degenerate him sooner.
yblaidddrwg oblidged to my plan, made alternative account, saved pictures on his walls, and deliverately posted ONLY my comments here to gain supporters and cause a drama.
You, just joined for the fun.
Like you said, you don't know what really was going on and you didn't bother to find out either, you don't care about at any of this.
You just do it for the fun.
I might be a two faced SOB, but you're a joker, you never think or take it serious for what you do.
Enjoy and carry on with your killing spree. If there's karma, I know mine can't be worse than yours.

P.S. On individual base, the one who has most impact and influence to force or save one from committing a suicide is people they are most close with, not the opposite.
On the otherhand, in a group base, it's those who has nothing to do with the individual.
Think for a moment why that is, and what it means, though I doubt you will actually bother to know, care, or even able to comprehend.
Perhaps, deep inside you, that's what you crave.
You love to take part in pushing people to kill themselves and laugh at it, and you don't feel least bit of remose because you don't know about the result, and even if you do, you will just defend yourself with "I didn't mean to, it was just for a joke".

Probably, there are only 5 things I really cared in my life. My kinky lifestyle (yes, I'm not proud to say this one, it's like a drug), computer games, mind control, money, and my family.
As a suicial attempt survivor, losing a youngest member of my family to troll like yourself last August, I can't sincerely give you back same farewell "Have a nice life."
If you are wondering why I was so serious to post those pictures and told him to kill himself, yes, I can't deny I'm angry person, my hate was real, and my life wasn't so easy on me to take things lightly and joke all the time like you have for a long time.
In a way, I thought I can curse others in a way that reflected part of my life just like black people use N word at each other, but if that was so disturbing for you guys, so be it, it's all my fault.

Stupid of me...I wanted to forget everything, just wanted to move on my life by indulging myself with gratification for the time being, but I ended up pathetic...I probably have dug up on my grave in this...or perhaps my brother is mocking at me for trying to forget him and fucking around myself here like this.

I am going to end this with a prayer to those who took in their lives for the sake of others entertainment, and I'm taking my part away from here as well.